my heart pounds
as you hold me in your arms.
crying quietly,
while I fall to your charms,
my dear anxiety.

I yearned to soar through the clouds of your color,
But these feelings, I no longer harbor.
Now, when the skies are born anew,
It simply reminds me of you.

Sadness isn’t a sickness but I think I’m coming down.
Doctor, doctor I no longer want to be around.
All that I seem to do is constantly breakdown.
Doctor, doctor I think it’s time for me to go.
Cancel my next appointment, I won’t be here tomorrow.
Doctor, doctor you say that sadness is in fact a sickness,
yet you aren’t advising me on how to fix this.

Then I woke up,
From the sweet dream I've led.
Mom's heart came to a stop.

We went to a nearby bakeshop,
Telling jokes while buying bread.
Then I woke up.

Never knew you needed a checkup.
And now you went ahead.
Mom's heart came to a stop.

She complained about her makeup
And I laughed about it instead
Then I woke up.

I thought you'd stay until we grew up.
I still have so many things left unsaid.
Mom's heart came to a stop.

I could feel my tears drop
Seeing you there on the hospital bed.
Then I woke up,
Mom's heart came to a stop.