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clmathew Jan 2021
~Will the sunflower turn to us, will the clematis
Stray down, bend to us, tendril and spray
Clutch and cling?

—T.S. Eliot, "Burnt Norton", Collected Poems 1909-1962

Tendrils Twining
written January 21st, 2021

Tendrils twining
tightly around
pulling me towards?
or is it away?
or apart into pieces?
wrapped tightly
by tendrils twining
these cherished treasures
I have been pulled into
resting here held safe
while the world builds around
over them and me and us
until we are seen no more
known no more
remembered no more
tendrils twining
tightly around.
A friend used the word "tendrils" in a story, and I fall in love with words. Then I found the same word in a poem I was reading. It is nice to just let go and see where the words go.
clmathew Jan 2021
~but you dart through the future
which is memory
your boys voice shouting out
the remainder of poems
of which I know
simply beginnings

   —Carolyn Kizer, "For Sappho/After Sappho," Gift of Tongues

For you
written January 18th, 2021

My future self
I want you to have
songs in your heart
and words on your tongue.

I need to see you
darting through the future
boldly singing chanting screaming crying
words that today are unimagined and unborn.

Beginnings are anything but simple
but for you to be comfortable
having a voice
I have to start today.

So I write these words
which feel so inadequate
forcing myself
to not be mute

for you.
I often get inspiration to write from reading other poetry. I try to read some poetry every day. This anthology is a favorite of mine, from Copper Canyon Press. I'm not good at formatting these things, but I want the quote to be before the poem, and for it to be clear they are not my words. In time I'll find something that looks better.
clmathew Jan 2021
"Silence is the only common language." - James Baldwin

This silence
started December 26th, 2020

Our days are filled with words
words around us and on us
words that embrace and pierce
words comprehensible and strangely made.

Among all this chaotic cacophony
sits each of us with our own words
spoken and unspoken
understood and not understood.

Now it is the frayed evening
and the one thing I can offer
is to listen to your words,
to bless them in my own way
like the abbot at compline
in the monastery dark and deep.

Then we both will part
into the silence of the night
the silence that surrounds us in the womb
and greets us when we cross over at our ending

this silence which is
our only common language.
Sometimes I look back at poems, and know just where they came from. Other times I look with wonder and have no idea. There is a monastery near here that is very special. Compline is my favorite time to be there.
clmathew Jan 2021
I stand in the kitchen
not really present
talking about baking potatoes
with my husband.

For a second
the girl who baked potatoes
in so many other people's kitchens
looks out of these woman's eyes
awed at the fact
that she can bake potatoes
in her own kitchen.

In that instant the woman
receives as a gift
the incredible pleasure
of baking potatoes
in her own kitchen,
and is grateful.
What pleasure am I missing this very second, by being distracted and lost in the past or the future? What pleasure is around you this very moment?

Thank you for reading me!
clmathew Jan 2021
His lips
written January 1st, 2021

The formal farewell committee
is with me at the airport seeing
me off for my return flight home.

I told him not to come
that there would be no hiding
love breaking my young heart.

He comes anyway
love pulling
us relentlessly together.

The boarding call wrenching
me away from him and over the ocean
to the life intended for me.

A lifetime later
he can't stop love pulling
him towards the ocean.

He stands at the shore looking
back at our love
across the water with me.

I watch him turn away
with a smile on his lips
that no one knows.
I read a poem about a relationship ending. It made me think of my first love so many years ago when I was an exchange student. This memory now, is not as sad as it once was, but is bittersweet. The result is not tears, but a smile.

I also wanted to play a little bit with line breaks. The -ing verbs aren't really a rhyme, but I did drive myself crazy trying to fit them in at the ends of some lines.
  Dec 2020 clmathew
Sara Brummer
Flashes of yesterday’s garden,
deep green under a gray sky--
I step into the canvas, moving
slowly, regretful and watchful,
with the weight of past light.

So many colored years,
some bright, some somber,
and you, the voice that ripened
youth, the accented syllables
opening the hours between
cliffs and sky, your presnce
re-appearing in soft explosions
of living, so painful to let go.

I pray for change, impermanence,
for last year’s dust to settle to
acceptance, to turn over the pages
of the past and to forgive everything.
  Dec 2020 clmathew
Carlo C Gomez
Bethinking

The blossom

The flourish

Hitherto the withering

One backward glance

Time ravages beauty
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