I FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE TODAY. I HAVE NEVER MET THEM NOR TALKED TO THEM BUT MY HEART IS CAPTIVATED BY THE WAY HE WRITES. I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM. IS HE IN A RELATIONSHIP? IS HE EVEN INTO GIRLS? WHAT IS HIS FAVORITE COLOR, AND DOES HE PREFER COFFEE OR TEA? I KNOW HE WILL READ THIS. HE READS ALL OF MY WORK. I KNOW HE WILL LOOK OVER THIS AND NOT REALIZE I AM WRITING ABOUT HIM. BUT IF YOU HAPPEN TO REALIZE THIS IS FOR YOU, PLEASE DON’T BE SCARED TO LET ME KNOW. I WILL NEVER HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY HELLO.
I AM SICK OF WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME LIKE I WANT TO BE LOVED. MY HEART IS ACHING FOR SOMEONE TO FILL THIS E M P T I N E S S I NOW POSSESS BECAUSE I LOVED SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T LOVE ME BACK.
HE IS LIVING HIS DREAM WHILE HE IS MINE AND EVEN THOUGH MORE THAN ANYTHING I WANT TO BE HIS DREAM TOO, I KNOW THAT I AM NOT. SO HERE I REST, WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME LIKE I LOVE HIM.
YOU TOUCHED MY HEART, BUT YOU LOVED HERS. NOW TELL ME HOW IS THAT FAIR? YOU TOLD ME WE WERE IN LOVE BUT WAS LOVE EVEN THERE? I WAITED FOR YOU FOR SO LONG NOW I SEE THE TRUTH. I WISH I DIDNT WASTE MY TIME HERE WITH YOU. I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN WHEN YOU TOLD ME WE WERE THROUGH BUT WHEN YOUR LIPS TOUCHED MINE, I FELT LIKE I WAS FLYING. AND FOR ONCE I DIDNT HAVE THE WANT OF DYING. YOU WERE MY ONE AND ONLY SAVIOR, BUT IT’S FUNNY HOW QUICKLY THINGS CHANGE. INSTEAD OF BEING THE ONE WHO MAKES MY HEART BEAT, YOU WERE THE ONE THAT MADE IT WANT TO STOP.
Nights are filled with endless weeps, endless cries. Nights are filled with broken hearts, broken ties. Nights are filled with happy faces, small goodbyes.
Every night is different Yet every night's the same.