I really don't know where I went wrong
but some how, some way I fell for you.
We all love things that **** us over,
but I guess that's what being human is.

Tell me you love me and we will be together again
Promise me please that you wont ever leave.
Because God knows I need you ,
God knows I'm in love with you.
You are the essence of my being.
You are the source of my happiness .
I love you .

I cherished you more than life it self.
I believed every word you ever said.
I need you more than the air I breathe .
I need you more than you could ever believe.
You are who I live for.  
You are who I would die for.
You are my life source decorated with skin.

The sun doesn't rise without you,
nor do the birds sing in the morning.
The sky is no longer blue and the stars no longer shine.
This world, my world can not function without you.

And as I lay here empty, cold and alone I think only of you.
The thought of you pollutes my mind,
And every promise you ever made has engraved itself on my heart.
My skin is covered in the words you said.
My eyes only see you,
and my lips beg to feel yours.
Lord God knows I miss you.

Please just love me and put me back together again.

You lover her, but don't want to fall in love with her.
Ridiculous isn't it , then again its also human of you.
Thinking you're good enough for her on one side.
Thinking she'd be better off without you on the other.

Loving can be painful.
Falling in love can be heart wrenching.
Trying not to love can be problematic, even disastrous.

Still. its up to you to pick the pain you want to live with.
Or the pain you want to live without.