You were long gone
before I could knew
and yet
I am still talking
to Aroma of You...

In the dark of night,
Just before the light of dawn
In the heavens she stands,
Pridefully gleaming.

~ Umi

why do we live just to die
why do we cry
when the tears will just dry
why do we lie
when the truth is right by

i'll never be able to replace the scars i left you,
with beautiful flowers, roses of course.

i'll never be able to hold your shaking hands again,
with such firmness and admiration.

i'll never be able to say i'm sorry and cover the wounds i left.

i'm sorry.
i should've been better.

Being your light was hard
I fed my disappointments to pyromaniacs
Itching to strike matches against your spine
Breathing, into your hair
Begging, light me up
When my light finally does fade
Remember me
As the dirt under your nails
Sprinkle it on my grave
Along with your tears
This is goodbye