huffed you’re fumes
sang the blues
ran through a light blue twilight
i lose cause i always choose
your misery over a good night
lifeless in the body of 20 year old
the sun is rising but my bones are cold
i wilted like a rose
    at your toes  
                  decomposed

you’ve stolen so much of my soul,
i’m still trying to remember who i was

i could spend the rest of my life
crying for you
flood the world over
a time or two

i was a long drive

and a short trip.


     and you hated being behind the wheel.

i’m over the withdrawals
i fought through the pain
and even though the high is gone
i still think about you everyday

and they say

                    time heals hearts

but it feels like

                    my clock stopped.