If I could still hold you,
In the palm of my trembling hand,
In the depths of my fragile heart,
In the whispers of my restless soul.

If I could still hold you,
In the shadows of sleepless nights,
In the echoes of forgotten dreams,
In the longing that seeps through my veins.

If I could  still hold you,
In the silence of empty spaces,
In the void that your absence created,
In the ache that lingers, refusing to fade.

If I could  still hold you,
In the fragments of memories,
In the pages of a love story,
In the etchings of a bittersweet past.

If I could still hold you,
In the tears that flow like rivers,
In the laughter that dances on my lips,
In the moments we shared, forever cherished.

If I could still hold you,
In the depths of my imagination,
In the realms of a parallel universe,
In the hope that defies all reason.

If I could still hold you,
In the symphony of our intertwined souls,
In the symphony that plays on, undeterred,
In the symphony that refuses to end.

Then perhaps, just perhaps,
Even in the absence of physical touch,
Even in the void that separates our beings,
Even in the vastness of this universe,

I could still hold you,
In the tenderness of my love,
In the strength of my devotion,
In the essence of who we once were.

For love knows no boundaries,
No limitations, no constraints,
It transcends time and space,
And etches itself onto eternity's canvas.

So if I could still hold you,
In the depth of my being,
In the essence of my existence,
Then know, my love, that you are forever mine.

My heart goes heavy
I am too tired
tired to stand up and try again
worn out to whisk again
though once, you could give me a chance to love again
I will look into your eyes  FOREVER
exhausted enough to DIE STILL...

Serpentina of my life, helping me feel alive
Brightening up my somber trance
Teasing me with your curves and dive
Making me feel as if I should

Slithering in and out of bounds
Curling so luxuriously around
Twisting and turning in a dance
Transcending emotions I never knew I could

Sunset drip
Sunscrapes mountain peak
Jagged scars fire droplets
Crimson dusk sooth burns

There lies a poison, that runs so deep.
It dwells within, in the darkest hue,
A lethal venom, my poison is you.

Your allure so strong, I can't escape.
A toxic addiction, I can't undo,
Entangled in your web, my poison is you.

With every breath, I inhale your spell,
Into the deep abyss, I quickly fell.
Your touch so electric, my heart beats anew,
Enchanted by your charm, my poison is you.

You're the sweetest ache, consuming my soul,
Leaving me helpless, unable to control.
Intoxicating whispers, I'm tempted to pursue,
Bound by your charm, my poison is you.

I'm aware of the risks, the hazardous chase.
But I find solace in this twisted taboo,
Though it may destroy me, my love for you is true,
Forever entwined, my poison is you.

Like smoldering embers, a fire ablaze,
Her mouth entices with a beguiling gaze.
With every word, she weaves a spell,
Those red smokey lips, her secret to tell.

With each kiss, they unleash a storm,
A tempest of longing, both soft and warm.
They taste of wine and forbidden bliss,
Leaving a trail of euphoria, hard to dismiss.

They speak of secrets buried deep inside,
Of dreams and fantasies she cannot hide.
A veil of seduction, she gently unveils,
As red smokey lips, her tale entails.

In shadows deep, a failing heart resides,
A soul once strong, now trembling, it confides.
Each beat a whisper, filled with whispered pain,
A desperate plea, a heartache gone in vain.

Her pulse, a melody, once sweet and pure,
Now falters, stammering, unsure, unsure.
A symphony that once danced with passion's zest,
Now mourns a melody, a mournful test.

do you
do you even notice me
do you
do you even care for me
do you

hey i got to ask a question
do you know me

have you ever laughed in my silly jokes
did you ever made me fell the one
do you
then why are you expecting same from me

i just wanted to know
do you even know me