she just shakes her head

she meets me on the street-corner, me from work, she from dance,
in the grayling dusk of a thank god it’s a freedom Friday night,
I greet her with words semi-adventurous -

“come with me, few errands to run, keep me in good company”

to the candy store we go for to purchase my weekend eve
lottery tickets and blow-pop lollipops, just in case some
kids appear, a surprise omen as they come
trick-or-treating just before Thanksgiving


the Bangladeshi candyman calls out a long prayer
in his native Bangla

she asks “what’s that he’s saying?”

“Oh, just wishing us a pleasant Sabbath and
may his gods smile upon our good lottery fortune”

she just shakes her head, from side to side

emerging from the store, walking home in the
now doubly ***** darkly dusk,
a set of white teeth from a passing shadow-man says to me
“you’re home late and have a great weekend,”

she asks, “who is that?”

“why,” I reply, “that is our very own personal postal carrier’

she says:
“he delivers mail to ten thousand people all in buildings tall,
yet knows your name, your face,
where you buy your lottery tickets,
your coming and going hours,
how came that to be”

but waits not for an answer
she just shakes her head, from side to side

I show her my secret entrance to our apartment house,
the fast route to collect our mail, dry cleaning in one fell swoop
a secret door, secret elevator taking us directly to our apartment

a secret elevator which is under the direction of
Bimal from Nepal,
who I greet in Nepalese, (my tutor)
I, asking after Brian and Bryce, his 100% American boys

now she says nothing, but before our door, as I go key digging,
she just shakes her head, from side to side

later she says:

“let’s order in, apprise me of  your expertise,
some exotic fare from Manhattans First Avenue,
known for its aphrodisiacal powers
afterwards,
you must tell me each dishes name,
in its tongue’s nativity,
but much, much later,”

and as she speaks, grinning,
she sticks out her tongue,
while she just shakes her head,
but this time,

up
and
down

Set your hands
Upon my bare, hardening *******
Squeeze the sweet sticky dreams out of them
Get deliriously high
Glide into my aphrodisiacal nature

With Wings Of Mayhem Covered In September Dew,
She Flies Under The Autumn Sun On An Holiday Overdue,
  
Through Holographic Designs & Trumpeting Ecstasy,
She Transmutes Her Photographic Lusts Into Riveting Intimacy,
  
Lightning Visions In Her Empyrean Eyes,
Dreamscaping She Drifts Through Ethereal Skies,
  
Of Toxic Sanctums & Pulsating Screams,
She Titillates The Trance Up In Her ****** Schemes,
  
Myriad Stories Of Her Sonnets Divine,
Constructing Fluidic Reveries In Her Comic Design,
  
Like Chemical Dispersals Veiled In Her Digital Stains,
She Formulates Aphrodisiacal Elixir In Her Lyrical Rain,
  
Through Dimensional Shifts Of The Fractal Waves,
Her Cosmic Prophecies Actualize Into Sacramental Raves,
A Genomic Felony Concealed Inside Her Superficial Caves,
  
With Acoustic Muteness In Her Green Shaded Eyes,
As She Gleams Through The Millennial Skies,
In Melodious Echoes, She Whispers Of Arcane Lies.
  
- 05:28 AM

I was entirely high
After we shared
Personal and passionate kiss
I had ambled
Into aphrodisiacal worlds
Yearning amply
For his masculinity

I feel so many emotions for you
That makes my soul
Float in your dreamboat
How you overpower my mental
Gives me a captivating craving
To taste your aphrodisiacal flesh
Cherish every moment
When my heart reaches out to you
Wanting to dive inside the vast
Majestic oceans and feel
Your joyous, iridescent waves
Washing over my body

Hold me down
Confound my grand gay town
Drive your long, unconquered pipe
In my glowing and mind-blowing delights
Feel the ceaselessly catchy
And creative rhythm of my sweetness

Move me like blazes
Gaze into the colorful and verdant
Gateway of my gayness
Amaze me throughout the day and night
Rare, stark, and faultless marvel

Transport me to another level
Where your ***** rugged thugness
Gives me a heady ****** buzz
Let feel your blissful and magical masculinity
Fly away in the perfect and singular waves
Of your artful and imperishable greatness

You got me caught up in your rapturous rarity
Drunk on your fresh, exceptional delectableness
The way you penetrate my innerness
Makes me fantasize about you for hours on end
Take me into your custody

Rupture my luminous, compelling structure
Make my emotions explode
Fill me up with your ardent piping-hot machoness
Let me groove on your badass banging body
Relish your flexing majestic measurements

How you hold my throat
Kiss me steamily
Engage my attention
With your smoking poetry in motion
Such essence of effervescence
Unprecedented reverent chemistry

I am so exhilarated when you shove
Your large and heavy love muscle
Further in my desirable flowery warehouse
So hard-hitting and electrifying
Got all the fire that I desire

My crash-hot chocolate heart-throb
You are the only bold stone-cold Romeo
That I will love for a lifetime
That keeps me hanging
In the bright, cloud-flecked sky
So hypnotized by your sizzling hot spiffing slickness

I wanna feel your freakiness
Hear the exalted ****** sounds
Of your thickness driving
Into my aphrodisiacal palace
Knock me for a loop
Give me your brutal rude boy juice

Push harder into my creamy-filled guts
Render me lovestruck
Hooked on how you hold me
In your dominant stalwart arms

Kiss my bare dazzling shoulder as I moan heavily
Let you raze my gayness to the ground
Shoot your sweet luscious **** butter
In my soft, delicious, and saucy socket

He had me fixated
On his ecstatically dancing eyes
His resplendent smile
His dark lips
The hunger in me
Deepening as I observed
His masculine vessel
He was studly, a dream machine
An authentic being so aphrodisiacal
Benevolent, broadminded
A trailblazing thriller
That had me caught
In his stunning sexiness

Your body is calling me to converse with it tonight
Serve you a shot of my soul-lit hotness
You got me shell-shocked
Lost in your **** *** vibe
Wanting to stroke your flesh
Your intensely brilliant eyes
Got me floating in your ocean
Hoping to behold you strip your clothes
Romanticizing about being in your smooth, solid hold

Look at you with your dope pose
And those hot *** toes
You got me sold and froze
So bowled over your flow
I know I can reach my goal
With a showpiece like you in my closeness
I can never fold
I’m glowing and growing
Marveling at my blossom-filled, ravishing rose

You are like a bold rainbow
I’m so focused on your marvelous motion
Your hypnotic potion overflows in my soul
You control my globe
Make me so engrossed by your salacious poetry
You are my gloriously priceless trophy
My one of a kind showstopper
So mind-blowingly magical
So surpassingly aphrodisiacal
Like soft, fantastical, and classical music
So triumphantly mantastical

I’m so overwhelmingly rhapsodical
Lost in your assertiveness and legendariness
Your caringness and fervidness
How your immersiveness gleams brighter than any scenic view
I’m constantly checking you out
You got me on the prowl
I’m hovering high with the clouds
Your love hits me deep

It’s more electrifying than ever
It’s vast, enthusiastic, and uncontrollable ecstasy
To be around a man like you
It’s more than intriguing
Spin me round and round
In your astoundingly breathtaking landscape
It’s incredibly incandescent

There is a radiant temptation
Inside of me that makes me
Crave your attractive swagger
Your electric and magnetic flex
Your aphrodisiacal essence
So sparklingly soft and hot
So lost in your chocoholic factory

I survey your elevated Sway
Fixated in a heavenly daze
At your vivacious greatness
Caught in an exhilarated wave
Of your ample tastefulness

Allow me to bathe
In your sensational sea waves
Feel the power of love
In your chestnut brown eyes
Your lips aphrodisiacal
Full of unfathomed magic
I wish for our lips
To affectionately touch
Share irresistible kisses
My palm pressed
Against the side of your face
Your dreaminess taking me
Into your homeland eternally

What I wouldn’t give to have him next to me
To feel his satin compassionate touch
His black night peering at my dynasty
His smoke mellow yellow flesh
So aphrodisiacal to observe

In the mood to kiss his beseeching lips
Rub his jungly, noticeable beard
Feel around his exceptional eyebrows
Such satisfying strength in a man
Such wildness I desire to collide with

Inhaling his scentful skin, his seductive softness
His sweet slimness, debonair hairs
All over his body that I long to ******
How I have a predilection for his lovable
Puffed-out chest, his velvety belly, his strong legs

I like the way
His bountiful beard
Fills his sunshine-bright face
His chocolate honey eyes
Drawing me to his moonlight
Of masculine delight
I find deep meaning
In his aphrodisiacal palace
His powerful physique
His measureless sweetness

Becoming submerged in your peerless depths
Is the most fulfilling pleasure ever
Having your lusciously lustrous lips
Voyaging on the velvety shore of my skin
Touching my thrilling *******
Rubbing your big boy toy against
My large brown *******
Licking my superb curves ardently
Exploring the dampness of my amorous chamber
I can feel your supple fingers sliding
Into my lecherous femininity
Embracing my delicateness
The special places that I treasure like a pearl

You take my world; you swirl me around
You put your hands in my glistening dark hair
Tell me how you are going to ****** me seamlessly
I draw in the fresh air that you breathe
As you read the poetic delights of my paradise
What you see is a rare and ravishing woman
Perfumed with aphrodisiacal dreams
Crimson lipstick on my lips, flamboyant designs
On my fingernails, stunning tattoos on my flesh
I am so thickalicious and lickalicious
Come sail through my stupendous radiant seas
Feel my genuinely brisk breeze, taste me, amaze me
Take me as I hold your seductively solid arms
Admire your tight, bright biceps
Chest such a flex that I’m steadily checking you out
With your hunky goatee, sightly eyebrows
Dark braided hair, ears pierced with dazzling diamond studs
Looking tough as a ****, ****, you move me in space

You guide me to your galaxy of undefined desires
I am highly permeated with lust in your ruggedness
My hyperactive hormones hunger for you more
I don’t want you to retreat from thee
I want to go all the way with you always
I want our passion to be more than mediocre
Give me everything beyond comparison
Stay closer to me, help me reach the most
Explosive eruptions of ecstasy ever

In my inmost soul
You will always be
My infinite, heavenly fantasy lover
I will dwell on kissing you
And know that when I do
You will feel my touch
On your deluxe lips
With your showy
Glowing goatee
Amorous eyes ablaze
You will give me great inspiration
To create enthusing
And aphrodisiacal poetry
With passionately nostalgic R&B ballads
Playing in my spacious, emblazoned bedroom