“I regret opening up to some people, they didn’t deserve to know me like that”

If we’re gonna be together.
I want you to understand that this relationship isn’t gonna start in emotions.
I’d like it to start in decisions.
I need you to decide that you love me-
In the same way someone decides
to go to work everyday.
I need you to understand that change
is going to happen
We’re going to change as people
This relationship may not end in marriage
It may not end at all.
But if it ends-
It will end in change
We’re not going to leave this, the same people we came in.
I need you to grow with me
I need you to be understanding,
Because some days I don’t know myself
So I know I’ll be hard to recognize.
So just hold me and tell me it’ll be alright.

“Some people are born to give more love, than they will ever receive in return”

you can deny it
but do I need to rip
my bleeding heart
from my chest
to show you the scars
that are carved in your
handwriting

"It's okay to be a glowstick. Sometimes you have to break before you can shine."

you can call me names
you can make me cry
but all the things you do
only help me learn to fly

you can call me stupid
say I just don't got a clue
but you're the one who's clueless
of the things that I've been through

But go ahead & try to hurt me
I've got a secret you don't know
anytime somebody breaks me
like a glowstick, they make me glow

So just try to bring me down
go ahead and cross that line
and just like any other glowstick
you'll only make me shine

Why is it that you sleep so soundly beside me while I lie awake feeling alone~

I wonder what they think
A quiet boy
A pink jumper
I just like the colour
But I still wonder
what do they think
Am I not masculine enough?
Are my emotions showing too much?
Maybe I am just overthinking it
It hurts to know that I will never quite understand it
You have your reasons
I have my own
I just want to be me
But it seems to risky to push it
Don't get me wrong
I love wearing black too
But sometimes I just feel blue
And want to wear the brightest colours in my room