Unrequited Love

Unrequited Love Apr 2014

When I hear someone say to someone
"You are what I live for" I don't find it cute. That's a lot of pressure to put on someone and how can your life be consumed by a single person.
Do you know what I live for...
Sunrises.
Ocean water running over my feet.
Laughter.
The morning dew.
The light in someone's eyes when you complement them.
Hugs.
Sunsets.
I could go on forever and to be honest you're on my list.
But you don't need you to carry the burden of keeping me alive.
I live because I think life is beautiful and you are just one small fraction of its many wonders.

People come and go but I can count on the sunrise and sunset

#love #thoughts #happypeom

Unrequited Love Apr 2014

Beautiful

Its easy to call someone beautiful when they have spent an hour doing there hair and make up, when they are wearing a skin tight cocktail dress and a push up bra

Its more difficult to say it when the hair gets ******* and the make up is smudged by tears the dress replaces with a stained t- shirt

Because as I'm looking in the mirror right now the last word that comes to my mind is beautiful...

#beautiful #ugly #sadpeom

Unrequited Love Mar 2014

A Conversation With Myself

If I could go back in time and have a conversation with myself from 4 years ago I would in a heartbeat.

Not to warn her about anything or to tell her to do things differently but just to simply tell her that she is going to be ok.

Most of the things she is or will worry about work themselves out one way or another and that I am so proud of her

That its ok that she is different to the people she knows because she is going to meet people that like that about her people that make her laugh and smile instead of break her down

I just want to tell her everything is going to be alright because I know that's what she needs to hear

What would you tell yourself ?

Unrequited Love Mar 2014

Some Things Never Change

She gets everything and I'm left with a broken heart and a fake smile

Guess some things just never change...

I wish I could be like her

#heartbreak #sadpoem #unrequitedlove

Unrequited Love Mar 2014

What I Want

I don't want to date you I just want to be with you

I don't want to have to worry about idiotic things like Valentine's day or anniversaries

I don't need you to hold my hand in public or for people to know that I spent the night at your house last Saturday

I just want to sit on your bed and talk about the universe.

I want to be comfortable enough around you that you can see me bare faced or half dressed without either of us thinking twice about it

I want your hands all over me, holding me to you like I'm the last Breath of air you'll ever have

I don't need something as trivial as a boyfriend I just want us to be together.

In our own unique way.

I just want you so much it hurts

#love #boys #unrequitedlove #lustpoem

Unrequited Love Mar 2014

Am I Pretty?

I don’t want to plaster on a ton  of make up to be told I'm beautiful

I want someone to look at me when im 100% me and say that they still love me

I want to be comfortable enough to get out the shower put on your hoodie and to have you still want me

The reason I have the make up, straight hair and tight clothing is because without all that fakeness someone would finally decide if they like me for me

And I'm to scared to hear the answer

I just want to be wanted

#insecure #boys #ugly #loveme #sadpeom

Unrequited Love Mar 2014

Don't Worry About Me

Don't worry about me I'm just deeply unhappy and am completely alone. No big deal go on and be happy you deserve it.

I truly hope you are all genuinely happy ♡

#alone #unhappy #sadpoem