It seems I’ve been waiting for eons
One album later kings of Leon
Infernally
When you said thirty
You meant Minutes or  eternities ?
But I’ll wait
So hurry up post mates

All day watch shows in my room
I
laugh and I cry in my room
But
I run I  hide from the truth
I
don’t know why I’m removed
Maybe
reality is doomed
Or
I’m afraid to make a move
I’m
A flower in cocoon
Just
Waiting for bloom
So
To you outside my room
Patience
I’m breaking through soon

Mistakes were made
Regrets of a ghost
Gone when I was needed most
Time is finite
And those lies were my life
Regrets of a man
Mistakes were made
The price paid
My time, My life, My mind

My name is Cloud
I am shy
I am witty
I am lost
I am pessimistically optimistic
I am afraid of success
I am lonely most days
I am a failure in my own eyes
I am a brother to some
But I am a big brother to one
I am seeking forgiveness
I am seeking redemption
I am disgusted with myself most days
I am one who embraces failure because it’s all I’ve ever known
I am a gentle giant
I am one who loves to easily
I am one who trusts too easily
I am one who lacks forgiveness
I am one with patience
I am one who wishes to live honestly
I am one who refuses to harbor hatred
I am infatuated with martial arts
I am a fisherman
I am a *******
I am a hopeless romancer
I am  oblivious
I am overweight
I am not harsh with others but cruel to myself
I am passively killing myself
I am one who has broken trust
I am one who loves music
I am one who loves  film
I am one who appreciates artistic expression
I am one who is afraid to feel
I am one who wants to be the “Hero”
I am a big lipped *******
I am one who loves to make others laugh
I am one in the pursuit of happiness
I am one who places bonds above all else
I am one who should of died at birth
I am one who attempted suicide
I am one who survived
I am one who wants to know “why”
I am one with his head in the clouds
I am one who lives in my head
I am one who can never find the right words
I am the anti-hero
I am an animal lover
I am one who loves to read
I am a ******
I am awkward
I am opinionated
I am one who loves to have his opinions challenged
I am one who embraces change
I am a hypocrite and I hate it
I am an introvert
I am one who loves nature
I am one who has hope for the future
I am one  who lost hope for the present
I am one who finds it easier to live for others than for myself
I am one who wants to be better than I was yesterday
I am one who loves to travel
I am one who’s kindness is taken for weakness
I am a son and a grandson
I am a good listener
I am terrible at consoling people
I am the worlds best hug giver
I am one with no confidence
I am always misunderstood
I am impulsive
I am regretful
I am determined to never regret again
I am  trying to find my way
I am one who lived as neither human or ghost for a decade
I am not who you think I am
I am one who spent years trying to understand himself
Yet I am one who still understands nothing
Who am I ? What am I ? Am I human? Am I ghost?