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Amanda Patrina Oct 2013
Push me down

Rip off my clothing

**** on my neck

Kiss me passionately

Nibble on my ear

Push me down

Love me hard

**** me harder 

Scream out my name

Spank me

Tease me

Touch me

Please me

Bite me

Grab me

Hold me close

Push me down

Tell me to be quiet

Then **** me like you mean it

*apn
sweet sugar Aug 2017
I have told you one day I would understand, haven't I ?
I would be singing the love I feel inside
I would be dancing with the one true heart
I would be wandering along the burning road
And if this is finally the time then be it
My heart is yours it's forever yours

If only I knew I would be falling
I wouldn't have told you to run and seek for the better rainbow
I would've asked you to stay and clean my mind
To help me know what's real and what is not
So hold my hand and let me see the truth
My heart is yours it's forever yours

Now let me get closer
Let me come to you
Choose the life you once showed me
Give your heart what it deserves and tell you my sorry
And if that means I have to cry then I will
My heart is yours it's forever yours

I give you mine now I want yours
Here by my side forevermore
Stay where you are and pull me closer
whisper in my ear tell me what I want to hear


My heart is yours it's forever yours



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Amanda Patrina Mar 2015
waiting eagerly and very patiently
as you sit there expressionless
waiting to hear your voice
understand your words
feel your thoughts
but nothing is
spoken, not
a single
word

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Amanda Patrina Oct 2013
Kiss me here, kiss me now!
Show me love, and show me how
Teach me your ways
Indulge me with your knowlage
Whisper me sweet nothings
Fill me up with butterflies
Never let me go

*apn
Amanda Patrina Jan 2014
As the smoke in the air rises
I see your perfect face
I see into your eyes and know its true
No one, not anyone can love me like you
As i look past your scars, stories, and mischief
I see the real true person you are
Your my one and only and the best by far

*apn
sweet sugar Jul 2017
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You threw it all away
Will be gone and forgotten
That's what you said
you run for your life
holding the promises you never got to keep

With open arms you staring into my heart
One more time
I remember how your touch used to feel like
How your hands warmed my night

You shout and shout and shout
Hoping I will jump into
I know better than to trust you

In the lonely night, I don't think of us anymore
I don't dream about colors and rainbow that once you brought
I don't see my old self no more
It's all should be gone and forgotten
sweet sugar Jul 2017
Surrounded by fears I can do so little
Puzzling my heart to finish the riddle
I can't tell if this is worth the tears
For tonight we only dare to dream

There's always a great grey sky I know
Haunting me where ever I go
Covering the stars for my eyes to see
Hiding the sun from the darkness within me

Now the force is so strong I can feel it drags me
Towards the light far away from the grey sky
And the wind starts to shift it's beyond me
Towards the night far away from the grey sky

Maybe I just dont know what it means
To give my arms and take something
To open my eyes and see everything
And to say yes to absolutely nothing

But what is good in keeping the world turns ?
If at the end, all you do is watch it burns
What's the point in holding on ?
When one could leave and then just gone

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Amanda Patrina Sep 2013
At night
I sit and wonder
is he going to come back
will he hurt me once again
Nights like these
I sit and ponder
Why me?


*apn
Amanda Patrina Sep 2013
Just like that
With a blink of an eye
Everything came
Crashing
Down


*apn
Amanda Patrina Sep 2013
You left your mark
On my body
You touched me
When I didnt say
It was okay
You left your mark
When you broke
Past the boundaries
Ill leave my mark
one day


*apn
Amanda Patrina Sep 2013
Im told i am strong
Could they all just be wrong
The girl who once stood tall
Now feels way too small
The girl who once had pride
Cant seem to wipe the tears out her eyes
Im broken, scared, and afraid
Its really hard to pass my days
I have to build back up
Show them all i am tough



*apn
Amanda Patrina Nov 2015
Theres flowers in her hair and stars in her eyes
She wishes many things but always wonders why
Her dreams are so vivid they feel extremely real
when shes fast asleep she no longer feels
Her body is so numb, cold from all the pain
living in the moment while fighting all the shame

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Amanda Patrina Jun 2015
i took faith by the hand and walked with her slowly
she whispered sweet nothings into my ear had me believing
she took me to a place i wasn't familiar with
she had my attention, her truth seemed so real
i had emotions again, i could finally feel
she told me all terrible things with time will heal
i took faith by the hand and ran with her swiftly
things started to change even more quickly
she took me to a place filled with the unknown
i was finally no longer afraid of what things might be
as i looked passed the darkness all i could see
my own reflection looking back at me


apn

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