I thought you loved me, but I guess I wasn't enough for you.
I'm everything she is and more, but I can't change your mind because I am not you.
Left heartbroken and thinking I am to blame drives me insane.
Taking the pieces of my broken heart and scratching the places you used to touch me.
Scratch, scratch, scratch, a little cut, deeper, Deeper, DEEPER.
"You'll never be enough for anyone."
You made me think I was enough and I stopped for you. You. YOU.
You *******.
Scratch left thigh, chest, hips, arm.
"You'll never be enough"
She is not me.
Not me.
Me.
Who am I without you?

Red as the blood gushing from her wrist.
Purple from the bruises on her body as the beating
Green is her eyes yet she doesn't want to see
Yellow is her body from the **** her father impacted her
Red,purple,green,yellow
She wishes that she had a normal life
Red,purple,green,yellow
Her body aches for love, as when her father whispers "I love you babe" she cries
Red,purple,green,yellow
Her mother calls her fat and ugly while she beats her
Red,purple,green,yellow
She slits her wrists while she cries
Red,purple,green,yellow
Shes now dead as she was hanging by a thread
~A.E.G.

Dancing and twirling
Devilish thoughts
They taunt
They sing
And laugh an eerie song

I know every word
Every down beat and note
I sing a long every day

Catchy tunes
They get stuck in your head
Even when there is no physical sound
It repeats
And repeats
On and on

Like a chanting spell
Like a screaming cry
This suicide song
It won't let me die