I have this
feeling

I'll not try
to explain it

Deep inside
me*

It's telling
me
not to
*trust
you

I admit it

I've been
hurt a great deal

but seems here

You're
playing a game
only you can
win

You hold all
the major cards

SO
of course
You'll win

Only one's
that'll work

In this game is
the pair of

Jokers

Which doesn't say a lot
then again it says;

I'm the Fool

Not once
but
twice over

I've been a joke before
unbeknownst
to myself

The other players knew
&
They've cease to inform me

SO I've had no choice
to be lead on these string's
forever
&
Danced
to a foreign tune

This time
I'm a Joker
&
long as you're amused

Guess I'll play my part.

Act II Scene VII

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UGH

Freaking really

Like you asked for it
and
as
we're
getting into the mood

You seem to be rushing things
I assume it's going to be good

Kids at the pool
and
you already  
know
how I do

You say you like it when
I tell you
take ya
clothes off
Yeah
I'm sure you do

but

ugh

for real

What's got in to you
You're rushing me it seems
It's not been that long

Slow down
Hold on
Undress me
first of all
Touch me
and
take your
**** time

I don't wanna ****
I want you to do it right
all night
if
we must
but
UGH

You're
groping and grabbing
You're being
all rough
I'd like to be teased
slowly please

Touch me
and
slide a finger in
maybe two
Get me in the ****
mood
Yet it's just
ugh
here you go

Racing to finish
and
we've yet to began
I don't want to say anything
cuz
it'll cause a fight
and
all
I long for is
multiple *******

You're leaning in
with that crooked grin
and
I'm thinking of ways
to make sure
I get licked

Something you
claim you love to do
but
guess not
right now
huh
boo

Seems you're
playing
I'm annoyed
and
ready to get it over with
You've hurried up
and
undress
yet
you've forgot
about me

I liked it
when last we did this
You took me slowly
but deep
and
you undressed me

Yet right now
doesn't seem
at all like
the last time

You rushed in
and
seems you can't find my spot
probably
dried the hell up
cuz
you're in such
a
rush

Well here we go
I'm sure it'll be worth it
most times
it normally is

Remember
when we went out salsa dancing
then went back to your house
your roommates
claimed I was being to loud

This isn't a time like that
matter of fact
this seems like a nightmare
it's 6 pm
the suns still out

I close my eyes as you finally find my spot
You're moving in and out
I'm so frustrated
I can't even enjoy
It's not feeling good
it's hurting
and I'm counting down the time

It's sad for us both
Your enjoying whats going on
and I'm waiting for you to be done
Fake moaning all the wile
yet inside my head

I'm trying hard to get into it
trying hard to enjoy it
I'm starting to get wet
and feeling good now
I peek out at you
and
I see you're
so into what we're doing
It's 6:15 pm

Your face changes
and I'm like oh ****
I try not to think of what is soon to come
I focus on the pleasure of what's being done
I'm getting closer to ******
I feel it building up

I'm ready
and I'm sure well erupt together
It's 6:20 pm
Um
UGHHHHHHHHH

NOPE!
you came and I didn't
Like
wow
*******
REALLY?!!?!
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I suspect
I would have
acquiesced
&
quietly  
halfheartedly
allow you
to take
ownership
over
a
contentious heart*

Your
acquisition
of this
wounded
vessel
has been obtained
but
the price ; pain

I've tried
so
many time
to
tell you
I'm
broken
empty
&
bitter.

There
isn't
any
help for
me
and
no room for
my
Contentious
*love
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1977-Present  
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