Bailey

Bailey Mar 2021

Stormy Season

At least now the weather outside
Matches what's going on inside

#storm #guilt #angry

Bailey Mar 2021

Screaming

It's not the silent scream that scares me
It's the gasp my body makes after

#cry #alone #scared

Bailey Mar 2021

Unknown

I'm not sure if pain is the right word
Maybe guilt is more accurate
Whatever it is
It's doing a great job
At eating me alive

#pain #guilt #tired

Bailey Mar 2021

What it feels like

When the daydream goes grey
And the white smile screams

Shaky fingers
Sweaty palms
Ice cold feet
Speeding pulse
Weak knees
Scary thoughts

Then the daydream leaves
To welcome me home

#home #scary #feel

Bailey Mar 2021

Bad

A general term I feel
Though my mother would disagree
She would say
It's the perfect term to describe me

#bad #feel #mother #terms

Bailey Mar 2021

Lost and Found

Go to your happy place
Says the cold white wind

I look around
White space stairs back at me
And then I see the box of lost and found

Beaten and battered
I look inside the dusty box of lost
And wonder if my found is inside

Turns out
The box is empty

#empty #alone #box #tired

Bailey Mar 2021

Dried Eyes

Today I had a new sensation
I wanted to cry
And I couldn't
Now I'm left to wonder
Why

#why #tired #cry