usagi

usagi Dec 2018

habituating habits

love is habituating
as are broken hearts

usagi Oct 2018

rise

Fell slowly out of love with he
and gently into love with me

usagi Sep 2018

Love for 1

We wreck havoc on one another in the name of love. We leave inoperable scars upon each others souls and leave one another strangled for air, plundered of all vitals. We call this love, and we recycle these events, these feelings onto the next person without realizing that we are generating and regenerating feeble souls, stripped of their ability to love. What a tragedy love has become.

#love #selflove #mess

usagi Jul 2018

fond absence

You must have kissed me a million times before , I thought to myself
but today you kissed me and it was as if our lips did not recognize each other,
and I couldn't even recall the last time you had kissed me.
as I moved my lips and swirled my tongue,
I realized our love was no longer young
and we had grown apart without saying a word

#kiss #fond #absence

usagi Jul 2018

Fury

I was angry at my father for abandoning me
I was angry at my brother for not guiding me
I was angry at my mother for not protecting me
I was angry at him for not loving all the pieces of me
Every moment of every dayI was enraged
I wept and wept in the name love
but truly I was brimmed with grief
the grief I felt
from the love I did not give myself.

#fury #anger

Jul 2018

E McNamara

Borderline Personality Disorder

There is only one letter
difference
from feeling lovely-
and lonely.

I have a very close friend who has this. She talks about it to me and it sounds like hell. You all are so strong. I love you all. Be gentle with yourselves.

To people with friends with BPD. Tell them you love them. Be patient, understanding. They are NEVER overreacting.

#bpd #disorder #personality #lovely #lonely

usagi Jul 2018

nirvana

Repeatedly she dies, all just in one life time;
it seems she dies religiously
she hopes each time, death would lead her to nirvana
but instead she wakes up
just to realize she is exhausted and still stuck, alive.

#nirvana #waiting