i believe i have it but im no professional and im not self diagnosing because i will be told that im attention seeking

I am a warrior.
Stronger than her demons.
Braver than the darkness.

How much is depression a feeling
versus a way of being
I can’t remember anymore
it’s been so long since I was gold

the more i eat the more i want to *****

but it tastes good,

so i guess i’ll keep going until i throw up.

i say i’m not hungry during the day

to only feed myself so much to the point where i feel sick late at night

i try stopping but the demon keeps saying “keep eating.”

i try eating during the day,

it’s like it flipped a switch

because then the demon says “stop eating you ******”

so who do i believe?


i believe whoever is there at the time