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Oct 2022 · 140
Upos
Dnlbllrd Oct 2022
Pure as a candle
This little stick of mine, burns my time
Shortening my lifespan,
yet it makes me feel fine
With every stick that i light,
worry burns and dance with the smoke
it disappears and play with the stars
leaving nothing but scars on my lungs
It makes me feel sane even for a short while
like a coffee that warms you up in the rain
No, it doesn’t taste good it
Barely does anything
But it lets me escape the sadness
that the world brings
Now that I’ve already used up a stick
I lit up another one, asking
Ashes, you didn’t leave me didn’t you?
Nov 2020 · 218
Buried treasure
Dnlbllrd Nov 2020
On our journey to neverland
Where nothing goes our way
Whilst an unknown person paves the way
And gives us things we don't understand
-
Will always came a drop of moonlight
A silver lining, when we lose all our might
A charm that would let us cross the river
A trinket that makes the fogs clearer

It takes the most random form
And shines even in hailstorm
It brings the best out of you,
A cause of your breakthrough

If you stumble and lost your charm
Remember, he, don't mean no harm
It might be a moral, or reform
To achieve one's greatest art form
Even though life drifted us apart, I want you to know that I'm always grateful of what we use to have.
Oct 2020 · 220
Nimbostratus
Dnlbllrd Oct 2020
She is the cloud
Where my befouled soul goes up to
Only to be cleanse
-
To make me feel better
After the grueling fight under the sun
Trying to live
Oct 2020 · 183
Come with me
Dnlbllrd Oct 2020
Hold my hand
Fly with me to neverland
Let's cruise to the stars
Tell me your life's memoir

Bring all your hate and pain
We'll scream it all on the rain
You'll never be alone
As we conquer the unknown

Take a leap of faith
I got all the pixie dust
We'll leave the netherworld
And feed our wanderlust
Oct 2020 · 163
Panacea
Dnlbllrd Oct 2020
You're an unrivaled drug
That opens up a new universe
With endless void of love-
Overwhelming all the suffering,
In this cruel world I have
You're the compelling light
That rival thousand stars
With you the universe unite-
Planets aligns, words rhymes
With you, I awaken betimes
With pills in my hand
Sep 2020 · 156
Bucida
Dnlbllrd Sep 2020
Rustling, leaves in the crimson tree

Whistling, gentle breeze of the air

Scorching, lenient touch by the sun

Came a sprout of a new beginning
Sep 2020 · 161
Wander
Dnlbllrd Sep 2020
Don't be troubled by towering height
Don't be affright by thine oversight
For people die without seeing the skylight
Because of the fear of traveling at night

Rove, light thine klieg light
Travel, map your path with thine foresight
Despite the hardship awaits twilight
Finite delight, behold the starlight
Sep 2020 · 137
Dream
Dnlbllrd Sep 2020
You made surreal things so real
Sep 2020 · 130
Sugar Rush
Dnlbllrd Sep 2020
Bloods rushing

Bones calcifying

Feelings ramifying

Heart's flying

Mind's barking
Sep 2020 · 168
Galaxy
Dnlbllrd Sep 2020
Visibly undressed

Hiding nothing but brilliancy

A galaxy cruising the empty sea
Sep 2020 · 116
Farsighted
Dnlbllrd Sep 2020
I feel dizzy
For things are getting blurry
I can no longer see whats in front
For I can only see whats beyond

Traumatized by the past
Blinded by my forecast
My dreamy farsighted eyes
Ties the chaos and the skies

Help my find my glasses
In my room of cosmic gasses
My lovely northern star
Pave my way out of this blurry day
Dnlbllrd Sep 2020
Everyday I wait for the night
To cover the earth with its blanket
For me to see thine light
A nonpareil sight of thine beauty

Thou may be incomplete
My love for thee would never deplete
Thine scars thy fearlessly show
Always charms my lonely soul

My  tides would never get tired
Dancing to thine song
For it wont be too long
On the clouds we would be together all night long
Aug 2020 · 229
Lost in the end of time
Dnlbllrd Aug 2020
Memories are playing from my mind

Like dandelion that flutters with the wind

They enticingly caressing me

As they fades towards the never land

Zegen me o heer

Endless stream of time~

Slithering around inviting me

Like poignant music that never stops to rhyme

On its way to never land

Zegen me o heer

My burning soul, now turning cold

Slowly losing the flames, I once hold

Forgive me for I can no longer cope up

For even in the smallest thing, I blowup

Het spijt me

Strangers around me starts increasing

While gradually losing love ones

As I'm aging

Please stay for soon I'll be leaving

-dnlbllrd
Was inspired by The Caretaker- Everywhere at the end of time

Please be patient with them, understand as much as possible for they're only lost and they need your love and care :)
Aug 2020 · 107
Waken
Dnlbllrd Aug 2020
A flash of light in the sky

Roaring, thunder came crushing

Awakens me from dreaming

-dnlbllrd
Aug 2020 · 110
Autumn
Dnlbllrd Aug 2020
After the 97 days of drought
Thine green leaves would fade out
A great time for the next chapter
Get rid of questions you can't answer

Breath in with the gentle cold breeze
Make those problems freeze, let go with ease
Rest beside the crackling bonfire
After the fall, new green leaves, transpire

-dnlbllrd
Jul 2020 · 297
Life and Happiness
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
On my journey to the never land
Where amber waves stretch far and bright
People trek with their vase hugging it tight
For their fear to lose their tiny vessel of joy

On my journey to the never land
Where pitfalls lurk in the shadow of trail
Some just alighted for a break
While some people camped their life
with their vase

On my journey to the never land
Where broken dreams shatter
The place was filled with mourning air
For their vessel, they didn't take care

On my journey to the never land
I found myself lost in this trail,
We're about to cross
Where's my vase did I left it there?
We all have our vessels of happiness that we carry in our life long journey. Some chose success in life while struggling to carry their vessel of happiness, some chose to stay contented with their happy life, some mourn for they have lost theirs. While some are just lost because they haven't found their vessel or maybe they have lost it already, no one knows.
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
Beneath her bleary, weary eyes
Hides a guise of stars in the skies
Veiled by the cumulus clouds
From no end of doubts

Beneath her bleary, weary eyes
Hides thousands of butterflies
Confined by the darkness of the night
From her fears, that took the daylight

Beneath all the wonders in her eyes
Is veiled by endless waterfall
Of tears she cant control
Awaiting for someone who'll wipe it all

-dnlbllrd
Everyone has their own beauty waiting to be seen.
Jul 2020 · 120
Switch
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
Twisted strand of fibers
Wraps around her neck
Mind was in wreck
with thoughts
No one can decipher

There she stands
At the edge of the switch
Contemplating about the life
she's
About to ditch

-dnlbllrd
If you ever found yourself at the edge of the switch, I just want you to know that its too early to quit for everything will be alright.
Jul 2020 · 121
Castaway
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
Empty, with no words to convey
The colors of the world turned gray
All the clouds of dreams flew away
Mind was in radioactive decay

It all happen in one day
When thine feelings fade away
When you no longer want to stay
And left me with no words to say

-dnlbllrd
Made this after listening to sick feeling by boy pablo
Jul 2020 · 122
Rain
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
Comforting coldness

the rain falls ferociously

sweeping all sadness

-dnlbllrd
Jul 2020 · 116
She love not
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
She loves the snow but not the coldness
that comes with it

She loves the moon but not the darkness
that envelopes it

She loves to love but not the pain
that goes with it

-dnlbllrd
Jul 2020 · 160
Bubble
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
Bubbly, lovely, childhood was silly
Those memories are extraordinary
Giddy, loopy, it never get dreary
A dreamworld, I would always carry

A lovely bubble in the sky
That flew above my very eye
Flew high and said goodbye
You made my childhood sublime

-dnlbllrd
Goodbye to the childishness that said goodbye.
Jul 2020 · 164
Red room case
Dnlbllrd Jul 2020
In this very red room, I will hide with pride
Tried to answer my queries, As I cried
Scribbling in my life diaries, Which I relied
With theories, my mind provide, I'm terrified

In this tiny red room, I shut myself up
I badly hate this world, I'm gonna blow up
Anxiety filled my brain, Can I give up?
Pills can no longer hold up, I'm *****'d up

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 113
Show me thine nude
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
Show me thine ****
Show me thine naked truth
Show me thine scars and bruise
Show me thine state of blues

Let me see the sight you've never shown
The bareness that's out of sight
Let me embrace that frightened sight
For thy will no longer be alone

-dnlbllrd
Open up. I'll listen
Jun 2020 · 97
Fire
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
Scorching pain envelopes herself
Burning in pain, longing for help
Trapped in her magic, she can't dispel
From the past she doesn't want to dwell

Whoever gets close to her gets overwhelmed
Loneliness envelopes her, She was left impaired
Guilt-ridden by the enchantment she cast
In her enchanted self, she is waiting to be disenchanted

-dnlbllrd
Hey its okay to be vulnerable.
Jun 2020 · 225
Watchers
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
With one big swing he flapped his wing
Blowing the bells to make it ring
To open the gates of heaven for worshiping
Anon, he would be falling

Flying, soaring, anon he would be falling
Enamoured with women, Giants would start rising
Roaring, wailing for their sin they'd be bawling
Mourning, regretting, for their sin they'd be falling

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 77
Conquer
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
Go against the flow
Just like how the koi fish go
Show grace under fire
Just like the phoenix burn in fire

In your ashes of desire
Will arise a new you
Swim past the dragon's gate
For you write your own fate

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 124
Ligaya
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
You're the epitome of perfection
Even greater than the beauty of all the constellations
A sight, so bright that excites me every night
With you everything is alright

You're the paragon of happiness
That cleanse all my worries and sadness
Surreal feeling,  that makes me think I'm dreaming
With you I feel like flying

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 95
Blue Flag
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
Cornered by the guys in blue and black
Trapped in a situation and can't go back
In a sapping fight for our carte blanche
An avalanche of grieve, we received first hand

Although stained, this blue flag would still stand
A burning ache for the promise land
For color won't tell the lives we should live
We will strive and thrive, for the life we're deprived

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 70
Music at 12
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
When the clock strikes 12
       My phone begins to ring
               The birds starts to sing
                        And my heart suddenly sprang

The butterflies start to rejoice
       As I heard thine voice
                My lethargic night
                        Was lit by your light

Your voice is my go to music
       That makes this world lucid
                You're the good in goodnight
                        The highlight I look for after daylight

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 136
Headless
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
I drag my noose wherever I go
In an obtruse way, I don't even know
With the raven that's always near
Will the curtains of death will appear?

Corrupted by the remnants of the past
Contemplating till when my life would last
For even death has abandoned me
Headless, I can no longer be free

Help me for I just want to quit
For even the reaper won't commit
Bring back me head
And ready my deathbed

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 72
White
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
They're all monochrome
They only differ in hues
Fairly the same like palindrome
It made myself confused

Alienated in their circle
Left only to hear their chuckle
Overshadowed by their vibrant  colors
Left no place but the corners

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 75
Mi Companera
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
I kept my firefly in a bottle
For it not to escape
I keep it here to lit my room
So I'll no longer feel unsafe
It is my only light
In this pitch black place
My guardian in my darkest days

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 129
For whomever she love
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
For whomever she love, take care of my love
Take care of her, for she is my one true love
She will drive you upsy daisy, twirly curvy
But face her nervy, make her feel she's not crazy

Love her for her ear-splitting voice, I'll be missing
Love her for who she is, I promise she is a blessing
Show her that she's enough, always lift her up
She sometimes blow up, so you gotta check her up

Love her for she cares more than anyone else
Love her for she has anxiety, she wont confess
She is clumsy, but with her you'll never be unlucky
She sometimes turn grumpy, don't worry,  a kiss would make her bubbly

Love her sincerely, for she is as lovely as a belvedere
Lastly, Love her more than I loved her, you must adhere

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 72
Dandelion
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
Here lies my dandelion dreams
Bringing optimism by all means
A driving force to move forward
A foreword that would move you northward

Heed, for these dreams will turn to seed
Regardless if it may succeed
For its resolving power would be a new flower
It would be swept by the wind with those meteor shower

-dnlbllrd
Jun 2020 · 81
Faerie gone by February
Dnlbllrd Jun 2020
This sanctuary that's kept by the faerie
Filled with daisy that always make me happy
Now hold nothing but dreary memory
This place turned to a lonely cemetery

A euphoric and bitter place, I can't retrace
A place that I once embrace, I want to escape
For this sanctuary wouldn't be sanctuary
Without the lovely faerie that takes care of my worry

-dnlbllrd

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