"geuss" poems
Sitting up at the break of dawn
Memoirs of the suicidal,
I geuss my father is by biggest idol
I wanna be like him -gone...
Call me strange
Like i walk around with a tec nine
Because i'm gonna take what's mine
And no i'm never going to change
So keep talking ****
See how that works out
I'll take you far away where they can't hear you shout,
And upside your head's where you're gonna get split
Still stompin'
Still taking ****
Still getting hit
Still not slippin'
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
i may never find another like you
but thats okay
i only ever saw you twice
but how much you added to my life
is worth a thousand times
with someone who would have meant less
am i fool to fall in love on the second date
or am i just a broken heart
that finally found the glue
what a shame
the life ripped me away
before i could find an awnser
maybe it was love
maybe it was a hungry heart
geuss well never know
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 4:23 AM UTC
yes i know theyre older messagas that im crying so hard to veiw but im not down to jump to preasant cuz it ***** but thank you?
i miss all those mushroom pancakes we named online but thats fine you need a break from all the sugar intake that i seem to give, and ill live without you for now or forever i geuss, if living makes you happy that thats what ill do?
i miss you
Dec 8, 2020
Dec 8, 2020 at 9:16 PM UTC
Sickening and ******
This is the life and love I Chose?
-no , not chose , the one I got.
I was handed this was I not?
This love I have for men...
I was bullied on the playgrounds
Since I can remember.
Back then being gay was something
Entirely different then my mature mind now comprehends.
But even then I noticed it was
Something all mankind resents.
I guess deep down Ill always love
Women. What's not to love.
But turning a blind eye won't help
, love is blind anyway
Or so they say...
I geuss this means I must be gay.
But will I recieve blessing ...
Or scorn from up above??
Dear God , is this morose
Or is this also love??
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 5:53 PM UTC
The little note you wrote
we were only seven or so years old
I remember the day you picked me a rose
And gave me a kiss on the cheek before I rode my bicycle home
You would hold my hand,and drag me along
to the woods where we'll play,and you told me I would never be alone
We were friends or perhaps a little bit more
but ten years down the line you seem to not care anymore
We were lovers till ninth grade or so
All of the sudden I got no more visits at all
you left me hanging,but I'm still waiting for a **** call
now I see you walking down the road
not alone,but with another girl
she was pretty,green eyes and all
I see you two kissing and it broke me to the core
I never really understood how this came about
I geuss I wasn't the one you will always be thinking about
I was your first girl,something that you will forever remember
your last girl will never love you as deep as I did
but perhaps she will be prettier then your first love after all
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 4:51 PM UTC
Have you ever looked at the clock
Tick , ticking away
Wishing it would stop
Before the moment slips away
Have you ever looked at the sky
High , high up above
Wishing for comfort
No! -wishing for love...
Have you ever lost your way
Deep , deep inside
those brown, sparkling eyes
In which you confide
Have you ever said "freind"
With so, much dismay
Hoping to be more
But too afraid to say...
"Have you ever taken chances
Well, well take one on me
Love, you hold my heart
Now please set me free
Your yes is all I need
Your yes... is the key"
Have you ever...
See, I have never...
And I geuss that's
Why my lonely
Will last forever...
Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 5:26 PM UTC
Hello,
How are you?
You're fine?
I figured that you might be
What do you want?
Why are you here so late?
I got your flowers,
You left your white roses right there on my bedside,
You think they're gonna compensate for what you did?
Oh no,
I, don't think, that flowers are the way to say you're sorry now,
After what you pulled?
You're gonna have to be a little more bold,
When you came to my room that night,
And stood over me with that pearly white knife,
Oh I'm not a fan of death dear,
And now I'm a force that you need to fear,
You don't scare me one little bit,
Don't believe me?
Geuss I'll have to prove it
Vampires don't exist,
And zombies are turnin in their graves,
And the boogie man knows it's true,
There are no monsters underneath my bed,
The monster here is you
Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 7:03 PM UTC
You hands define me, adoring me, finding my edges, my bums, scares, streach markes, taking it all in, they way you always do, your hands tell me how they love me so, as you hold me so close to you, our hearts in unison, I look at you dark brown eyes, and you look deep into mine as we hold one another so closely nothing but skin touching skin, just breathing one another in, it's hard to decribe such a thing, when you hold each other so close, the trust you feel, it's not a word it's a feeling so strong, that is love of course, I geuss that's the closest thing I could define it as, love. So strong, so pure, so undefined.
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 7:05 PM UTC
I thought I was past it, the horror and the lies,
the hurt,the pain, all the things that made me cry.
I thought I could take the humilation of bullying jibes
and still want to be alive
But last night you tore open the wounds, made me bleed
and gave me more scars that I dont need.
The pain you inflicted caused more damage then you'll ever know,
maybe to escape soon into the ground i'll go.
Your insults didnt just create new wounds you know,
but also opened up the old scars I never show.
but I geuss you just dont really care,
because you never like to play fair.
Now I'm fighting hard to stay sane,
and trying to ignore my pain.
Somewhere along the way I lost my will to survive,
now I really dont want to be alive.
Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 8:35 PM UTC
My life has one purpose,
One purpose only.
That purpose has been encoded in drugs it may seem,
Lost without a flashlight,
Lost without a sense of being.
I've been on my own for this mess.
Death is the only positive moral I geuss.
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 10:33 AM UTC
How can it be, it is sunny when you leave me, and raining when we meet,
I most be a sign.
I geuss you were not the one
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 4:44 PM UTC
Wish upon a Time and change lines like Dna. Math is direct and 7 Dementionally. 5 being life is only Odin's extra Eye,
Perhaps my widespread whisper is wild side , I'm wild when Nye I whimper wise and wisker ***** that sparkle and shine I'm fine with a glass of wine and a time of registration I frame of mind..
Picture this..
I'm running chalked dead and remembered marry Poppins and Elmo contender I'm a art artist woke up for related issues at press..
If not to battle I geuss God's in order with the truth to are reps recycled and eating over again depress lessions of legions I harbor hard at a chest people who die come in and lay down to rest and I'm beat for there religious views and conquests or cruel. If truth is a harmful word of judgment then I know my roots to a stomach,
Vulcanic rock and **** at it's clearest which is a Geodude Brock's burnt under brindges
I'm frindges of fridges weighted I'm collapsed like atlas weighted
And the waiter still smiles and gives me a ticket knowing I can barley afford it taking me down the rabbit whole we all feel for in a inbankment..
United Nations and wallet sycronizations I'm passions of advantages manicans wish they hard savaged
I'm last like the final I'm so merry on the flow I'm married on horses with lunges and barrels I run circles like infants learn walking as a way to cause parell.
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 5:58 AM UTC
"You know you're beautiful right?"
"No I don't."
Chuckles,
"Well you should learn..."
"Maybe I should..."
Chuckles again,
"Geuss I should teach you.."
"I suppose you should"
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 12:58 AM UTC
I love you so madly.
Your quirks and grins,
the many colors of your skins.
Harmonic melodies where progress begins.
I miss you so sadly.
Your peace and understanding,
the pinnacle of Humanity.
We've lost our tune, turning a minor chord on one another.
You disgust me, certainly.
Your shouting and screeming.
Like animals we fight, seething.
An unorganized orchestra of adult children.
I loathe you completely.
Your beatings and killings.
The streets run red from a rainbow of dead.
We've laid down our instruments and taken up swords.
Beautiful lives destroyed.
They hang like ornaments in the trees.
Beautiful lives taken.
You rip them from cars and leave them in the streets.
Beautiful lives forgotten.
As soon as we revisit our screens.
I want to love you, preserve you.
I feel I must destroy you from those who would pervert you.
I geuss I am you.
Jul 7, 2020
Jul 7, 2020 at 12:25 AM UTC