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If I could ***** my life onto paper,
what would that look like?
If I could projectile my being into words,
how would it read?
If I could splatter myself on canvas
like the moonlight
Could I finally rip it up
and become me?
The sound is born in the tension of a string
But what holds it tight is just a dream
And the echo tells me sweetly

I, too, must be a conduit
As dear to You as anything is
There's a deep, profound Incongruence
Between the inside and the Out

But no, I think there mustn't be
Because sometimes I feel numb.
And others, gush emotion for the
Ever-loving sun

And everything is as it should,
Unbalanced but for one
And on and on until my pretty
Chamber song is done
Soooo it's kind of this idea that I'm a person and everything else isn't, but it's interesting how people would look at God like he's  person. There's sort of an interesting idea in there that if this God is Nothing, it makes sense because so are we. There is an apparent incongruence there but it doesn't really exist. And anyway you're just playing with biological machinery meant for socializing.
I am tired of all the meds
The meds make me blurry
They are evil
They look for your weak spots and attack
Just got back from the doctors and they prescribed me a NEW medication to add on the 5 I already take.
happy
            happy
                         happy
            merry
                         merry
                                      merry

please just let me be myself, even if it's really
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                                                                                       c
                                                                                          a
                                                                                             r
                                                                                                y
good god
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
jesus christ
THE FATHER AND THE SON
demon inside?
SATAN BE GONE
only a sinner...
EVERYTHING EVIL BENEATH THE SUN
i'll burn in hell
FOR WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME
but i'm your daughter
YOU'RE NOTHING COMPARED TO THE HOLY ONE
a recap of when my dad found out i might be questioning my sexuality. legit told me i would burn in hell. it was a nice day.
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