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1.8k · Sep 2020
Selda ng Kahapon
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
Ang Kalayaan na ipinagkait sa akin ng tadhana
Ang Kalayaan kong gumala ay tila naglaho ng parang bula
Ang Kalayaan na singlayo ng mga tala na kailanman ‘di ko maabot
Nang dahil sa isang pagkakamali na minsan kong nagawa
Hindi ako tinigilang parusahan ng dahil sa isang pagkakamali na ‘di ko sinasadya
Kaso ang isang pagkakamaling iyon ay nauwi sa paulit-ulit na pagkakamaling namimihasa
Ngunit dalawampung taon akong nabuhay at nanirahan dito sa mundo na walang natatanggap na tiwala sa aking mga magulang
‘pagkat ilang beses nang nagbabakasakali na ang aking katanungan ay mahanapan ng sagot
O kalungkutan! Ako ay iyong lubayan na! dahil ang mga ulap ay nagsisimula nang umiyak at pumatak ang mga luha nito.
At dahil sa ako raw ay isang walang kwentang nilalang na nila-lang lamang nila
Ilang taon kong hawak ang katotohanan
Ang katotohanan na alam kong balang araw ay tatawagin akong salot sa lipunan
At milyon-milyong mga mata, tenga at bibig ang mga nakakarinig at nanghuhusga sa akin na parang alam ang tunay kong kwento na binabalot ng misteryo sa aking buong pagkatao
Tila ako ay aalis at babalik sa paaralan upang pumunta at umalis sa klinika ng aking espesyalista
Limang taon kong hinintay bago natupad ng Panginoon ang aking dalangin
Ngunit kahit nakakulong ka na, ‘di ko pa rin magawang maging masaya dahil pagkakamali nating pareho ito ngunit ikaw lang ang kanilang pinarusahan
Ikaw ang nagsilbing katahimikan sa maingay at magulo kong mundo
Pero nang ikaw ay aking nasilayan nang harap-harapan ulit sa presinto  ay tila umulan ng apoy sa buong kapaligiran nang dahil ako ay nagtanim ng poot at galit sa iyo
At sa aking pagtulog ay rinig na rinig ko ang tiktak ng aming relo
Ni minsan nagawa akong paglaruan ng aking panaginip at kasama raw kita
Kung minsan man ako ay natulala sa lalim ng aking iniisip nang dahil sa ating nakaraan
Nang dahil sa marami ang tumatakbo sa aking isipan
Pero ako ay naniningalang-pugad at nakaupo sa aking kama
Dahil Buhay ay parang gulong, minsan ikaw ay nasa itaas, minsan ikaw ay nasa ibaba.
1.3k · Sep 2020
Nagmamahal, Mahal.
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
Hindi ko mahagilap/ ang tamang mga salita/ upang masabi sa iyo ang gusto kong sabihin,/ ngunit oras na pala/ para isumbat ko na/ ang mga paghihirap/ na dinaranas ko/ sa piling mo/ noong mga sandaling pag-aari pa kita,/ noong mga araw na ako pa ang kasama mo/ at noong mga panahong may tayo pa./ Hindi ko inaasahan na magbabago ka,/ na magsasawa ka,/ na mang-iiwan ka at ipagpapalit mo ako sa kanya.// Pero ang hindi ko nauunawaan ay/ bakit mo nasabing ayaw mo na/ at pagod ka/ na noong araw na tayo ay unti-unti nang nagkakalabuan.//
Bakit mo nasabing pagod ka na?/ Pagod ka lang ba talaga?/  O Napagod ka na sa sitwasyon/ nating dalawa?/ O sa mga pagtatagu-taguan natin?/ O sa mga araw na muntikan na tayong mabuking?/ o sa mga araw na may nakakita sa atin?/ O napagod ka na sa atin?/ Sino nga ba ang nagbago?/ ikaw ba o ako?/ O baka/ tayo?/ Pero bakit ang tipid mo nang magsalita?/ At parang  wala ka ng gana/ na kausapin ako?/ Na mahalin ako?/ Na bigyan ako ng halaga?/ O na unawain ako?/ Bakit bigla ka na lang sumuko/ sa mga oras na ipinaglalaban ko ang ating pagmamahalan?/ Hindi ko napansin na ako na lang pala/ ang lumalaban ng mag-isa/ habang ikaw ay binitiwan na ako.//
Bakit mo nagawang balewalain/ ang relasyong binuo natin/ ng magkasama?/ Bakit mo nagawang tapusin/ ang ugnayan natin?/ Ngunit ngayon naiintindihan ko na/ kung bakit ka nakipaghiwalay sa akin:/ dahil nakuha mo na pala ang matagal mo nang hinihingi sa akin, dahil nakuha mo na pala ang gusto mo:/ ang sirain  at iwan ako/ pagkatapos **** pakinabangan at gamitin.// Noong araw na hinatid mo ako hanggang sa dulo ng kalsada,/ lumingon ako sa direksyon mo/ at nagbabakasakali/ na baka,/ sakali lang naman/ lilingon ka pa/lilingunin mo pa ako/ at tatakbo ka papunta sa akin at yayakapin ako,/ susuyuin ako na huwag kang iwan pero hindi na pala dahil mas pinili mo na lamang na maglakad palayo sa akin/ ngunit hindi na pala./ Kahit gulong-gulo ang isip,/ napag-desisyunan kong/ huwag nang bumalik pa/ sa piling mo.//
Pero nararamdaman ko na lang/ ang mga hawak mo/ na para bang namamaalam ka na,/ ang mga yakap **** dahan-dahan nang nanlalamig,/ ang mga titig **** unti-unti/ nang umiiwaas/ at lumalayo/ hanggang sa nawawalan na ng liwanag ang dati **** kumikislap na mga mata/ at para bang ito na ang huling araw nating pagkikita,/ ang mga ngiti ****/ pilit mo na lang/ na nginingiti,/ ang mga salita **** ang tipid at ang ikli na,/ sa daan na aking nilalakaran palayo sa iyo ay kumipot at biglang umikli,/ ang mga paghawak mo sa mga kamay ko/ na para bang gusto mo nang bumitaw/ sa aking mahigpit na pagkakakapit sa iyo/ at sa mga daan/ na aking nilalakaran papunta at pabalik sa iyo/ ay biglang humahaba at nililigaw ako.//
Bakit ko pa ba pinaniwalaan/ ang mga matatamis na salitang nanggaling sa iyong sinungaling/ at hindi mapagkatiwalaang bibig/ gaya ng “mahal kita”,/ “ikaw lang”/ at “hindi kita iiwan”./ Ganun ba?/ Alam ko naman na parte lamang iyan ng mga gasgas na linyang iyong binitawan/ at aking pinanghawakan noong mga sandaling ikaw ay akin pa,/ noong mayroong ikaw at ako pa,/ at noong mga araw na mahal pa natin ang isa’t isa./ Pero ngayon ang salitang ikaw at ako ay marahil naging bulong na lamang pala sa hangin/ at pati ikaw ay tinangay na rin sa akin./ Kaso Tanong ko lang,/ kung iisa tayo,/ bakit mo nagawang pagkaisahan ang damdamin ko?/ Saan nga ba ako nagkulang?/ Saan nga ba ako nagkamali?/ At bakit mo ako iniwan ng ganito?/
Oo nga pala, bigla kang Nawala nang parang bula at nagmumukha na akong tanga kakahanap sa iyo kahit saan,/ at ayun! Nahanap nga kita/ kaso nasa piling ka na pala ng ibang babae./ Sobrang saya mo nga noong kasama mo siya,/ tila ang iyong pagngiti at pagtawa ay nag-iba,/ iba noong ako pa ang kasama mo at noong mga araw/ na nakikita ko pa/ ang mga ngiti’t galak sa iyong mga mata./ Ngunit pinilit kong lumayo/ kahit na alam kong mahirap,/ sinubukan kong palayain ka/ kahit na alam kong hindi ko kaya/ pero ginawa ko para sa ikakatahimik nating dalawa./
Hindi na kita hahabulin pa/ dahil alam kong matagal na tayong wala,/ dahil matagal ko nang kinalimutan ang dating ikaw at ako/ at ang dating tayo./ Ngunit, mahal batid kong hanggang dito na lamang tayo/ dahil susubukan ko nang ililibing sa limot/ ang lahat ng mga nangyari/ at mga pangyayari sa Buhay natin./ Paalam,/ Nagmamahal,/ Mahal.//
840 · Apr 2021
IKAW
eyndinmncnll Apr 2021
Kulang ang mga bituin sa kalangitan
Dahil kung wala ka ay kulang rin ako
Ikaw ang nagsisilbing aking ilaw sa aking madilim na landas na tinatahak
Ikaw ang nagsisilbing katahimikan
Sa aking maingay at magulong mundo
alam kong masamang gawing mundo ang alam kong tao lang
Huwag mo naman sanang nila-Lang ang isang katulad kong nilalang
pero hindi payapa ang aking mundo kung wala ka
Ikaw at pangalan mo ay sa aking puso't isipan nakatatak
Mahal, ikaw ang aking pahinga, ang aking payapa
Sa mga panahong ako ay pagod at gustong mapag-isa
Ikaw ang aking kasiyahan sa mga araw na ako ay nalulumbay
At ikaw lamang ang aking mamahalin habangbuhay
537 · Sep 2023
Single at the moment
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the spotlight, I stand alone,
No partner to call my own,
But I'm loving this time, I'm free,
Living life just for me.

I've got my friends by my side,
With them, I'll take this wild ride,
No heartaches, no tears to cry,
Just laughter and dreams up high.

I'm not searching for love, it'll find its way,
I'm living my life, day by day,
No rush, no worries, I'm in my prime,
Single at the moment, and it feels just fine.

I'm building my empire, chasing my dreams,
No limitations, no boundaries, it seems,
Every day's an adventure, I'm on my own track,
Single and strong, there's no looking back.

I'm single at the moment, feeling so alive,
No commitments, no need to hide,
I dance through the night, under the stars so bright,
Single and thriving, yeah, that's my vibe

So here's to the singles, wherever you roam,
Embrace this time, make it your own,
Life's a journey, let your spirit ignite,
Single at the moment, shining so bright.
472 · Sep 2020
My Galaxy
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
Take me to Wonderland
Leave me in Neverland
Hold my hand
And come with me where dreams are born
And time is never planned
So come with me where you and i are born
And our future is long planned.
372 · Sep 2023
Waves of life
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
Certainly, here's a poem:

In the grand ocean of existence, we ride the wave,
Life's ebb and flow, a journey so brave.
With each rising sun, a new chance to explore,
Embracing the tides, forever seeking more.

Sometimes we surf high on waves of delight,
Other times we struggle in the depths of night.
But remember, my friend, as you sail this sea,
Each wave carries lessons, gifts for you and me.

Cherish the moments, both calm and the storm,
For they shape our spirits and help us transform.
In this eternal dance of joy and strife,
We find the true essence of the wave of life.
301 · Mar 2021
Breakup lyrical poetry
eyndinmncnll Mar 2021
Yung di mo pa naririnig ang mga kataga
Ngunit ramdam na ng puso **** wala na talaga
Kayat huwag na nating ipilit pa
Dahil mas lalo lang tayong masasaktan
Pagkatapos mo siyang mahalin ay iniwan ka niyang luhaan

Kaya’t wag ka nang umasa pa
Na babalikan ka pa niya
Dahil kung talagang mahal ka niya
Di ka sana ngayon nag-iisa

Hindi ikaw ang may mali kundi sila
Nagmahal ka lang naman ng tapat
Pero bakit ka nila iniwang nag-iisa
Kahit ibigay mo pa lahat
Kung iiwan ka, iiwan ka talaga
Kung manloloko yan, magloloko yan
Kung sabi niyang mahal ka niya
Bakit ka niya sinasaktan ng ganyan?

Siguro may rason kung bakit tayo umabot sa ganito
Kung bakit nagwakas ang pagsasama nating dalawa
Ngayon ang puso ay nalilito
Kaya’t wag nang umasa pa
Na balang araw ay babalikan ka niya
Dahil kung talagang mahal ka niyan
Hindi ka niya iiwan nang luhaan

Hindi ikaw ang may mali kundi sila
Nagmahal ka lang naman ng tapat
Pero bakit ka nila iniwang nag-iisa
Kahit ibigay mo pa lahat
Kung iiwan ka, iiwan ka talaga
Kung manloloko yan, magloloko yan
Kung sabi niyang mahal ka niya
Bakit ka niya sinasaktan ng ganyan?


Walang magagawa kundi gustong ibalik lahat sa dati
Kaya’t inuungkat ang mga pangyayari
Ngunit ang alaala’y babalik pa
Kaso ang mga taong naging parte nito ay hindi na

Hindi ikaw ang may mali kundi sila
Nagmahal ka lang naman ng tapat
Pero bakit ka nila iniwang nag-iisa
Kahit ibigay mo pa lahat

Kung iiwan ka, iiwan ka talaga
Kung manloloko yan, magloloko yan
Kung sabi niyang mahal ka niya
Bakit ka niya sinasaktan ng ganyan?
264 · Aug 2023
The man I loved (7-20-23)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I will tell the whole world about him
He feels like singing endless hymns
He has been so good to me
He is all I ever wanna see

He has sparkling madness, brown eyes
As if time flies
He was anxious and traumatized, like his dark unforgettable past
He wishes it never last

In the back of his mind
Why was he left behind?
He sings ballads and praises
All his days, he never fazes

He was rejected by many
Since others’ motives are too shady
Out of all the people, only one girl favors you
She is the only one simping you

Loving him is too crucial to hate
Seems like having him is really my fate
I admit it, he is the man she loves
He was indeed God’s gift from up above
259 · Jan 2021
Pag-Ibig
eyndinmncnll Jan 2021
Isang salita, pitong letra
PAG-IBIG na mas mahirap pa sa Math Equation
PAG-IBIG na mas kumplikado pa sa Logical Reasoning
PAG-IBIG na mas mahirap sagutin kahit OO o HINDI lang ang isasagot
Ang utak kong ito na kahit ilang beses kong pigain ay hindi kayang sumagot

Na  kahit naipapakita ko na sa'yo na ikaw ay deserving
Ngunit di mo pansin ang aking naibibigay na effort and attention

Oh well, singtamis ng kendi ang salitang I LOVE YOU
Ngunit di mo feel ang aking love towards you
I have been praying that I hope you feel the same way too
Pero di ko pa alam kung kailan ito magkakatotoo
214 · Aug 2023
Alam ko (11-11-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Alam kong hindi ang pangalan ko
Ang unang tatawagin mo
Ang unang bibigkasin mo
Ang maaalala mo

Alam kong hindi ang pangalan ko
Ang unang papasok sa isip mo
Ang unang maiisip mo
Sa tuwing naririnig mo ito

Alam kong hindi rin ang pangalan ko
Ang lagi **** bukambibig sa mga kaibigan mo
Hindi rin ako ang laman ng mga kwento mo
Ang una **** matakbuhan sa tuwing may problema ka

Mas lalong hindi ako ang hanap-hanap ng mga mata mo
Ang kinabbabaliwan mo
Ang magiging kabiyak mo sa tamang panahon
Hindi lang ako naglakas ng loob na sabihin sa iyo noon

Ang una **** tatawagan sa tuwing nag-iisa ka
Alam kong hindi ang text o tawag ko ang una **** sasagutin
Hindi rin ito ang laging inaabangan mo
Alam kong kung paano mo ako tingnan ay iba

Iba kung paano mo siya tingnan
Iba kung paano mo siya mahalin
Kung paano mo siya alagaan
Alam kong hindi ako ang mundo mo

Ang unang iikot at tatakbo sa isipan mo araw-araw
Alam kong hindi ako ang iniisip mo araw-araw
Alam kong kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sa akin
Alam kong parang kapatid lang ang pagtrato mo sa akin

Alam kong hindi ang kamay ko ang unang hahawakan mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang unang lalapitan mo
At unang hahanapin mo pagkadilat ng mga mata mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang unang yayakapin mo

Alam kong hindi ako ang unang liligawan mo
Alam kong hindi ako, Oo
Noong una pa lang alam ko na
Na hindi ako ang tinitibok ng puso mo

Ang iyong unang sinisinta
Alam ko noong una pa lang
Tinatak ko na sa isipan ko
Na wala akong puwang ni minsan man diyan sa puso mo

Alam kong ang bawat pagtingin mo sa akin
Ay iba sa kung paano mo siya tingnan
Kung paano mo siya kausapin
Kung paano ka magmalasakit sa kanya

Kung paano mo siya tratuhin
Ni minsan hindi ko inisip o hiniling
Na ibalik mo sa akin ang pagmamahal na ipinaramdam ko sa'yo
Ni minsan hindi ako nagdalawang isip na katukin yang puso mo

Baka sakali lang matanggap at mahalin mo rin ako
Baka sakali maisip mo rin na bigyan ako ng pagkakataon
Ni minsan hindi ako humingi ng kahit anong kapalit
Ni minsan hindi ko inisip na habulin ka

Na lumuhod sa harap mo at magmakaawa
Dasal lang ang kakampi ko
Na sana huwag kang magmahal ng iba
Na sana walang ibang naghihintay sa’yo

Na sana ako na lang ang mamahalin mo
Na sana dinggin na ng Panginoon ang hiling ko
Alam ko na hindi ako ang gusto mo
Noong una pa lang alam ko na

Kahit hindi mo sabihin
Ramdam ko naman
Ang mga panlalamig na trato mo sa akin
Ang pagbabalewala mo sa akin

Alam kong kahit kailan wala akong laban sa kanya
Kahit kailan hindi kita magawang pilitin
Ayaw kong ipilit sa iyo na ako ang piliin
Dahil alam kong siya ang gusto mo

Alam kong hindi para sa akin ang mga ngiti mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang gustong makausap mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang gusto **** makasama
Ang gusto **** makita kang tumawa.

Kahit kailan hindi ako magiging siya
Kahit kailan hindi ko kayang palitan siya
Diyan sa puso mo
Kahit kailan hindi ko magawang turuan ang puso mo

Na ako ang mahalin mo
Na ako ang pipiliin mo
Kahit kailan hindi ako ang nakikita mo
Sa tuwing magkasama tayo

Hiniling mo na sana siya na lang ang kasama mo
Na sana siya na lang ang nakausap mo
At ang nakakaintindi at nakikinig sa’yo
Kailanman magkaiba kami

At kahit bali-baliktarin man natin ang mundo
Kahit ikumpara mo man ako
Hindi siya magiging ako
At hindi rin ako magiging siya.
208 · Sep 2023
September
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In September's golden, dappled light,
A love was born, pure and bright.
Beneath the changing leaves so fair,
Two hearts found something rare.

As summer's warmth began to fade,
In your arms, a serenade,
We danced amidst the autumn's grace,
A love so sweet, a warm embrace.

The cool breeze whispered secrets deep,
In September, our love took a leap,
Like leaves that flutter to the ground,
Our love, in freefall, was unbound.

In every amber-hued sunset's glow,
Our love continued to bloom and grow,
Hand in hand through life's array,
In September's love, we found our way.

Through storms and sunshine, thick and thin,
Our love endures, forever akin,
In this September's gentle breeze,
We found a love that truly frees.

So let September's love declare,
That love is endless, beyond compare,
In every season, we'll endure,
September love, forever pure.
179 · Sep 2023
Raining in Kidapawan
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In Kidapawan, where mountains kiss the sky,
Under palm tree shade, as time passes by,
Rain falls gently, a soothing lullaby,
In Kidapawan, where dreams learn to fly.

Raining in Kidapawan, a nature's sweet embrace,
Each drop on the roof, a tender, soft grace,
In Mindanao's heart, in this special place,
Kidapawan's memories, like a warm embrace.

In the air, earth's scent mingles with bloom,
Kidapawan's spirit, dispelling all gloom,
Rain's a blessing, in its tears we assume,
Love in this town, forever will bloom.

Lake Agco's warmth, Asik-Asik's cascade,
Kidapawan's secrets, in nature displayed,
In showers and sun, in every life trade,
Kidapawan's beauty will never fade.

In farms and fields, where farmers sow,
Kidapawan's spirit, in every crop they grow,
In the rain's rhythm, dreams continue to flow,
In this land of promise, where stories glow.

Raining in Kidapawan, nature's sweet refrain,
On rooftops, it sings, like a soothing summer rain,
In the heart of Mindanao, where memories remain,
In Kidapawan's embrace, joys and sorrows, we'll sustain.

So in Kidapawan's rhythm, our hearts confide,
Where rain and love dance, side by side,
In Kidapawan's embrace, forever we'll bide,
Raining in Kidapawan, our spirits tied.
170 · Aug 2023
6-13-22 (10-10-22)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Ikaw ang simula at ang wakas
Panahon man ay lumipas
Sa iyong yakap ako’y walang takas
Aking pag-ibig sa iyo ay wagas

Ang ating pagmamahalan sa isa’t isa
Lumiliwanag nang parang mga tala
Hindi ko ninanais na ikaw ay magtaka
Huwag ka nang mag-abala pa

Ikaw ang kinang sa ‘king mga mata
Ikaw at ako’y iisa
Ikaw ang laman ng bawat pahina
Ang pamagat sa aking tula

Ang musika sa aking kanta
Kung ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo, sinta
Ay magiging isang sumpa
Habangbuhay akong manunumba sa dambana

Ayokong lumayo sa’yo
Ikakalungkot ng puso ko
Ika'y aking naging mundo
Sa iyo, mahal ay ako'y natutuliro

Hawakan mo lamang ang aking kamay
Ikaw lamang ang aking pipiliin sa habangbuhay
Ang aking minahal ng tunay
Ang makamit ka ay isang tagumpay

Ikaw ang aking biyaya
Ang dumating nang kusa
Ikaw ay mahalaga
Huwag kang mag-alala

Ikaw ay minamahal kong talaga
Ang aking puso'y sa iyo mas sumasaya
Ikaw ang aking dinalangin sa Poong Maykapal
Ang hinintay ko nang kaytagal
158 · May 2021
Paalam
eyndinmncnll May 2021
Isang bukas na sulat para sa aking minamahal:

Hindi ka niya kayang palitan
Pero kaya niyang higitan ang pagmamahal mo
Pero kaya niyang punan ang mga pagkukulang mo
Binibigay at pinaparamdam niya sa akin ang mga bagay na gusto kong sa'yo galing
Ang ngiti mo, ang pangalan mo, ang tawa mo, ang hugis ng mukha mo di ko malimutan kailanman
Ngunit siya na ang nandiyan para sa akin
Na kailanman ay hindi na ako sa iyo ay babalik pa
156 · Sep 2023
Better luck next time
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
There is no more next time for me
For you and me, I thought we would be
More than what we imagine or see
But we used to be the life of the party

There's no more words to rhyme, to say
But you pushed me away
It washed me away out to sea
In us, there is no more we
141 · Sep 2023
unbothered bitch
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
Unbothered, fierce, and standing tall,
A force of nature, never to fall,
In a world that tests and tries to pitch,
Here's to the unbothered, the fearless *****.

With confidence that cannot be swayed,
They navigate life, unapologetically made,
Through trials and storms, they simply switch,
To a higher gear, the unbothered *****.

Critics may whisper, and haters may glare,
But they rise above, beyond compare,
For in self-love's sanctuary, they've found their niche,
Embracing their power, the unbothered *****.

They're not defined by others' words or view,
In their own skin, they proudly ensue,
Unshaken, unbroken, they fiercely hitch,
Their destiny's wagon, the unbothered *****.

So let them inspire, let them be your guide,
To live life fully, with nothing to hide,
In their audacious footsteps, you can enrich,
Your own path to freedom, unapologetically which.

Unbothered they stand, a symbol so strong,
In this world where battles can be so long,
With hearts of fire and spirits that twitch,
Here's to the unapologetic, the unbothered *****.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Singkislap ng mga tala ang iyong mga mata
Sa tuwing ikaw ay nakatingin sa akin
Sa tuwing tayo ay magkasama
Anong saya aking nadarama

Di ko maipaliwanag
Sadyang aking mundo’y lumiliwanag
Ibubulong ko na lamang sa hangin
Ang aking nararamdaman na hindi ko maamin

Aking mahal, sana ay ikaw na nga
Ang aking makakasama hanggang sa pagtanda
Sana ay ako lamang ang iyong mamahalin
Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal

Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
At ikaw lamang ang aking mamahalin
Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal, minamahal at mamahalin, sinta
At wala nang iba pa

Hindi man kita kasama araw man o gabi
Walang ibang papalit sa’yo dito sa puso ko
Ikaw lamang ang aking gustong makatabi
At sa iyo lamang umiikot aking mundo

Saksi ang Panginoon sa ating pagmamahalan
Dahil alam niyang sa iyo ako nakalaan
Ito ang iyong pakatatandaan
Na kahit ako ay magkamali man, pangakong hindi kita sasaktan

Singdami nang mga tala ang mga taon
Na gustong tayo ang magkasama hanggang sa huli
Kahit na tayo man ay magkalayo ngayon
Alam kong makakasama’t mahahagkan kitang muli

Sana ay pagbigyan ng panahon
Kahit sa gabi lamang ikaw ay makatabi

Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal
Mula noon hanggang ngayon
Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Mula noon hanggang ngayon

Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal
Ang aking minamahal
At aking pipiliing mamahalin
Sana ay ako rin
128 · Aug 2023
Sinisinta (11-8-2022)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Lumalalim na ang gabi
Malamig ang simoy ng hangin
Ikaw lamang ang nais kong makatabi
At ang aking gustong makapiling
Oh, paligaw-ligaw tingin
Ikaw lamang ang tanging minimithi

Ayoko munang umuwi
Dito ka muna sa aking tabi
Ayoko nang sa iyo ay mawalay pa
Huwag mo na akong iwan pa

Huwag muna tayong umuwi
Kay sarap pagmasdan ng buwan ngayong gabi
Hawak ang iyong kamay at lasap ang preskong hangin
Ngayo'y nadinig na aking panalangin

Kay sarap pagmasdan ng mga tala
Singkislap ng iyong mga mata
Hawakan mo lamang ang aking kamay
At tayo ay nakatingala sa alapaap
Ikaw lamang ang aking sinisinta, aking pinapangarap
Ang aking minahal ng tunay

Sapagkat hanap ng puso ko'y ikaw
At wala nang iba pa
Dahil mahal kang talaga
Ibubuhos lahat ng pagmamahal at oras sa iyo
Habang ako ay nandito pa sa mundong ibabaw
Ako ay nangungulila sa tuwing tayo ay magkalayo

Sa iyo lamang ako uuwi
Sa iyo lamang ako mananatili
Ikaw lamang ang aking nag-iisang, sinisinta
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Kulang ang mga bituin sa kalangitan
Na kahit minsan ay kay sarap pagmasdan
Kung mawawala ka man ay kulang rin ako,
Ikaw ang nagsisilbing aking katahimikan

Sa aking maingay at magulong mundo,
Para kang isang tanawin
Na kay sarap titigan
Sana nga ay makuha ka sa tingin,

Tayo ay may walong planeta
Ngunit sa iyo lamang umiikot ang mundo ko
Ikaw ang aking paboritong pantasya
Na ayaw kong kalimutan

Ikaw ang paborito kong panaginip
Na kahit minsan sana ay hindi na ako magising
Makasama ka lamang kahit ako’y naka idlip
Pero ayaw kong mabuking

Na ang talino ko sa klase
Pero pagdating sa’yo nabo-bobo at nata-tanga ako
Alam kong wala kang pake
Dahil bihira naman na ako ay magugustuhan mo

Ang isang tulad ko
Nakakasagot naman ako sa oral namin
Pero pagdating sa’yo nata-tameme ako at ‘di maka-amin
Dahil suntok sa buwan lamang ako pagdating sa’yo

Ka-babae kong tao
Pero kapag ikaw nababakla ako
Hindi ko alam bakit nagkakaganito ako
Pagdating sa iyo nagiging abnormal ako

Ikaw ang ilaw
Sa madilim na landas na aking tinatahak;
Ikaw at ang pangalan mo ay sa aking puso't isipan nakatatak
Wala kang ibang kaagaw
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Mananatili akong sa’yo hanggang dulo
Kung hindi man maging tayo,
Hanggang sa huli
Kahit ang Panginoon, ang mga tala at buwan sa kalangitan ang saksi;

At hindi ko kailanman maikubli
Kung ano ang nararamdaman ko para sa’yo.

Mananatili akong sa’yo, sa mga oras na kailangan mo ako
Sa mga araw na wala kang masasandalan
Ako ang kanlungan mo
Ang iyong maaasahan

Mananatili sa iyong tabi
Kahit sa mga gabing hindi ka mapakali,
Sa’yo lang ako naging sigurado
Sa’yo lang ako naging kuntento,

Mananatiling sa’yo
Sa’yo hanggang dulo;

Pero hindi payapa ang aking mundo kung wala ka
Mahal, ikaw ang aking pahinga, ang aking payapa,
Sa mga panahong ako ay pagod at gustong mapag-isa
Sa iyong piling, ikaw ang aking tahanan

Ikaw ang aking magpakailanman
Ang aking tahanan
Ang aking masasandalan
Ikaw at ako’y nasa kanluran

Ang iyong mga kamay ang aking gustong hawakan
Ang iyong tinig ang aking gustong marinig
Ikaw ang aking kasiyahan sa mga araw na ako ay nalulumbay;
At ikaw lamang ang aking mamahalin habangbuhay.

Hindi kita papalitan
Hindi kita bibitiwan,
Hindi kita susukuan
Mananatili akong sa’yo,

Hindi kita iiwan
Dahil ikaw ang aking ligaya,
Ikaw lamang ang nag-iisa
Mananatili akong sa’yo.

Huwag kang mag-alala
Hindi ako mawawala;
Sasamahan kita kahit saan man tayo mapunta
Basta’t ikaw ang aking kasama.

Ikaw ang natatangi
Ang kailanman na hindi ko kayang itanggi,
Ikaw at ako’y isinulat sa mga bituin sa kalangitan
At dahil sa ating wagas na pagmamahalan;

Hindi kita ikakahiya
Ipagsisigawan sa buong mundo
Kung gaano kita kamahal sinta
At dahil ang puso ko’y sa’yo.
86 · Jan 2021
Prison of Hell
eyndinmncnll Jan 2021
Trying to free me from the chains that they cuffed around my neck, feet and hands
Trying to free me from the pain that I could never understand
Here I am imprisoned in the distress of my past
And burning my soul in hell
But how long will the pain last ?
Unless you wish me well.
83 · Mar 2021
This girl
eyndinmncnll Mar 2021
This girl is rare, This girl is one of a kind
This girl only has you on her mind
This girl is still under your care
Oh, but this girl is hurt
And has no more time to flirt

This girl’s already all alone
She’s no longer in your zone
This girl has already cried enough
But this girl’s heart’s too tough

This girl no longer owns you
This girl is no longer your priority
This girl’s decision is never made easy
This girl will never listen to your lies anymore
Cause this girl can’t hold it any longer
This girl still loves you so
But you see, this girl has to let you go

This girl no longer believes in you
This girl no longer misses you
This girl no longer trusts you
This girl is no longer coming back to you
This girl already gave you the freedom you deserve
This girl has a lot to observe

From your words of wisdom to lies
She can’t see it in your eyes
But she feels it inside her
You never deserve to keep her

This girl loves you more than you ever know
She’s just too shy to let it show
But she needs to love herself first
This girl already found you
But you let her go
She chose you for a reason
But this love is already not it’s season
But she needs to find herself first
This girl misses you like crazy
But she misses herself more every day
This girl gave time to you
But she needs to spare herself some time

This girl already forgave you
And hopes to forget what has been said and done
This girl  will still treat you as her only one
But she needs to give you the freedom you deserve
I hope one day we meet again
Where this pain no longer remained
I hope you find the happiness you deserve

One day, this girl will look at you
Like I no longer have feelings for you
One day, I will find time to see you
But I’m no longer coming back to you.
79 · Aug 2023
Aking sinta (11-01-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Sa gilid ng aking mga mata
Hinahayaan kitang pagmasdan
Para kang mga tala sa kalangitan
Na lumiliwanag gaya ng iyong mga mata

Wala na palang saysay ang aking pagtingin
Kung hindi naman ako ang hinahanap mo
Kung hindi pala ako ang pinapangarap mo
Mahirap man kasing aminin

Ang matagal ko nang gustong sabihin
Na ikaw lamang ang aking minimithi
Ang aking hinihiling
Puwede bang ako na lang

Tayo na lang
Ako na lang ang piliin mo
Tayo nalang ang magsama
Tayo na lang ang magmahalan, aking sinta

Oh, hindi ko maitanggi
Na ako sa iyo ay may lihim na pagtingin
Kusa kitang hiniling
Sana nga ay ako na ang gusto **** makasama

Mahal na mahal kita
Hindi kita iiwanan
Hindi papabayaan, lagi kang iingatan
Aalagaan, Oh aking sinta
77 · Aug 2023
LAGING IKAW (3-19-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Puso ko’y umaapaw sa tuwa
Sa tuwing ikaw ang kausap buong magdamag
Na para bang sa bawat minuto ako ay napapalundag
Dahil sa ako ay iyong napasaya

Kaya’t sana ay huwag kang magbago
Huwag kang mag-alala nandito lang ako
Naghihitay palagi para sa’yo
Kaya’t walang susuko

Laging ikaw ang nasa isip
Ang nasa aking panaginip
Laging ang pangalan mo
Ang sigaw ng aking puso

Laging ikaw ang gustong hanap ng aking mga mata
Pagkadilat ko pa lang sa umaga
Laging ikaw lamang ang gustong makatabi
Mapa-umaga man hanggang gabi

Laging ikaw lamang ang magmamay-ari ng aking puso
Pangako, mananatili akong sa’yo
Basta’t laging ikaw lamang
Laging ikaw lamang

Malayo man tayo sa isa’t-isa
Hindi man tayo laging magkasama
Basta’t iyong tatandaan
Ang puso ko’y sa iyo lamang nakalaan

Pangako, mananatili tayong buo
Hanggang sa dulo
At kahit saan man mapunta
Ako’y ‘di na kailangan mangamba

Sa iyo lamang akong talaga
Laging ikaw ang nasa aking isip
Laging ikaw ang nasa aking panaginip
Ang puso ko’y sa’yo lang talaga
75 · Mar 2021
My Suicide Note
eyndinmncnll Mar 2021
Prison of Hell
Try to free from the chains,
Cuffed around my neck,
Bound are my feet and hands.
Trying to free myself,
How long will I last?
This indicipherable torture,
Imprisoned by my past.
How long will this pain last?
Burn my soul,
With this addicting ache I lust,
Shackled by the ticking sand–
But how long will I truly last?
Unless you wish me well,
Bound are my feet and hands,
Carpe Diem,
Save me lest I end, by my two hand.
75 · Mar 2021
tired.
eyndinmncnll Mar 2021
Loving someone who has no time for you? Wow. How incredible.
67 · Sep 2020
Feeling like hell
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
He made me realize that I was living in a house filled with demons
Their bad habits are quite common
If you could compare it with anything else
I only want nothing more, nothing less
They are quite cruel
They only wanted to conquer and rule
Conquer and rule the world and own it like it's theirs
But they aren't the heirs.

I have a mother whose like Beelzebub
I have a father whose like Beelzebul
I have a sister-in-law whose like Lucifer
While my siblings were the accuser.

How I wonder, my home no longer has love in it
How can I feel it?
My heart is already numb
And my mind is super dumb.
How can I call it my home
If I feel hopeless and alone,
Where shall I locate my house?
Well, Hell is already my house.
No wonder, I have been feeling like hell
Every time you try to wish me well.
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In a world of vessels, long and winding they roam,
Hypertension, a silent threat in every home.
Blood pressure, it rises, a force hard to resist,
A condition demanding attention, not to be missed.

But hidden beneath, in the adrenal's secret lair,
Lies hyperaldosteronism, a tale quite rare.
Aldosterone's excess, like a river uncontrolled,
Sodium retained, and potassium's hold unfolds.

Hypertension, the villain, in this dual dance they play,
As aldosterone's excess, blood pressure does sway.
Yet diagnosis is key, for treatment to take flight,
Medications and lifestyle, to keep it just right.

So heed the warning signs, let not your health dismiss,
For hypertension and hyperaldosteronism, they persist.
With knowledge and care, in this journey, we find,
The power to manage, a healthier state of mind.
63 · Sep 2023
hues of life.
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the palette of life, colors come alive,
Each shade tells a story, let's take a dive.
Red like the fire of passion's embrace,
A love so intense, it lights up the space.

Blue, like the ocean, so deep and so vast,
In the waves of our journey, love's built to last.
Yellow, like sunshine, on a clear summer's day,
In laughter and joy, we find our own way.

Green, like the earth, it symbolizes growth,
In the nurturing love, we take each oath.
Purple, like royalty, a love that's refined,
In the depths of our hearts, it's there we find.

Orange, like the sunset, a warm, gentle glow,
In moments of peace, love's true colors show.
Pink, like a rose, in its delicate grace,
In love's tender touch, we find our safe place.

All the colors of the world, in life and love,
A kaleidoscope of feelings, from below to above.
With every hue, a different tale unfolds,
In the canvas of our hearts, these stories are told.

In this world of colors, where love's the theme,
May our hearts be a rainbow, a vibrant dream.
With every shade, a different love story we'll weave,
In the tapestry of life, where our hearts believe.
59 · Aug 2023
Babalik-balikan (6-29-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Hihiwalayan, babalikan
Bibitawan, Hahabulin
Hihilingin ka ulit na mapasa’kin
Hihintayin ka ulit na babalik sa akin

Hihintayin, Papatawarin
Tatanggapin, Mamahalin sa uulitin
Wag kang mag-alala
Huwag kang mangamba

Ikaw ay tatanggapin pa rin
Ang aking paulit-ulit na hihilingin
Kahit na isang saglit
Kahit na masakit

Dahil ikaw pa rin ay aking mahal
Kahit gaano man ka-tagal
Hihintayin kitang bumalik
Sa iyo pa rin ako ay nananabik

Ikaw pa rin ang babalik-balikan
Oh, ang aking babalik-balikan

Naghihintay sa wala
Umaasa pa rin sa wala
Di alam kung may pag-asa pa
Kung kailan mo ako babalikan

Ako ang naghabol kahit hindi naman ako Ang nang-iwan
Basta’t alam ko
Na hindi ako ang lugi sa dulo

At least hindi ako naging sakit sa ulo
Binigay ko man lahat
Kulang man o sapat
Sa aking piling naman ay
Nakita kitang sumaya

Bakit kinailangan pa na maghiwalay ?
Sana nga ay bumalik ka na

Naging masaya naman ako nang wala ka na
Nabuo ko naman sarili ko
Ng wala ang tulong mo
Pagkat mayroong puwang dito sa puso ko

Na ikaw lamang ang makaka-puna
Dahil ikaw lang langga ay sapat na

Nagbago man ang lahat sa akin
Ngunit ang nararamdaman ko sa’yo
Ay mananatili at hindi magbabago kailanman
Hindi ko na kailangang sabihin:

Na babalikan mo ako o huwag na
Basta’t hindi kita susukuan
58 · Sep 2020
feeling sick
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
Water alone cannot suffice my hunger
Food alone cannot withstand my thirst
I was drowning in fear and running for my life
I feel like lying in deathbed all my life
55 · Oct 2020
Blessing in disguise
eyndinmncnll Oct 2020
One-sided love, he ain't my first love
I'm the devilish one, he's the angelic one
We're different yet the same
Every time he calls out my name.

It must be bad karma
What I did to every one,
That's why I'm all alone
But I ain't lonely,
I'm super happy
I guess this is good karma,
I bet he's my blessing in disguise
And maybe he's the angel in the skies.

I've got no horns
I ain't crowned with thorns
I've got no halo
Maybe I'll just say hello

I've got no wooden staff
I ain't worshipping a golden calf
I had no wings for me to fly
But I'm pretty sure I'm happy enough to cry

I can't part the sea
I can't reach the shore
I can't cross the ocean and walk on the water
I can't perform miracles.

I hope you would see
That I ain't like this before
I drifted like the wind after
It was then told in the oracle.
54 · Aug 2023
Philautia. (11-20-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Strolling all alone in the sidewalks
Been too busy and too tired to talk
Oh, I am taking all the time
All alone but ain’t lonely

Oh, I am alone all the time
But I ain’t lonely
Hey, I was doing really just fine
Yes, I will be fine

I am taking all the self-worth I deserve
Feed me the love I deserve
I am satisfying myself with the self-love I deserve
Yeah, I deserve so much more than what I truly deserve

Been alone in the seaside now
Too many things going around my mind
I have been so busy now
I got to let myself find me

Know what else will be behind me
Know what I got to find
And oh, I have been managing my own time
The way you never reciprocate the time

I want to have
I got to have
I deserve to have
Oh, I am all that I have

Walking by the seaside aisle
Seeing the beach in a different perspective
Let us be lost in our way
And discover the world we live in

You got to give in
Walking that extra mile
Reaching the borderline
Life seems too obstructive

I got to say
I was alone but ain’t lonely
Say that I was lonely before but I was with you
What would be the difference?

I just want to be alone
At least I feel less lonely
There seems to be an occurrence
It was different when I was with you
52 · Sep 2020
Far Away </3
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
I'm letting you go
I'm setting you free,
It's not you because it's me
I love you but this is goodbye;
I just want to let you know
I love you goodbye.

I never stopped loving you
It was you who chose to walk away,
I never stopped aporoaching you
It was you who went away;

I am so confused
Our set-up was so infused
That's why bridges should be burned
And tables should have turned

I am way too good for you
You are no good for me
You will just take me for granted
And then leave me unattended

Do I have to notice you first and aporoach you
Just to let you know that I will be here for you
But I won't be that girl any longer
Who would stay by your side forever

That's why I need to let go of your hand
I hope you understand
As i walk far away, I hope you close your eyes
And wipe away the tears falling from your eyes.
51 · Sep 2023
Chismism
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In whispers shared, secrets unfold,
A chismosa's tale, in stories untold.
From neighbor's news to rumors wide,
In hushed tones, we let curiosity guide.

Gossip's allure, a tempting delight,
Spreading tales from morning to night.
Behind closed doors and over the fence,
A chismosa's world, in suspense.

But let us remember, as we pry,
To be kind and gentle, not quick to belie.
For words have the power to mend or break,
In the chismosa's journey, let empathy wake.

So gather 'round, oh chismosa's kin,
Let's share our stories with care within.
In our little circle of whispers and grace,
May understanding and compassion find their place.
48 · Aug 2023
Better (04-02-22)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Baby, you deserve a love that stays
Deserve a girl that stays
Not that kind of love that comes back
That makes you distract

You deserve a love that remains
A love that gives inner peace but not hurt and pain
You deserve a love that never leaves
And a heart and mind that never deceives

Baby you deserve better
I don’t want to see you with someone better
That’s why I wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, better, better, better for you

Baby, come here
I will kiss it better
I just want to be with you forever
I want us to be together

I just wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, Promise I’ll be better
Better, better, better for you

You deserve to be loved
You are more than enough
You deserve a love that lasts a lifetime
Babe, you are the best thing that has ever been mine

No wonder why everyone leaves you
I don’t know what’s their problem
But let me stay here with you
Until we will make it an official

This love is not artificial
This love is like an emblem
I just wanna treasure you forever
I will give up everything so we could be together

Cause baby, you deserve a love that stays
You deserve a love that never goes away
No ghosting, no clout chasing

Just love, pure love
No pressure, not a leisure
No need to rush, if this feeling is just a crush
You deserve a love that remains

A love that stays and never goes away
A love that never demands pain
A love that is not forced usually

It is not a fleeting feeling
This feeling made me feel like I’m on the ceiling
This love made me feel crazy
I’m going crazy, I want to be your lady
48 · Sep 2023
Cheating spree
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In shadows cast, a deceitful dance,
Cheating's allure, a fleeting chance.
A web of lies, a tangled scheme,
A broken trust, a shattered dream.

The cheater's path, a treacherous road,
Where promises fade and hearts erode.
In pursuit of gain, they lose their way,
Leaving pain and sorrow in their wake.

But remember well, the cost it bears,
For cheating's flame burns, but never repairs.
Honesty's light, the better way to go,
In love and life, let integrity glow.

Let's strive for truth, in every endeavor,
For cheating's grip, we must endeavor.
In loyalty and faith, let hearts find rest,
For honesty's path is always the best.
47 · Aug 2023
My moon (7-28-23)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
The sky is breathtakin’
I feel like stargazin’
Capturing moments of you
Observing every move of you

Looking at your smile
While relaxing in the isle
I got this kind of healthy love
No one could ever get enough

When tough times arise
Like waves they fall or rise
Just know that I will always be here for you
I will always love you in all shades of you

I still want you
I still love you even if you hurt me
I still want you even if you are mean to me
Nobody’s perfect and we aren’t perfect, love
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
I'm a single lady, in the spotlight's glow,
Heart unattached, ready to let go,
I stand tall, I shine so bright,
In the middle of the stage, under the neon light.

No partner beside me, I own the stage,
Writing my story, turning the page,
With confidence and grace, I take the floor,
Single and fabulous, that's for sure.

I don't need a hand to hold,
I've got a fire that's burning bold,
Independent and strong, I stand alone,
In the center of the spotlight, I've grown.

I'll savor this moment, it won't last forever,
Single or not, I'll endeavor,
To live my life with passion and might,
In the middle of the spotlight's radiant light.

Single lady, fierce and free,
Dancing through life, just being me,
I'm the star of my own show tonight,
Single lady, in the spotlight's light.

So here I am, center stage, it's my time to shine,
Single and fabulous, embracing what's mine,
In the spotlight's embrace, I'll ignite,
Single lady, unstoppable, burning so bright.
45 · Sep 2023
time fades
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In realms where time is but a drifting tide,
There lies a dream where we never did divide,
Perhaps in another life, a different place,
We'd find our love, a new and boundless space.

In that alternate world, fate took a different stance,
We shared a dance, a timeless romance,
Our souls entwined in a different rhyme,
A love so deep, it transcends all time.

Maybe in another life, our paths aligned,
In the tapestry of destiny, beautifully designed,
Our hearts, they'd beat in perfect sync,
In a love story, without a missing link.

In this life, we may have walked apart,
But in the next, we'd never depart,
Through the sands of time, we'd always strive,
To find each other in another life.

So in this world, where our paths may not entwine,
I'll cherish the memories of a love divine,
And hope that in the universe's grand scheme,
In another life, you'll still be my dream.
44 · Aug 2023
Adrian. (11-9-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I think he already knows
Because I told him so
He just took what I said for granted
I thought I was all that he wanted

Ooh, I lost myself
Chasing after you
I lost myself
Looking for you

But then, you just ignored me
Yet you just seem uninterested in me
Oh, you wanted me to be
I never wanted to be

But I never lose you
You lost me
I never lost you
Cause you just let me

Go, oh, let me go
Oh, Adrian
You just let me go
Oh, Adrian
44 · Aug 2023
Anecito (7-28-2023)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You met me at a perfect time
But we both fed up in such a worst crime
Sadly, there is no more words to rhyme
Losing you is much better than losing myself for a lifetime

Been bruised, been scarred for life
Got pointed with a gun and knife
Thank God, I barely made it out alive
Barely kicking just to survive

I thought there seems to be no life after you
Seeing myself miserable over you
For a long time, I hated you
Forgetting everything about you

When it seems that life is just a ride or die
You can’t even look me in the eye
How come you always lie
Everything is already said and done, goodbye

Stop trying so hard for things to work out for me
For the both of us, for you and me
You said you loved me
But time never lead you back to me

Two hearts still beat on with different rhythms
Collated on the different sides of every prism
Like the fragments of my broken heart
Everything fell apart

I hope we should let it go now
Letting go of all the hurts and pains now
I poured my whole heart out for you
But you hated yourself for letting me go

You gave me only a 3-month trial
Hopeful enough we would reconcile
Time was never on our side
Hope you float on it, life is a tide

Love seems too splendid
Then, like a call you left me unattended
But I don’t mind
Time alone cannot erase the memory you left behind

Hour glasses and stopwatches are all useless
Hoping for you ‘fess up, I’m breathless
Asking myself why’d you run away?
Runaway far away from today

Maybe you changed your mind approaching me
Instead, you chased and approached other girls
Why would I bother force you to stay with me?
I know my worth is weighed in gold and pearls

But you played me like a doll
Bounced me back like a ball
Guessed me like a mind game
Whispered in your name
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I have loved you enough
Not to pursue you yet
Cause not all that I see
Is what I get

Oh, I don't want to regret
So, I'd rather forget

Ooh, the words you said
Keeps on messing in my head
Ooh, the things we both did
Keeps on running in my head

But if you would ask me
I would answer right away
I would be yours
I'd like to be called yours


Ooh, this time is ours
This love is ours
If you would ask me
I'll be here to stay
44 · Aug 2023
INSOMNIA (7-6-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Hindi makatulog sa wastong oras
Hindi rin makakain sa saktong oras
Laging walang gana
Tanging ikaw na lamang ang natitrang pag-asa

Upang manumbalik sa dating sigla
Ang babaeng minahal ka ng sobra
Ngunit pinili **** iwanan siya
Sinaktan at pinaluha mo siya

Ang babaeng tulad niya ay walang ibang ginawa
Kundi intindihin at pakinggan ka
Ngayon hindi mo magawa iyong hinihiling niya
Sapat na sa kanya na makita kang masaya

Ngunit siya kaya niyang gawin lahat
Kaya niyang tiisin yung sakit
Minahal ka niya ng tapat
Ngunit ang iyong isinukli ay walang iba kundi sakit

Ngayon, iiyak siya ng biglaan
At ikaw ang tanging dahilan
Gigising siya ng alas tres ng umaga
Upang tanungin sa sarili niya

Bakit mo ba siya iniwan?
Dahil hindi niya ito dapat ngayon nararamdaman
Kahit masakit tinuturuan ko ang sarili ko
Na kalimutan kita kahit hindi ko kaya

Darating rin ang tamang tao
Na sa akin ay nakatadhana
43 · Aug 2023
PALANGGA (2-12-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Look at me, stare into my eyes and never look away
Hold my hand and hug me close
Then hear what I have to say
Love, it’s you I couldn’t bear to lose

I've been waiting for a long time
To be somebody's prayer
I have looked everywhere for a long time
But here you are now and you have answered my prayer

I can't find the right words to say:
How grateful I am of having you
You are God’s blessing and a living gift to me
To have someone like you

Through our ups and downs, you have loved me
And I am glad that you chose to stay

Some people search their whole lives to find what I found in you
And nothing's ever going to change the way I feel for you
Cause you gave me feelings I cannot put into words
But as they say action speaks louder than words

Cause a glimpse of you is all I ever yearned
I know your love is earned
But thank you, for making me feel loved
Because for me, you are enough to be loved

I still love you
I still miss you
I still want you
I still need you

Love me and look into my eyes
Cause love, you made me crazier all the time
Touch me now as I close my eyes
Cause I miss you all the time

You made me choose
Don't worry, cause you're the one I'd always choose

You’re the missing piece who'll complete me
And I have already found a love for me
Look at me and stare into my eyes and never look away
Hold my hand and hug me close then hear what I have to say
Be by my side, hold my hand and hug me close then stay with me
43 · Aug 2023
Serendipity (10-15-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You, you look like the rest of my life
And I want to have you, you for the rest of my life
But if I am everything, I want to be your Queen
And you are crowned king, and we will have to come clean

But If I am anything, I would be everything
Just for you, just for you
I want to be yours; I am yours.

You are my reason behind my happiness
behind my loneliness
You are my cure after every pain
You are my gain
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
He was my moon
I was his stars
We shine so bright in the dark
Up in the night sky

Was it too soon?
To go this far
I left a mark
But I never try
Seeing you was black
Losing you was grey
Having you was red
Oh, being with you is yellow

I keep myself back on track
When skies turn grey
I am all alone in my bed
Thinking about all I know

Dreaming of you was my best habit to break
Losing you was beyond my control
It was the risk I could take
Losing you made me lose control

Oh, this love is fleeting
This love is reeling
I’m on the ceiling
I am in love with this feeling

You are the fuel to my fire
Come walk with me along the wire
Let us end in flames of paradise
You are my blessing in disguise
42 · Aug 2023
THREE (10-31-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You make me feel brand new
Let us just enjoy the view
Sipping champagne, sitting by the porch
Watching the sun sets

Let us make up and mend the pain
And let us light up some torch
I just wanted to do this with you
I can’t forget

325,000 and 600 minutes
365 days, 1 minute
24 hours a day, 12 hours a day
I’m so glad I found you, and make love to you

At exactly three in the morning
I still reminisce the old times
At exactly three in the morning
My midnight thoughts came by this time

Just a blur, in the blink of an eye
Everything fades, you and me, we’re done
It was already gone
Inside of me, I will die, I have died

Every time I cry, my eyes were already dried
Oh, just like a smoke, you were gone
Just like a smoke, what we had is done
Yeah, I will try to bury it in oblivion

This love is not a competition
Whoever gets the most attention
Or lacks affection
Will get an elimination from my life

What a bitter strife
Oh, at exactly three in the morning
I cry myself to sleep
I already am falling into deep


I have to forget this feeling
What has happened to me at three in the morning
Will remain a history
Until now, it became a history.
40 · Aug 2023
Love lots (10-23-21)
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I want to have you
I got to have you
I want to have your last name
Though we’re different and the same

You never knew how much you mean to me
How much I love you so
How much you were so special to me
How much I miss you so

Loving you was red
I cannot get you out my head
With you, I found clarity
In you, I found sanity

Loving you was blue
How I wish you knew
That I want to say this to you
That how much do I love you so

Oh, I have been searching for someone like you
Long before I knew you
Long before I hear your name
I know I am no longer the same
40 · Sep 2023
Friendship
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
Through the highs and lows, we've always been,
A bond so strong, it can never rescind.
In laughter and tears, we'll forever defend,
This friendship of ours, it will never end.

Friendship never ends, it's a timeless song,
Through the years, it remains so strong.
In the tapestry of life, you're my guiding star,
No matter how near or how far.

In the darkest nights and the brightest days,
We've found our strength in so many ways.
Through thick and thin, you're my trusted friend,
In this journey of ours, we'll never bend.

In the chapters of life, as the story unfolds,
Our friendship's the treasure that never grows old.
In every adventure, in every twist and turn,
Together, forever, we'll laugh and we'll learn.

As we grow older, our memories compile,
In the book of friendship, mile after mile.
Through trials and triumphs, hand in hand,
Our friendship's a rock, forever to stand.

So here's to us, in this endless embrace,
Our friendship's a journey, a beautiful chase.
Through all of life's twists and its bends,
I promise you this, our friendship never ends.
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