I was never the one in charge and I was always getting stepped on and pushed around. I had this complex where I felt so worthless I could never mean anything. I met you and you taught me control. You taught me that to love means that no one is in charge because we are one.

That cyanide in my system is because of the sheer fact that you refused to turn around and now I'll die knowing you never once cared.

Ever since I met you never once have I felt a void in my heart.

I built my walls thinking I could never be hurt. I thought I could walk through life never getting hurt but never learning to love. One day you came all sad eyed and broken needing love. I let you in and you blossomed and I blossomed with you. I let you in and I will never let you out.

I admired you under the azure sky
I embraced you by the rippled lake
I cuddled with you on the soft grass
It all happened but never did
In the recesses of my mind

I lost a part of my being the day I lost you