Sometimes the hidden feelings locked away
Come forth and ruin my day
The Sadness and Anger make me go into a madness
All the memories of beatings and torture go on in my head like a recorder
I let every one around me get affected and the help I rejected
Even if I hide and supress the feelings it still hurts me
You ruined me as a person and my life worsened
But I fight the feeling and emotions every day and keep them under lock cause I wont let you win because one day you will face your sin

The sun is coming up, rising to the top, the jungle is awakening,
waking up the creatures who sleep at night, with the light.

A loud roar emerges through the jungle causing a rumble, animals are gathering as a silhouette appears atop of a cliff.

He appears the king who rules the jungle by day, the great lion king, who the animals came respect to pay.

As the sun goes down, and the night falls upon the jungle, the animals go to sleep, up comes the moon shining bright through the jungle vines with the moonlight.

This time waking up the creatures who sleep during the day, now ready to catch their prey.

A new roar emerges through the jungle causing the creatures of the night to be quiet, another silhouette appears atop of the cliff.

The king who rules the jungle by night, the wild and feral wolf king, who the animals of the day fear, while the ones of the night cheer.

You come and go away  you're just like the wind you don't stay

Sometimes you blow strong
Sometimes you blow mild
Sometimes you just don't let your heart get filled

Filled with my love which is like a breeze compared to yours which only gives fake hope and flees

You ravaged my heart like a hurricane and only left pain

What did you want to gain?


Now I stand still like a wind toy
circling around in the gale of memories

Some are good but mostly bad
I cannot think anymore you make me mad!

To be loved

To be loved is the feeling of a warmth inside of you
The feeling of a flame burning so strong that your whole body becomes warm
A warmth that warms your body and soul
A fire you think never will go out
Until you get to the moment where you realize that the warmth only was a match and that all love burns to its end just like a match does.

Her Eyes

Like a bird flying free and roaming around something attracted me

A light shining bright, a light so beautiful and so intriguing that I had to look

I flew right into the light and felt an instant warmth indulging every bone inside my body

I stayed and made my nest, the light and warmth were all that I needed. It warmed me whenever I was sad or down like a blanket laying over me and warming my whole body and soul.

But over time the light and warmth began getting colder and colder, slowly burning out. All the good feelings became suppressing and depressing.

Once free and roaming now caged up and restraint, in the darkness and coldness.

Now when I look for the shining light all I see is a reflection, a reflection of a bird once free now caged up

caged up in her Eyes.