Every time we're face to face
You make my heart race.
And even though this thing is new
I hope to spend a while with you.

Your kind words flow so well
They make my heart swell.
And even though I try to write
The words just don't sound quite right.

Oh how I've missed the sound
Of your laugh and voice around.
The short time we've been able to spend
Has been so great - I don't want it to end.

You see, if I were a tiny tree
You'd be the rain
That would wash away all my pain.

Along with helping me (the tree) grow-
You'd make me whole
Just like
you've awakened my soul.

Sadness, pouring out of me,
Dripping on the floor.
Anger, rolling off in waves
And slamming out the door.

I wish that I could leave behind
The anger and the pain
And know that that's the end of it
I won't be hurt again

But we all know that family
Can hurt you more than most
They'll use and leave an empty shell
A broken soul, a ghost

I wish to sell my feelings for a dollar or two
Because I don't know how much longer I can go through
It's better not to feel then dealing with the pain
All it's good at is making your heart ache
I'm trying my best to act like I don't care
but in the end I'm the one that ended up feeling despair
"It's okay. I'm fine, there's nothing to worry."
Things you say to them when they tell you "I'm sorry"
So the same question I ask myself each time
What did I do to deserve to be treated like this?
Or maybe they have forgotten that I even have feelings...