Now that I run...

*Now that I run,
Prepared with my gun.
I leave no trace,
But the tear down my face.
Remember our song,
Of when I was wrong.
Try to smile,
I’ll be gone a while.
Please don’t cry,
Let your tears dry.
I tried so hard to care,
But it was too much to bare.
You’ll forget me soon,
Maybe even by noon.
I have to move on,
And the pain will soon be gone.
My life was a lie,
That’s why I had to die.

Forever an ******* deprived from grief
Because the girl she wants had to leave
             Her want for her is excessive
Because her heart, it forever rests
And you claim I should have no excuses
But,
Look at what you do?
The Rose that has broken you,
This isn't what she'd want you to do
But that's none of my business
I'll keep sipping tea till I'm through.

I extend
I bend
I smile
I grin
Lavished in
A tint
Of Spanish
Moss and American
Mint. Spain swallows my
Eyelid's, takes me to
It's
View.
Haunting
I'm thinking
Of a man just
Like you\
What to
Do,
Keep searching
Or just
Let fate take its course?
I'm just a stained
Glass window,
Looking for my
Church-

My mouth sighed.
My eyes cried.
My heart lied.
My body died.