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Descovia Sep 2019
He always proclaimed "That you needed help"
Pushing away love, from everyone else. Just to keep fighting this war with my eternal true-self. Who understands the pain coursing through my veins?

Dragging me into another prolonging depth. None of it melts away even through all the tears that I've wept!

Going against the hands of time

Feeling there is no other escape.... The human mind, shift to alternate and create a different states... To show us vividly... We master and control our very own fate.

How many love ones will you foresake?

How many promises would you easily break?

How many hearts must be broken, for you to realize that this illness through hate, would drive you blindly to haste into the makings of another callous mistake?"

Without any hesitation please contact the Suicide Prevention Hotline by dialing 1-800-273-8255

It's suicide prevention month. The topic of choice which may be delicate for some to speak on openly.

If you experienced such unpleasantness and depending morally on what will be wise. Note that suicide is neither right or wrong.  Be in mind of this these feelings do not limit you to being "mentally unstable, flawed as a human, defect of character, or as some would pronounce as "crazy", or lack of willpower." People composed of different natures and raising by parent(s) vary differently with the capacity to withstand pain as it comes. You are not alone. You are here now! For that I am very glad of in spite of the imbalance between the pain and coping resources! Because, of the desire to receive "relief" and rejoice. These are feelings indeed. Remember, a feeling is something you can't experience unless

"YOU ARE ALIVE!" You have the strength to carry forth. You can do this. Your situations may they be good, bad, or neutral are temporary, so in what use is a permanent solution for any cause?

Be grateful for you. Be grateful towards yourself. Life rewarding you with the chance to create new amends.... I am absolutely grateful for you. You can talk to me about anything. If I cannot personally help with advice. Listening would not propose itself as a problems in accordance to your concerns....

Get out there and keep winning!

You were placed on this earth for amazing things.
Fulfill those waiting aspirations.
Descovia Aug 2019
The immensity of any mountain

Holds me to no consternation.

I will continue to climb

Until I reach the pinnacle!

You make me feel invincible

Vedo la pace quando ti guardo.
( I see peace when I look at you. )

Credo nella tua pace per portare miracoli
(I believe in your peace, to bring miracles.)


Fatherhood

Questionable paths of multidimensional natures. Brought me lucid signs from the heavens, chaos,  and deciphered codes, perplexing mysteries to human eyes! To this new ray of light contained in this "life". Known as "Isaiah".

Beyond any amount of roaming doubts, I have spiritually reclaimed these portions of myself! Learning more from the acts and encounters with these  ritualistic, rhythmic, mesmerizing, colorful...mindless illusions called "DREAMS"

For being a "father."  To very this day

I must say,  I am on a wave. Floating with just the "gist" of things!

Barely, gaining an actual understanding

From the great 13 "the ways" of what it actually means.

My son as of now. You have 7 years in this lifetime on earth until your birthday returns!  11/27/15  I remain faithful in my beliefs, you will grow stronger than me and change something about this world!  For the details are covered in mind fog of my shadows following me, but it will be revealed to the light as movement flows with everything. Time will continue to conspire against us. You will find a way. To be our salvation. I am proud to be your father. I believe in you ISAIAH.

I S A I A H
Inspiring
Selfless
Ambitious
Inventive
Admirable
Healer

Nobody­ can prepare enough for a versatile role such as this.

The position as a mother.
The position as a father.


In the 9 months of her pregnancy I've doubted myself. Lost myself. Broke myself. Built and redesigned my "most-needed-self"  in functions through activities while in this phase of a "verbally-projecting insecurities." There were multiple factors that drove me on edge.

Not only the hormonal twists and turns spare me no justice. The weather always affected my cravings, for outrageous foods along with my mood.

I have had my highs and lows, solo-soaring in my head. This emotionally, over charged flight, ascending all from below to go above extreme heights!
Obviously, there is more to this!  Remaining as one of the central caretakers,  emotional support guide, or an active disciplinarian.  (When it comes for it...)  

If you don't have any love for yourself on any level.
If you don't value yourself like you should.
If you FEAR sacrifice.

Then surely, this is not the sport for you!

Love! Appreciate! Honor! Value! Believe! BELIEVE!  BELIEVE in our children of the FUTURE! Fatherhood have been teaching as well as providing insightful concepts equipped with understanding the depth our child's needs, knowledge and passion. Do not turn your head away at the chance to learn, while you are given a lesson on a daily, to grow with your loved ones while they mature into a man or woman because they will not forever remain as a baby.

Shouting it to the winds. Let the skies, immortalize my voice until the clouds fade!

Climbing mountains, moving mountains and triumph over the impossible continuously! For you without any constellation. You are the exact reason of how and why I feel that NOTHING limits me!

You are my sword and my enhanced armor of confidence!
No demon or obstacle limits me with fear.
I'll stand by your side right or wrong.

YOUR love, keeps me to stand and stay strong!
What does it mean to be a father???

The root of meaning...

Goes deeper than what I can summarize
To you mindfully or consciously...

For  I am still learning....
from you all....
#Italian
#AfricanAmericanCulture
#Lovewriting
Descovia Mar 2019
Leaving the world called "Home"

To travel off into the unknown!

Where mystery and imagination takes
charge of all

We are in course

This step is for all of mankind.

We must restore our connection!

This is the awakening!

We embark on this oddsessy, to decipher mysteries within the stars!

We can excel, if only we

believe in the power our own will!

Carry forth strong, and prepare to endure all that awaits!

Exploring other worlds, existing in a multitude of different galaxies that are in the shadow of an unconscious universe!


Ideas, longing for fulfillment in communication!

The soul of your character, embraced with attritubes.

What will you hail as a milestone,
in the history of space and time?
#songintro #inspirationalpoem
Descovia Mar 2019
Wine and dine
Yeah that's fine...
Maybe we can get
the mood right
Under the stars...
YES BABY... you are the moon light!
But to excuse the nonsense
Spitting mystical lyrical
parently advised
Mind altering contents...
My mental is complex,
or too far fetched
**** a squad,
I'mma God
Die and become
reborn under the sun
as the holy one
in da next....!!

Let me take you to neverland
Hand in hand, we will fly so high
Exploring the world of the
other's mind, ....mine? Mine? Mine?!
No! I wouldn't mind
If you were mine!!
Until the end of time!!
Guilty until proven innocent
We reached a verdict
I am guilty
If "Love" is a crime!

Baby, I believe in it all.
You led me to know
That angels are indeed real
You could be a witch...
I can't tell
But you got me
Wrapped around your finger
Like a charm...
I dont see the harm
I am under YOUR spell
Your heart
Your mind
Your smell
You got me tripping...
I gotta stop
Myself from falling or drowning...
I can be a boss like Ross
Effortless with no cost
Let me get lost
In your eyes...
Where our youth lives on
Your skin so soft
I just wanna taste your sauce!

Don't underestimate my weight
Going in hard, no hate...baby if I
Get it....

I won't quit it, this is vivid
I got what it takes!
I will leave you with the shakes,
but I won't leave you
At risk, with high stakes
without a bit faith!
Cut the throat of snakes..
That wish to feed of
Your energy and wanting
To steal from your plate!
Lemme cut to the chase
...baby cakes...
Let me talk
To you with these feelings inside
So that way, we will never divide
Are you my ride or die?
Are we Bonnie and Clyde?
Life hits hard with karma
Can we be like Michelle and Obama?
Big family, miracle home, moving it all along, head strong, workin until the days gone....??

Just you and me MAMA
Us chasing big dreams
and the increasing commas...
Make scene, the way we are as a team
If you value the taste of hope
I will fufill your endless dreams..... Under the moon light
We can get the mood right...
And even when the moon doesn't show,
Our love still brightens the night!!
Descovia Mar 2019
NIGHT

The sky is vast
The magical void of stillness...

Where the resting place beyond
Is not reserved for imperfections
The soul willingly sought for home
Not be a bitter sweet ending of remorse! For an awakening that may provide comfort.
Silence fills the soul of the mind
My soul cannot hold the SKY!
These illusions that manifest from
The products of pain I remain foresaken
Falling freely...every breath is a dream...
Becoming disconnected from all
That shared bonds which impacted life
with my dying imagination....
Descovia Mar 2019
Eye... Have been peeping game
On you prankster-player types too...

Eye don't care about the game or how it's played... "Bro...babe...boo...."

Maybe, it is visible in a view which is colorful!!

Eye, flip the script
and fill your mind with grey...
It's easier that way....

Eye... see through your trickery...
the traps, that terribly traumatize
and rationalize the fears captured behind these eyes...

Twisted and conflicted you must be...

Eye... believe you got me ****** up...

these eyes haven't seen it all yet...
Filled with misery and regret...
There's more to see and more for us to be

However, if you keep wondering around the plans....

You'll see, more unfold as time runs it course...

memories of everything turns ALL into sand!

Eye am NO FOOL...

Eye won't allow my self to surrender...

If we viewed...
the world in each other's eyes

Would we love the surprise?

Or bring forth, our very own demise?

What do you see behind these eyes???
Descovia Mar 2019
"I choose to fight my battles in darkness.
My demons belong there and on no place
Where light spreads miraculously, nothing else shall triumph over all!!"


If you have made this far.


Then there's a reason for you to believe
BEHIND THESE EYES... is where the REAL... MAGIC... TAKES OVER!


Don't question me on the Iast time I slept 8 hours...it might have been 2 or 3 days ago....

I don't know, the pain is there, I never allow it to show.

At end of everyday, I believe in more than, our ability to achieve and grow.

Its never a day off for any of you.
Blessings will be that surprise in disguise.
Do not give into the lies, with the intent to corrupt or compromise!

SCREAM for a prayer... from the skies!

Before, despair drowns you in eternal demise....

You complain about the struggle and the troubles... yet you remain confined to your bubble!!

The vision in a view that is vivid. Do not waste your time, questioning your value just live it!

Even as a child...

I had to break my neck, for slice of justice served with respect.

Because I speak with an impediment.

Oh my goodness, you're an embarrassment.

Difficulty speaking with the proper ediquite

****.

What.

You.

Think!

It's irrelevent!!

Bending myself backwards, why pretend that I'm not stretching thin, for endless needs!

Not, for the feel of a thrill, I should chill, I shoot for the ****, don't test my will...

I am content, with this power to vent, just with mastering these spells for the hell of it!

Biting my tongue, blood filling my lungs.
I rather feel numb, before I pop PILLS & do something dumb.

Think you are something ***?
You are bluffing son... over here bumping yo gums. I heard it all. Seen it all. You ain't about busting a gun.

You need to THINK TWICE, before you even CONSIDER ME BEING THE ONE!!
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