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The bus is not so full now,
through the glass the sky begins to redden,
my bag's on my lap,
my eyes are on the road.
In this rectangular metal box
I pierce the city's veins,
watch them pump, pulsate
with people I may, or may not, meet someday.
Amanda Kay Burke Oct 2021
Stepped outside the door
Day waiting to tell me "Hi"
The blue sky smiling
I wish my smile was as big as the sky's
Amanda Kay Burke Oct 2021
I wonder where the hell I went wrong
Couldn't see till it was too late
Now I wander lost within walls of this labyrinth
A victim of inevitable fate

I was warned to be careful
But I threw caution aside
Desperate for peace of some sort
Problems eventually multiplied

Said it was only temporary
Till my resolve began to cave
And the ditch I had dug surely deepened
Until the hole became my grave

When the walls surrounding me
Got to such a threatening height
That they shut out rays from the sun
I adjusted to life without light

But I long to give one final attempt
To climb out from depths of this abyss
Laughter ringing in memories past
Is an artifact I wistfully miss

Every day my smile fades more
Realizing one of my greatest fears
That the longer I loiter in this low place
The more likely it will forever disappear
I'm forgetting how to be happy
Amanda Kay Burke Sep 2021
I want to feel better but I don't know how
Write your name in a broken heart
In the sky the sun is shining down
But inside of me it's cold and dark

Wind whispers doubts into my ear
Tells me I'm to blame
That the world wants me to disappear
Filling me with shame

So I think I must deserve this fate
Your absence my punishment
I wish my pain would be erased
But it stays perpetually present

Again and again I am destroyed
Each hour alone brings me grief  
I can no longer find any joy
I search everywhere but it's out of reach

When will the downpour within my soul stop?
So a rainbow can take it's place
By now it should be over but it's clearly not
I long for color to occupy this empty space
Please don't come back another day
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