i fell in love with the way i woke you up
i waited for seconds before i did
i wanted to watch you forever
but i needed to see how your eyes flutter

you should never cut your hair
i love the way you run through them
keep them down, keep them
they give me feelings i could not bear

we will go to the oceans, a beach
i will lay on the sand
you can play, after all it is our land
i will know your laugh as i watch

you can wrap your fingers around mine
i'll hold you tightly and scribble signs
this is nothing but real
this is the start of something surreal

you make me lose it all
the sleep, the lies, the sadness
i'd throw away the vices
just assure me this won't fall into pieces

And then, I saw your eyes

Weak,
Tired,
Dark,
Bland

I can't hold my cries
My heart's squeezed so tight

I can no longer endure
The pain that my chest consumes


I've never seen you like this:
Vulnerable but still, clenched fists

I touched them ..

The softness of my touch
Removed the scrunch of your brows

Five seconds passed,
I see your eyes
Damp with tears




I'll never leave you
Never again

I'll take it back

Everything.

Take me back

Take us back

"Can I see them?" he peered
I tugged my arm away as my hair covered half of my face
I didn't want to see how vulnerable I was
I'm nothing more than a selfish beast
He was bewildered
I looked at him and his eyes were full of sorrow
He cared so much for me
He needed me
I knew I couldn't endure my whole life without him as well
So I let him
He carefully rolled up my right sleeve,
Revealing my pale, lifeless skin full of scars and unwanted memories
I felt tears in my eyes. I am shattered.
I couldn't look at him
And the next thing I knew, he pulled me into a soft,warm embrace
I could feel his breath tickle my neck
His velvety pink lips nibbling on the pale flesh
"Hush, love." he whispered and wiped the tears from my eyes
"Don't leave me, okay?" I begged
"Never in a million years."he said looking into my eyes once more
His beautiful orbs mesmerizing me
He lifted my chin up and kissed my parched lips
Wanting him and only *him

I'm really
really
in love
with
the feeling
of love
and
not
with
the feeling
of me
in love
with
*you.

My mind imagines this:

My body close to yours
My fingers entwined with yours
My foot across yours
My head inches away yours
My eyes staring deeply at yours

And then
Slowly

My lips lock with yours

At nightfall,
I'll sneak out
Hoping to catch
Your gleaming eyes
Staring at mine
Showing the message
My heart desires
Back when we
First laid eyes
Obviously showing
*Love at first sight

one day i'll tell you, dear,
what you've always wanted to hear

and from that minute onwards

i wouldn't care if you tear me apart
and break my heart

you can lead me to wherever you desire
and let every moment afire