the sadness of the eyes is always the first sign

the second is an apparent lack of care

thirdly, feelings they no longer share

then, they neglect their health

lastly, they accept their death.

She's been hurt so many times
she no longer seems to care.
I'm not bruised, she points and
whispers, *here, just place your

punches there.

i
no longer have a claim to humanity
i
have lost it to insanity

i
no longer have a mind
i
have lost it and also become blind

i
no longer hate these highs and lows
i
have lost the ability to speak in prose

i
no longer hate these  babbles that rhyme
i
have lost the ability to keep track of the time

i
no longer want to breathe
i
have lost the ability to ‘childishly’ believe

i
no longer want to wait for you
i
have lost the ability to tell what is true

i
no longer desire to be ‘accidentally’ forgotten
i
have lost any care i had about becoming rotten

i
no longer desire the love of another person
i
have lost any care i had about seeing myself worsen

When you
Realize
That life
Is one piece
Of
Shameless
****

You decide
You no
Longer
              care . . .

When the day finally comes that I no longer care, I will no longer care that I no longer care.

Life is a maze
and some will
always get lost....

Some human beings are just rotten flowers in a broken vase.