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 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Jax levii
I fell in love with a music box
You were a music box
With your lid shut so tight
Just waiting to see who
Was lovely enough to
Want to hear something
Beautiful
Just waiting to see who
Cared enough to
Open you up
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Jax levii
It's 3:13 AM on a Saturday morning
I've just told you that I love you
Because they say that
You're most truthful
At 3AM because.. Well I don't know

I called you at 2:58 AM
I confessed my love to you
At 3:03, I ended my call
At 3:12 I sent it over and over

I honestly don't know
What made me do it
Fate, infatuation, lust?
I really don't know, but What I do know
Is that you make me feel some way

Kinda like when you see your
Food coming at your favorite restaurant
Or Christmas morning when your
7 years old and not being able
To hide your excitement

Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe it's sleepiness
Sleep deprivation does things to you
But I don't care because
It feels really good to write about
Something other than pain
At 3:24 AM
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Jax levii
Act
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Jax levii
Act
Smile brighter to cover the pain
Go ahead. Act like life is all just
A big game.
Laugh harder to hide your shame
Don't let them know you're going
Insane.

They might try to fix you
When we both know
You'll never be the same
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Jax levii
I looked at a picture of us
I was 7 you were 5
You had the most breathtaking smile
What happened to that little girl
That dreamed the impossible
That would hide behind mom
When she was shy
That would look at me
As if I was her protector
You don't smile much anymore
And the things that do make you smile
Aren't really who you are
I miss the little girl
That believed in herself
And that she could do anything
I'm sorry that I couldn't protect you
From a world that broke your heart
I just want to see you
Smile like you use to
You deserve to smile again
But the sad part is
I heard you say
You don't smile the same
Anymore.
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Candy Noire
I encompassed myself in a cocoon
To envision a transformation
I embodied myself like you
To become something worth gratification
I tasted the wine and I ate the fruit
But it all was a trick
Now they're coming for you
The serpent sleeps well knowing
I fell for the view
Got kicked out the garden
I'm destined for doom
i would give you
the air out of my lungs
the best taste
stolen from my tongue
all the sunsets i've ever seen
all the places i've ever been
my beating heart
my bulls-eye dart
take my smile
my first born child-

if only you'd take them from me
if only you'd love me

~S.E
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Crushing Love
Hushabye baby you're almost dead.
You have no pulse and your pillow is red.
You're family hates you & you're friends let you bleed.
Sleep tight with a knife because that's all you need.

Rockabye baby broken & scarred,
You didn't know life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain that you hid so well,
& Down will come baby,
Straight back to Hell
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Crushing Love
Sleepless nights
Dark not bright
The heaven cries
As my heart Dies
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Crushing Love
Since that very first day when I laid eyes on you
I knew that I wanted you to be mine
You noticed me at first, and talked to me a lot
Then for awhile it seemed like you wanted nothing to do with me
But then a good Day came again.

One day you touched my hand
And it felt like the whole world stood still
Your eyes met mine but we quickly looked away.
I haven't felt the same about you since then
My feelings for you have grown much stronger

Now more then ever you have been on my mind
I still hope for that one day
When you answer my prayers
And ask me what I always wanted you to
But for now all I can do is wait.....
I think I need some courage to tell him how I really feel but I don't want to ruin our friendship...
 May 2015 AllAtOnce
Crushing Love
Whisper me sweet Nothings
Will me to survive
Let me live a lie
So that I may stay alive
Betray me in the shadows
So pain I may be free
Don't mind if I'm deceived
As long as your here with me
Act as though you love me
Claim to be my friend
I'll put the truth aside
And I'll be happy to pretend
So at  least I won't be empty
At least I'll think I have worth
Because right now my time is short
And I'm not long for this earth
My life's become a prison
My soul rots while I'm confined
Tried my hardest to fight my demons
Lost the fight and lost my mind
The hopeless can't hold on too long
For how does one live without purpose?
So please whisper me sweet nothings
Lie, convince me I'm not worthless.
(^- _-^)
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