I see many poets' words
where some of them are chords
written for the lords
and written by the nords

Many of these words are depressing
Others are mostly addressing
someone, or something sad
written by another young lad

Words of endless motivation
that sets in motion, a whirl
topic'd all depression
written by a beautiful girl

All these words together
is what makes me mostly dread
what is set in forever
and will be all that's said

I follow these words that I write
But now I know that things are not right
Her words made me smile so bright
And inside me she lit a light
Since that day I'm too weak and tired to fight
For inside me I've lost all might
But holding her now, would be such a delight
Though hurting her again is my biggest fright
Now I'm saying goodbye instead of goodnight
You only smiled and turned out that same light

I've fought this battle
In my own mind
I was a sheperd to cattle
Trained by kind

The war of the dictionary
Every word in conflict
Where my heart's stationary
And impossible to predict

The perfect illumination
Is the apiphany
Of my every creation
and becomes my symphony

When my words are together
I'll be satisfied forever

People never change;
they adapt or
learn to do things differently

-she

I've heard before
Love hurts
Be careful

I've felt it before
Love hurts
And ******* I was careful

I've heard before
Love no more

I loved before
Today no more
Nor hate, nor prate... nor
It feels like a chore
For I'll love you no more
Like I've failed before

I knew it't hurt
                                
                           Just not as much

Remember
Giving up
is easier
than
letting go

I wanna see the horrors of this world and hate it
I wanna see the wonders of this world and love it
I wanna find love and cherish it
I wanna die young and regret it

Let me catch the virus,
Let my lungs ache like my heart did
To get away from your blue iris
Maybe of you, my mind would be rid

Away from the hatred and fake love,
Away from the memories and mistakes
I'll be sky high, this time above
Just walking around, is all it takes

I'll keep forgetting my mask,
I'll lose all my gloves
Infect me, is all I ask
For I'm not the one she loves

Spread to me, and I shall keep you
Just walking around, is all I've to do

I sit and think
The future
The memories
The present
The past
I sit and think
It's forever lost

We all have a story
Share yours with the people
who understand

--I wish I gave this to you, I wish you would read this, and if fate would have it, you would. I wish these feelings would not still be true, but they are, and maybe... just maybe yours might still be, but it's been so long. Too long, but here it is--

Don't go, my Belle

I feel the atoms vibrating within my body
and named it your sweet touch
I see the stars, when your lips intertwine
in a silky embrace with mine

I cannot lose it, I love you too much
Forgive all my flaws, it's not a crush
I promise you, for in all my life
I'll find a way, for you to be my wife

I know that for if we'd be torn apart
The angels would weep
and I'd be cursed with no sleep

You are like my *******
and always stuck in my brain
Yet the thought of you keeps me sane;
So please, let's just go kiss in the rain
I'll take the demons from your brain

Baby let me hold you, and keep you safe
I'll fill, your blank half, to the grave
I'll always make you feel alright
never again, will we fight

I love the way you look in red,
and I love, you choose black instead
I love your nails, coloured blue
I love your "I love you"
I love it that your socks are green,
and your room is never clean.
oh baby I love you
and everything you do

Baby please... oh please don't go
for to live without you, I don't know
and when the rain calms
I'll hold you tightly in my arms

I'll hold you until we're grey
I just don't hope you'll ever say
I don't love you anymore

I've been stuck in a haze
Between taking drugs and alcohol
and burning methanol

The fun
the sun
now means none

Repellent to being sober
I'll be so high man, **** the moon
During the day; 'till it's over
I'll be so drunk man, ******* soon

I'll take more and more and more
To **** this negative seed
More, More, More this haze I will adore
Till my nose and eyes bleed

Next day I wake
Ready to bake
New memories to make
New memories to take

Drown back, drown pain!
Before that seed comes back
To force me to repeat; again
Never-ending, until I crack

My thirst for appreciation
Is like my hunger for prosperity
This restless relaxation
Is evolving into lethal severity
I wish for a love with no separation
Let me meet her in perpendicularity

Our different paths may cross
And our hearts may bond
I want a best friend, not a boss
I want a love that shines far beyond

Am I seeking an irregularity
Or just an unpopularity
It has to be possible
For it is only plausible

Is this life worth
What we think
Or utter to ink
Since our birth

Is it worth, religion?
For speak no suspicion
'tis a crime like treason
With none to reason

Is is worth love?
Climbing mountains so rough
Only to fall from high above
And be told life is tough

Is it worth excitement?
For 'tis not permanent,
Yet this fulfillment
Brings enlightenment.

Is it worth fighting?
Victory feels enchanting,
Whilst defeat, discouraging;