it was blandly your image before mine,
such fern-like hands adjust the moon’s fixated shadow staring at itself
in the mirror before death: who would not linger in such voice traipsing past
the staircase? whose woodwork shall I seek the fragrance of spring?
also in strangeness there is a glance dizzied into liquor that yearning
is drunk to: mazy now in the arms of attendance, before they squander the light
and shove it back to its home, they drink as though it was the most final
of supplications,
as though a wounded rose is pulled, a hair-trigger that is its call,
or heavier like hair, something weighted down to its empire, eyes that dread
the dreary glint of the slow, crystalline branch outside my window in the rain
of all watery beings converging in cusps of the Earth readying to be made loose
amongst breadth of mouth and shallow moulds thriving in the body
whose house is but oblivion in half-light,
nourishing your heart as though it were starving
for the cold and not your warmth, for the flame and not your embrace,
for the flight of the azure and not the trance of your tenderness,
something still that you are not who you were before me, when all mirrors
conjured the image of deaths.