I lost a part of my being the day I lost you

I was never the one in charge and I was always getting stepped on and pushed around. I had this complex where I felt so worthless I could never mean anything. I met you and you taught me control. You taught me that to love means that no one is in charge because we are one.

I built my walls thinking I could never be hurt. I thought I could walk through life never getting hurt but never learning to love. One day you came all sad eyed and broken needing love. I let you in and you blossomed and I blossomed with you. I let you in and I will never let you out.

Ever since I met you never once have I felt a void in my heart.

That cyanide in my system is because of the sheer fact that you refused to turn around and now I'll die knowing you never once cared.

I admired you under the azure sky
I embraced you by the rippled lake
I cuddled with you on the soft grass
It all happened but never did
In the recesses of my mind