Kevin Seiler

Kevin Seiler Apr 2016

Her

With tears in your eyes, you begged me to stay.
I said "I love you girl, but no ******* way."
For months and months, I've been hoping you'd see.
That the way that you are is just killing me.
It might **** me to leave you, I might **** myself.
But even taking my life is better than being left on your shelf.

I don't know who I am without you. What is home without you

#love #depression #depressed #her #breakup #suicidal #angry #fuckit

Apr 2016

Justin S Wampler

Flannel worlds

I wonder what it would be like,
were everything a shade of plaid.
Maybe I'll think about that for hours.
Maybe I've just finally gone mad.

Apr 2016

Justin S Wampler

******* read my poems

*******,
you, the person reading this on the other end of the internet,
and **** your poetry too.

Apr 2016

Justin S Wampler

'Dead' without the 'e'

I wonder, the last time I saw you,
did I tell you I loved you then?
Because I don't think I ever realized
that I'd never see you again.

Kevin Seiler Mar 2016

Sunday Sun

That old warm Sunday Sun
Peers through the window
Soft light casts a shadow across the room
Time feels slow
Lost
Memories dance across the mind
Time moves inevitably onward
Sunrise, sunset
Year by year
We are helpless in its quest
To continue slipping out of our hands
The only thing we hold onto
Are moments
Such as watching the light
Peer through the window
From a warm Sunday Sun

Kevin Seiler Dec 2015

Thirty Rack And A Bottle

Expensive scotch and cheap beer.
My two best friends are here.
"It's a hobby", I tell people, pouring another drink.
A connoisseur of alcoholism,
I don't give a **** what they think.

#alcohol #drink #**** #badpoetry #badgrammar

Dec 2015

Justin S Wampler

Falling Puppies

She whispered that she liked the feel
of rough hands in bed,
so I gave up going to college
and became a stone mason instead.

I know I didn't expect much,
except I didn't know much
about who or how.

But with callused skin
and a bed full of sin,
boy do I miss it now.

#love #hate #pain #alone #thoughts #you