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Hamies Mar 2020
sometimes the whole world stops for lightseconds
and the air becomes stifling and it gets hard to breathe
i start suffocating
for a very long time i believed that all people perceive the world like that
that every one sometimes feels like drowning in the ocean
even when they are just standing in rain
that all sometimes feel too weak to swim against the current
but i guess i was wrong
just me is that kind of weak
& i don't really suffocate
i am just being delusional in a world i cannot escape from
help me
Hamies Jan 2020
days are passing by
and it get's harder day by day
telling myself it's a lie
to be even slightly okay
i can't think straight anymore
of the hurt inside
hidden in my deepest core
i think we will collide
still hoping for a deja-vu
or even an hallucination
can't stop imagining you
in my bitter frustration

not enough
still need your touch
Hamies Jan 2020
the wind is yelling
the trees are screaming
the grass is begging
the water running

i can't stop thinking
about the storm you created
you took away what i awaited
no more love - just your hatred
dead birds and haunted hearts
no more flowers - just the dust
that you left behind
when the storm was over
Hamies Jan 2020
what if the angel seeks the demon
what if it's craving the endless freedom
the fearless magic of insanity
without being in clarity
of what's happening next
nervous to fly even tho the wings are spread
the demons power greater than the angel could ever expect
so the angel fell for the demon
something the divine may never regret
Hamies Jan 2020
car rides
at midnights
smoking cigarettes
no fear or regrets
i confess
i could never express
how i feel for you
but my heart feels blue
looking at you
dancing at your roof
a little drunk from the stars you sipped
you made me yours, a confused addict

i'll give my soul

- h;

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