and if i was to pour my heart out to you,
would you pick me too?

or would you go back to her,
like you have over and over?

she loved someone who didn't love himself.
he was in love with drinking and drugs,
and it blinded him from, her, the one good thing he had.
but once he could finally see clear,
he took his own life.
he took himself away from her.
and now she's left to wonder,
did he ever love her at all?
and will she ever love again?
can she ever love again?

and i cant help but feel this isn’t how things are supposed to be.
cause you’re with her and not with me.

and all my thoughts began to build,
i see her shoes could never be filled.

and here i am, all alone, crying to some stupid
songs,
i dont know what i did, please tell me where i went wrong.

im not seeing all my mistakes
and as i cry, my heart just breaks.

but you, you’re laughing with her
and yeah it hurts, but it’s fine, i’m sure,

you’re happier with that girl who wouldnt give you anything and sure,

you’re happy with that stupid girl,
while i’d give you the whole **** world.

“oh she loves me” that’s what you’ll say
but is love hurting someone every day?

and every time i see you smile i can’t help but wonder,
are your tears your rain and sobs your thunder?

you love her, but i know that can’t be true
because the way i see it this story should end with me and you.

but that won’t happen, not a chance
so i’ll sit back while you’re stuck in her trance.

and i’m falling,
falling,
but that’s okay.
i just hope you find your freedom some day.

i am pathetic
for loving you.

you are pathetic
for loving her.

she is pathetic
for loving him.

he is pathetic
for loving her while you do too.

it is pathetic how you don't see what's right in front of you.

every night i softly cry
eat an apple, hope to die
you've left me here, so red and flushed
im waiting for you, but i feel rushed
the bleeding heart slips from my grasp
i run to catch it in a dash
but only you can break its fall
and as it hits, I slowly crawl
to you.
adieu.
goodbye,
sweet lie.