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 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Riya

They tell me that I'm a good poet
That I have a way with words.
They tell me that I can make the simplest things sound beautiful.
That I can make a flower bloom
Just by stringing 26 letters of the alphabet into a sentence.

They tell me that I'm complex.
That they have to read between the lines just to figure me out.
They tell me that I make the easiest things complicated
That I can turn my McDonald's order into rocket science.

They tell me this
They tell me that
They. They. They.
But you,
Oh baby, you,
You didn't tell me anything.
You never felt the need to.
You accepted me.
Flaws and all.

You accepted the way I made gardens grow all around us,
You told me you loved the way I turned the carpet into our personal meadow.
You accepted the way I ordered my mcchicken burger
Even if it took forever for them to understand my words.
You showed me that it was okay to be me,
To be unique.
To be able to turn the abc's into rocket science,
The 1,2,3's into the tip of the iceberg
To be surrounded by metaphors and little jigsaw puzzles that everyone thinks they can figure out
But when they get frustrated they leave, their mood gone south.
But you stayed.
Patient.

To this day I can't get the courage to thank you,
I've tried
God knows I have
But this,
This is my final attempt.
No metaphors,
No similes,
Just me.

So thank you baby,
My McDonald's order will forever remain encrypted
And my words,
Complicated.
But us...
We're asymptotes.
Destined to come so very close,
But never intersecting
 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Torin
The most beautiful thing
About being a revolutionary
Is understanding
No one else sees the way you do
The weight is on you
The fate of the future

And the weight is on you
Yours to carry
Yours to share
If only you can
Show someone else the truth

If only they'll follow you
Instead of following what they're told to
If only
I hate when I expect too much
I'll learn to stop expecting

Eventually
 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Torin
You turn into a wall
Fields and valleys
Divided when we arrive
And reaching to the sky
You turn the sink off
But I am drowning still
These holiest of symbols
And everything is flooded

And everything is muddy
Even memories
The morning covered fog
The night without the stars

You turn into a saint
In your own eyes
Blind to what you are
And what it really was
You turn the car around
Cliffs and oceans
Once we've driven off the edge
And falling to the earth
 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Torin
I wake up after three hours of sleep
Right foot, left foot
Eat something quick and
Brush my teeth
Put on my clothes
My socks and shoes
Right foot left foot
Fifteen minutes to myself
Right foot

I drive to work on busy streets
Right foot left foot
I make a left and a left then go straight
Then I make a right
A parking lot
My parking spot
Right foot left foot
I walk in and clock in
Left foot

And I busily slave away
Right foot left foot
Make a mess then clean it up
The garbage out the back door
The product out the side dock
All day long
Right foot left foot
I'll have lunch and a few smoke breaks
Right foot

And then I'll go home
Right foot left foot
And tomorrow do it all again

Left foot
Thank god for coffee.
Now, now
Don't let her down
She can easily subside into a frown
And get lost in the deepest corners of depression
You give me the impression
That you won't ever stall
To make her happy
And I hardly see that nowadays
So you truly have a gem in progress
Just keep it going
Because I want to see this temple be completed
The middle toe every year is supposed to grow more vibrant
Not die off
Like the rest
Even though things have you put to the test
Don't let it win
You can hold that grin
And stare life into the eyes
And shatter its lies
Trust me, you'll thank me later when you walk down that aisle
A living embodiment of the work you put in
Has made its oath to you
But that will be someday
In the future
Don't know the exact day
But it will surely come your way
You just have to make the work sparkle
It never happens overnight
But as long as your heart is right
You'll be just fine.
 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Torin
I wish music was always playing
Spirits speaking love through mellifluous and dulcet tones
Meaningful tunes
I want for music to play
With the stars and the hearts and the minds of men
A cosmic celebration

Move my obdurate soul
Let the music play forever
Let it be the purest way
The angels can touch me

I wish music was always playing
Soothing, gentle, peaceful, and full of feeling
Making us know we are alive
I want music always playing
If I am headed into battle, if the storm is coming
If I am making love

Reach me unreachable
Let the music play
Let it be the most beautiful way
The angels can touch me
Written on my lunch break, I probably should be eating instead. Onion rings
 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Torin
Too much the darkness
A haunting bitter trial of smoke in my eyes
Where nights grow so long they swallow days
I'll be afraid of light
That it would expose my many scars

I'm only waiting to hear that voice once again
My sweet and sullen love
My only friend
In a world where we sit on corners under street lights
And believe in everything they say

lead me not astray.....

I'm standing in the light
With my scars exposed
The only thing I've ever known to be real
My years all leading to
My tears becoming stone

My greatest fears
I show to you
 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Torin
Cover up the moon and the stars
A hurtful veil over my widening sky
A vengeful malicious intent
A never reason

It should be raining

Listen to the murmur in the crowd
The way the thunder grows louder
And the skies grow dimmer
As we await the storm

Cover up the sun
The clouds grow gray in anger
And the atmosphere becomes thick
And the land becomes dark

It should be raining

A ****** shroud
All that dream are disavowed
The thunder claps grow loud
The clouds are angry

Because they never could be the sun

It should be raining........
 Apr 2016 Isabella Rosemary
Torin
I've regressed so tired
That even the blood in my veins
Can't find the strength
To bleed
It's all the wars I always fought
Battles lost
Like the love I found

I've devolved so quickly
My weapons became sticks and rocks
Prodding at a giant
Imagining I'm doing harm
When I hurt only myself
Only my love

And I live in caves
I'm afraid of fire
It won't be long
Until I'm in the trees again
Forgetting
What I once was
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