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eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Age does not matter
Inner beauty does matter
Outer beauty does not
Personality matters most

I love the way you touch my hand
I know it is your command
Love me more than I deserve
Cause I will love you more than what you deserve.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Ikaw ang simula at ang wakas
Panahon man ay lumipas
Sa iyong yakap ako’y walang takas
Aking pag-ibig sa iyo ay wagas

Ang ating pagmamahalan sa isa’t isa
Lumiliwanag nang parang mga tala
Hindi ko ninanais na ikaw ay magtaka
Huwag ka nang mag-abala pa

Ikaw ang kinang sa ‘king mga mata
Ikaw at ako’y iisa
Ikaw ang laman ng bawat pahina
Ang pamagat sa aking tula

Ang musika sa aking kanta
Kung ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo, sinta
Ay magiging isang sumpa
Habangbuhay akong manunumba sa dambana

Ayokong lumayo sa’yo
Ikakalungkot ng puso ko
Ika'y aking naging mundo
Sa iyo, mahal ay ako'y natutuliro

Hawakan mo lamang ang aking kamay
Ikaw lamang ang aking pipiliin sa habangbuhay
Ang aking minahal ng tunay
Ang makamit ka ay isang tagumpay

Ikaw ang aking biyaya
Ang dumating nang kusa
Ikaw ay mahalaga
Huwag kang mag-alala

Ikaw ay minamahal kong talaga
Ang aking puso'y sa iyo mas sumasaya
Ikaw ang aking dinalangin sa Poong Maykapal
Ang hinintay ko nang kaytagal
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I didn't expect for you to arrive so soon
What I felt was so over the moon
When I met you, it was something special
This love was rather emotional or sentimental

Seeing you smile and happy made my day complete
While holding my hand or hugging me made my heart beat
Our blissful nights are for *******
And our glory mornings are for *******

What would life be without you?
Would life be worth living without you?

All my better days are the ones spent with you
I would never finish falling in love with you
And in the middle of my mess and chaos, there was you
Baby, your arms felt like home

With you, it will always feel like coming home
Then and now, my heart made its choice and it chose you

When I'm with you, I always forget my problems and sorrows
Only you can make me smile even in my lowest of lows
And only you is proud enough to love and accept me
Right before we became lovers

I knew that we were meant to be together
That you belong with me

I just wanna give the love you never had
I just wanna see you being glad
No more room for loneliness
I hope with me is where you would find your long lost happiness
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the shadows of despair, I once did tread,
A silent victim of a pain I often dread.
Behind closed doors, where scars were left unseen,
I battled through the darkness, where cruelty had been.

But now I rise, a survivor strong and free,
Breaking chains of torment, finding strength in me.
In the echoes of my story, a truth that must be told,
For in the light of awareness, healing can unfold.

No longer will I bear the weight of silent tears,
I'll speak my truth, confront my fears.
I'll find my voice, a beacon in the night,
To guide the lost, to help them find their light.

Abuse may scar the surface, but it won't define my soul,
For I am more than a victim; I'm a survivor on the whole.
In the tapestry of my life, I'll weave a story true,
Of resilience, of hope, and strength anew.

Let this poem be a testament, a promise to the skies,
That in the face of darkness, in my heart, love lies.
I'll rise above the pain, embrace the life I choose,
For I am not defined by the abuse I did lose.

To all who've suffered silently, know you're not alone,
Together, we'll find healing, our strength brightly shone.
In unity, in love, and in our voices strong and clear,
We'll break the chains of silence, dispelling all our fear.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I like it when you smile
I get so happy
When you talk to me
Even just for a while

You remember little details of me
Your Mom was so much closer to me
I wonder how you would feel
That this feeling I feel is real

I have prayed so hard to God
That You would come along my way
I knew it was the will of God
For me to hear you say

Just stay, stay here with me
Even just for today
I want you to see
That you're the only one for me

Your eyes were like stars
Look how they shine so bright
When you look at me
When you stare at me

Your voice is like an angel I long to hear
Right now, I wish you were here
Who knows what I fear?
To slip you away, my dear

It was like my whole world's already in front of me
It was like my answered prayers' already in front of me
You are like a distant star
Look how you shine so bright

Save me, save me from drowning
I'm slowly falling
Falling deep into you
Falling deep into an ocean of love

And I am deeply in love
Deeply in love with you

I'm afraid to lose you
Even though you're not even mine
But I'll be fine
It's just that I am missing you

Every love song reminds me of you
Loving you was like breathing
But never interested enough to stop breathing
Cause every beat of my heart is calling you
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I think he already knows
Because I told him so
He just took what I said for granted
I thought I was all that he wanted

Ooh, I lost myself
Chasing after you
I lost myself
Looking for you

But then, you just ignored me
Yet you just seem uninterested in me
Oh, you wanted me to be
I never wanted to be

But I never lose you
You lost me
I never lost you
Cause you just let me

Go, oh, let me go
Oh, Adrian
You just let me go
Oh, Adrian
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Singkislap ng mga tala ang iyong mga mata
Sa tuwing ikaw ay nakatingin sa akin
Sa tuwing tayo ay magkasama
Anong saya aking nadarama

Di ko maipaliwanag
Sadyang aking mundo’y lumiliwanag
Ibubulong ko na lamang sa hangin
Ang aking nararamdaman na hindi ko maamin

Aking mahal, sana ay ikaw na nga
Ang aking makakasama hanggang sa pagtanda
Sana ay ako lamang ang iyong mamahalin
Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal

Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
At ikaw lamang ang aking mamahalin
Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal, minamahal at mamahalin, sinta
At wala nang iba pa

Hindi man kita kasama araw man o gabi
Walang ibang papalit sa’yo dito sa puso ko
Ikaw lamang ang aking gustong makatabi
At sa iyo lamang umiikot aking mundo

Saksi ang Panginoon sa ating pagmamahalan
Dahil alam niyang sa iyo ako nakalaan
Ito ang iyong pakatatandaan
Na kahit ako ay magkamali man, pangakong hindi kita sasaktan

Singdami nang mga tala ang mga taon
Na gustong tayo ang magkasama hanggang sa huli
Kahit na tayo man ay magkalayo ngayon
Alam kong makakasama’t mahahagkan kitang muli

Sana ay pagbigyan ng panahon
Kahit sa gabi lamang ikaw ay makatabi

Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal
Mula noon hanggang ngayon
Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Mula noon hanggang ngayon

Ikaw lamang ang aking mahal
Ang aking minamahal
At aking pipiliing mamahalin
Sana ay ako rin
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Sa gilid ng aking mga mata
Hinahayaan kitang pagmasdan
Para kang mga tala sa kalangitan
Na lumiliwanag gaya ng iyong mga mata

Wala na palang saysay ang aking pagtingin
Kung hindi naman ako ang hinahanap mo
Kung hindi pala ako ang pinapangarap mo
Mahirap man kasing aminin

Ang matagal ko nang gustong sabihin
Na ikaw lamang ang aking minimithi
Ang aking hinihiling
Puwede bang ako na lang

Tayo na lang
Ako na lang ang piliin mo
Tayo nalang ang magsama
Tayo na lang ang magmahalan, aking sinta

Oh, hindi ko maitanggi
Na ako sa iyo ay may lihim na pagtingin
Kusa kitang hiniling
Sana nga ay ako na ang gusto **** makasama

Mahal na mahal kita
Hindi kita iiwanan
Hindi papabayaan, lagi kang iingatan
Aalagaan, Oh aking sinta
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Alam kong hindi ang pangalan ko
Ang unang tatawagin mo
Ang unang bibigkasin mo
Ang maaalala mo

Alam kong hindi ang pangalan ko
Ang unang papasok sa isip mo
Ang unang maiisip mo
Sa tuwing naririnig mo ito

Alam kong hindi rin ang pangalan ko
Ang lagi **** bukambibig sa mga kaibigan mo
Hindi rin ako ang laman ng mga kwento mo
Ang una **** matakbuhan sa tuwing may problema ka

Mas lalong hindi ako ang hanap-hanap ng mga mata mo
Ang kinabbabaliwan mo
Ang magiging kabiyak mo sa tamang panahon
Hindi lang ako naglakas ng loob na sabihin sa iyo noon

Ang una **** tatawagan sa tuwing nag-iisa ka
Alam kong hindi ang text o tawag ko ang una **** sasagutin
Hindi rin ito ang laging inaabangan mo
Alam kong kung paano mo ako tingnan ay iba

Iba kung paano mo siya tingnan
Iba kung paano mo siya mahalin
Kung paano mo siya alagaan
Alam kong hindi ako ang mundo mo

Ang unang iikot at tatakbo sa isipan mo araw-araw
Alam kong hindi ako ang iniisip mo araw-araw
Alam kong kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sa akin
Alam kong parang kapatid lang ang pagtrato mo sa akin

Alam kong hindi ang kamay ko ang unang hahawakan mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang unang lalapitan mo
At unang hahanapin mo pagkadilat ng mga mata mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang unang yayakapin mo

Alam kong hindi ako ang unang liligawan mo
Alam kong hindi ako, Oo
Noong una pa lang alam ko na
Na hindi ako ang tinitibok ng puso mo

Ang iyong unang sinisinta
Alam ko noong una pa lang
Tinatak ko na sa isipan ko
Na wala akong puwang ni minsan man diyan sa puso mo

Alam kong ang bawat pagtingin mo sa akin
Ay iba sa kung paano mo siya tingnan
Kung paano mo siya kausapin
Kung paano ka magmalasakit sa kanya

Kung paano mo siya tratuhin
Ni minsan hindi ko inisip o hiniling
Na ibalik mo sa akin ang pagmamahal na ipinaramdam ko sa'yo
Ni minsan hindi ako nagdalawang isip na katukin yang puso mo

Baka sakali lang matanggap at mahalin mo rin ako
Baka sakali maisip mo rin na bigyan ako ng pagkakataon
Ni minsan hindi ako humingi ng kahit anong kapalit
Ni minsan hindi ko inisip na habulin ka

Na lumuhod sa harap mo at magmakaawa
Dasal lang ang kakampi ko
Na sana huwag kang magmahal ng iba
Na sana walang ibang naghihintay sa’yo

Na sana ako na lang ang mamahalin mo
Na sana dinggin na ng Panginoon ang hiling ko
Alam ko na hindi ako ang gusto mo
Noong una pa lang alam ko na

Kahit hindi mo sabihin
Ramdam ko naman
Ang mga panlalamig na trato mo sa akin
Ang pagbabalewala mo sa akin

Alam kong kahit kailan wala akong laban sa kanya
Kahit kailan hindi kita magawang pilitin
Ayaw kong ipilit sa iyo na ako ang piliin
Dahil alam kong siya ang gusto mo

Alam kong hindi para sa akin ang mga ngiti mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang gustong makausap mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang gusto **** makasama
Ang gusto **** makita kang tumawa.

Kahit kailan hindi ako magiging siya
Kahit kailan hindi ko kayang palitan siya
Diyan sa puso mo
Kahit kailan hindi ko magawang turuan ang puso mo

Na ako ang mahalin mo
Na ako ang pipiliin mo
Kahit kailan hindi ako ang nakikita mo
Sa tuwing magkasama tayo

Hiniling mo na sana siya na lang ang kasama mo
Na sana siya na lang ang nakausap mo
At ang nakakaintindi at nakikinig sa’yo
Kailanman magkaiba kami

At kahit bali-baliktarin man natin ang mundo
Kahit ikumpara mo man ako
Hindi siya magiging ako
At hindi rin ako magiging siya.
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In a world of vibrant colors, where love knows no confines,
We celebrate diversity, where every heart unwinds.
For in the tapestry of life, a rainbow brightly gleams,
Embracing awareness of LGBTQ, we honor diverse dreams.

In every shade and orientation, identities that bloom,
We find the strength to stand as one, dispelling fear and gloom.
Love transcends the boundaries, it knows no black or white,
In the realm of acceptance, we all find our inner light.

With pride we raise our voices, in unity we sing,
A chorus of acceptance, to the world, we bring.
For LGBTQ, with open hearts, we listen, learn, and grow,
In embracing understanding, love's boundless rivers flow.

No matter who you love or who you choose to be,
We stand beside you, hand in hand, in solidarity.
Embracing awareness of LGBTQ, we celebrate the truth,
That love is love, and in its name, we'll forever find our youth.

In this world of acceptance, where diversity's embraced,
We find a stronger, kinder place, where all are free to chase,
Their dreams, their love, their lives, in the sun's warm, gentle rays,
Embracing awareness of LGBTQ, we'll walk in brighter days.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You met me at a perfect time
But we both fed up in such a worst crime
Sadly, there is no more words to rhyme
Losing you is much better than losing myself for a lifetime

Been bruised, been scarred for life
Got pointed with a gun and knife
Thank God, I barely made it out alive
Barely kicking just to survive

I thought there seems to be no life after you
Seeing myself miserable over you
For a long time, I hated you
Forgetting everything about you

When it seems that life is just a ride or die
You can’t even look me in the eye
How come you always lie
Everything is already said and done, goodbye

Stop trying so hard for things to work out for me
For the both of us, for you and me
You said you loved me
But time never lead you back to me

Two hearts still beat on with different rhythms
Collated on the different sides of every prism
Like the fragments of my broken heart
Everything fell apart

I hope we should let it go now
Letting go of all the hurts and pains now
I poured my whole heart out for you
But you hated yourself for letting me go

You gave me only a 3-month trial
Hopeful enough we would reconcile
Time was never on our side
Hope you float on it, life is a tide

Love seems too splendid
Then, like a call you left me unattended
But I don’t mind
Time alone cannot erase the memory you left behind

Hour glasses and stopwatches are all useless
Hoping for you ‘fess up, I’m breathless
Asking myself why’d you run away?
Runaway far away from today

Maybe you changed your mind approaching me
Instead, you chased and approached other girls
Why would I bother force you to stay with me?
I know my worth is weighed in gold and pearls

But you played me like a doll
Bounced me back like a ball
Guessed me like a mind game
Whispered in your name
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I was meant to be yours before we met
It's your face I don't want to forget
I have felt your presence everywhere
As I have looked for you in everything

It's your voice I long to hear
There's nothing left to fear
And you never left me cause you're always there
And this is such an unexpected meeting

The butterflies I have felt inside my stomach
Oh, I have loved you from the moon to the stars and back
From the time I wake up, it's you I always think of
Up to the time I go to sleep, you're the last person I'm praying for

It's you I always dream of
To be with forevermore
No matter what I do
No matter where I go

There's a smile drawn on my face
There's a constant happiness painted in my gaze

You are and will always be my angel
You are and will always be my only love
You are and will always be my priority
You are and will always be my only choice

How you loved to see me in the best angle
I can see it in your eyes, love
That I am more than a fantasy
That explains why I became your first choice

Angel of mine, Angel of mine
I love you; I miss you
Angel of mine, Angel of mine

Distance is just a matter of challenge we face
But always remember that my heart only belongs to you
From the time I met you up to the time that you're already mine
Cause I knew this feeling is real the second I saw you

And everything fell in its place
The way our souls intertwine
I can't promise to solve all your problems
But you won't have to face them all alone

Even if your life has hit rock bottom
You'll never be alone

I can't wait to wake up next to you every day
Be with you every single day
Please don't forget how much I love you so
I just had to let you know

Even if I never let it show
I hate to see you go
I was meant to be yours even before we met
And you were an angel of mine I’ll never forget
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Boy, you keep me sane all the time
How you made me feel relaxed and calm all the time
Your voice sounds like a symphony in my ears
That I always yearn and long to hear

Your voice is like an angel
It sounds so sweet and beautiful
Rest assured, you are my one and only angel, baby
All rights reserved, you’re mine and I’m yours only

Forever I am yours
For all eternity
Together, we will be as one
This love and moment are ours
Since I know you’re the right one
You are mine faithfully

No one in this world is all I could ever compare
You stand alone, you are rare
There’s a couple billion people in this planet
But you are all I ever wanted

Started giving up on the word “forever”
Always holding back with commitment
But to me, you are Heaven-sent
That’s why I wanted us to be together

We deserve each other
So don’t worry, there’s no other
It’s you, the only one I adore
I never felt this way before

There’s no heart for me like yours
But I was convinced that my heart knew
It belonged to you long before I met you
Yet, I was always yours

Whenever I hear your name, I start smiling
Whenever I remember you, I start thinking
Do you miss me too the way I missed you?
Do I ever cross your mind all the time?

A part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything
How you walked into my life like you had always lived there
Oh, I would do everything, love you, give you my time, my attention, my everything
So just stay there, stay there

Like my heart was a home built just for you
You can treat me like a home
Where you can come and go home
Rest your worries and fears to me

I would do anything just to keep you
No need to worry about me
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I’ve always been yours
And I cannot find another this heart will beat for
You walk in and my heart beats different
I can still remember how our first conversation went

First you made my heart beat and then you beat my heart
It won’t stop beating right from the start
But when it breaks and heals again
Due to the pain, it remains

My heart will always beat for you
And my heart will still beat for you

I lost my way all the way to you
And it’s you I found all the way back to me
Maybe we were meant for each other
Maybe the heaven wants us to be together

I lost my way upon going to meet you
But you led the way just to see me

It’s here in my thoughts that you’re perfect
I always thought that you’re worth it
You’re worth the wait
And it’s here in my mind that your mine
And I think about you all the time

There will always be room for your hand in mine
But I see the way we shine
Because I love you for all that you are, for all that you have been and for all that you will be
I love you just the way you are, for all that I have witnessed and seen and for all that you wanted to be.
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the garden of our hearts, a delicate bloom once thrived,
A love so bright and beautiful, in your eyes, I once dived.
But now it's time to set you free, release your gentle hand,
To let the winds of change embrace, as we both understand.

With every whispered promise, and every shared dream,
We painted skies of wonder, beneath a golden gleam.
But paths diverge, as they often do, in this life's complex play,
And now, I must relinquish you, let go and find your way.

Our memories, like fragile petals, I'll treasure close and near,
As I bid you farewell, my love, without a single tear.
For letting go is not the end, but a new beginning's start,
As we journey forward separately, but forever in my heart.

In this act of parting ways, may you find your own light,
And may your days be filled with joy, in the sun's warm, gentle sight.
Though our hands must now unclasp, and our destinies unfold,
Know that in the story of my life, your chapter is pure gold.

So, go and spread your wings, my dear, to horizons yet unknown,
In the tapestry of life, your vibrant thread is beautifully sewn.
I release you with a hopeful smile, as our paths begin to mend,
For letting go, though bittersweet, can be a precious gift, my friend.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Hihiwalayan, babalikan
Bibitawan, Hahabulin
Hihilingin ka ulit na mapasa’kin
Hihintayin ka ulit na babalik sa akin

Hihintayin, Papatawarin
Tatanggapin, Mamahalin sa uulitin
Wag kang mag-alala
Huwag kang mangamba

Ikaw ay tatanggapin pa rin
Ang aking paulit-ulit na hihilingin
Kahit na isang saglit
Kahit na masakit

Dahil ikaw pa rin ay aking mahal
Kahit gaano man ka-tagal
Hihintayin kitang bumalik
Sa iyo pa rin ako ay nananabik

Ikaw pa rin ang babalik-balikan
Oh, ang aking babalik-balikan

Naghihintay sa wala
Umaasa pa rin sa wala
Di alam kung may pag-asa pa
Kung kailan mo ako babalikan

Ako ang naghabol kahit hindi naman ako Ang nang-iwan
Basta’t alam ko
Na hindi ako ang lugi sa dulo

At least hindi ako naging sakit sa ulo
Binigay ko man lahat
Kulang man o sapat
Sa aking piling naman ay
Nakita kitang sumaya

Bakit kinailangan pa na maghiwalay ?
Sana nga ay bumalik ka na

Naging masaya naman ako nang wala ka na
Nabuo ko naman sarili ko
Ng wala ang tulong mo
Pagkat mayroong puwang dito sa puso ko

Na ikaw lamang ang makaka-puna
Dahil ikaw lang langga ay sapat na

Nagbago man ang lahat sa akin
Ngunit ang nararamdaman ko sa’yo
Ay mananatili at hindi magbabago kailanman
Hindi ko na kailangang sabihin:

Na babalikan mo ako o huwag na
Basta’t hindi kita susukuan
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I didn’t know why you got me so addicted to you
Your presence is all I ever yearned for
I’m not like this before
I was so in love with you

You made me feel like this
Crazier with you
You made me love you like this
Head over heels for you

You are my bad habit to break
You are both good and bad for my health
Your love is my wealth
You’re the best choice I make

You got me drunk in your love
It got me so in love
You got me intoxicated in your presence
It made me sad feeling your absence

It made me never wanna leave your side
Please make me your bride
I’d do anything to keep you mine forever
At least we’d be together

Got me addicted to you like a drug
Baby, your love is like a drug
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Baby, you deserve a love that stays
Deserve a girl that stays
Not that kind of love that comes back
That makes you distract

You deserve a love that remains
A love that gives inner peace but not hurt and pain
You deserve a love that never leaves
And a heart and mind that never deceives

Baby you deserve better
I don’t want to see you with someone better
That’s why I wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, better, better, better for you

Baby, come here
I will kiss it better
I just want to be with you forever
I want us to be together

I just wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, Promise I’ll be better
Better, better, better for you

You deserve to be loved
You are more than enough
You deserve a love that lasts a lifetime
Babe, you are the best thing that has ever been mine

No wonder why everyone leaves you
I don’t know what’s their problem
But let me stay here with you
Until we will make it an official

This love is not artificial
This love is like an emblem
I just wanna treasure you forever
I will give up everything so we could be together

Cause baby, you deserve a love that stays
You deserve a love that never goes away
No ghosting, no clout chasing

Just love, pure love
No pressure, not a leisure
No need to rush, if this feeling is just a crush
You deserve a love that remains

A love that stays and never goes away
A love that never demands pain
A love that is not forced usually

It is not a fleeting feeling
This feeling made me feel like I’m on the ceiling
This love made me feel crazy
I’m going crazy, I want to be your lady
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
There is no more next time for me
For you and me, I thought we would be
More than what we imagine or see
But we used to be the life of the party

There's no more words to rhyme, to say
But you pushed me away
It washed me away out to sea
In us, there is no more we
eyndinmncnll Oct 2020
One-sided love, he ain't my first love
I'm the devilish one, he's the angelic one
We're different yet the same
Every time he calls out my name.

It must be bad karma
What I did to every one,
That's why I'm all alone
But I ain't lonely,
I'm super happy
I guess this is good karma,
I bet he's my blessing in disguise
And maybe he's the angel in the skies.

I've got no horns
I ain't crowned with thorns
I've got no halo
Maybe I'll just say hello

I've got no wooden staff
I ain't worshipping a golden calf
I had no wings for me to fly
But I'm pretty sure I'm happy enough to cry

I can't part the sea
I can't reach the shore
I can't cross the ocean and walk on the water
I can't perform miracles.

I hope you would see
That I ain't like this before
I drifted like the wind after
It was then told in the oracle.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I don’t need boys in my life
They need me
They want me
Because they want me in their life

You told me you loved me
But I end up chasing you
You showed me motives and assumed you love me
But I ended up stalking you

But I realized now my worth
And that is the truth

Guess I was only your past time girl
But not the girl you want to settle with
Guess I was only your hookup girl
But not as a potential lover you want to be with

I ain’t that girl who wants to be your slave
I want to bury my love for you
And bring it with me in my grave
Just to forget you

Boys only love to play games
But never even loved the fool
But what a shame
Because you look like a fool

Compared to me who never lose you
You lost me
Thinking that everything around you
And everything that revolves around you

Is just a game
Now that the cards are on the table
This feeling is no longer stable
I am no longer the same

Tables should be turned
Bridges should be burned
Every once in a blue moon
I fell out of love too soon

Never settle for a boy who just wants to have fun
Who just wants to be at the center of the spotlight?
That boy who wants to be always right
That boy who loves to be under the sun

I only love the players
But not the game
I only am disappointed in players
And I forget their names

In short, I never want boys in my life
Instead, they come for me
They need me, they want me
They love to have me in their life

I don’t need boys in my life
I live on my own
They only want me to be a part of their life
But nah, I chose to live on my own

Boys are like a poison in your mind
A toxic person in your life
A distracted and crazy you are what you will find
So never entertain them, so that you won’t have a miserable life.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Silver and Gold, that's what you are to me
Black and white, seems like hell inside of me
Red and Blue, peace and war are built in my mind
Oh, I guess I was rare enough to find

You need a target for you to pull the trigger
One bullet is all it takes
Whatever it takes
It makes me shiver

Make it rain
Let it rain bullets now
My life is miserable somehow
I am in so much pain

I am who I am (Fearless)
If I think I am (dauntless)
Then therefore I am (Oblivious)
And I am what I am (Dangerous)

It runs in my flesh, in my blood
Might wanna have a flash flood
My feelings, they are already dried
Like my eyes, they are already tired

I smile like a terror
I scare filled with horror
I grin like Nanno
I just have to let you know

Might wanna see me in the best angle
But you said you wanna see me in every angle
Everyone looks at me
And meets me in the eye

Oh, I cry, I cry, I cry
The way you pity me
The way you work hard to try
To insult me
eyndinmncnll Mar 2021
Yung di mo pa naririnig ang mga kataga
Ngunit ramdam na ng puso **** wala na talaga
Kayat huwag na nating ipilit pa
Dahil mas lalo lang tayong masasaktan
Pagkatapos mo siyang mahalin ay iniwan ka niyang luhaan

Kaya’t wag ka nang umasa pa
Na babalikan ka pa niya
Dahil kung talagang mahal ka niya
Di ka sana ngayon nag-iisa

Hindi ikaw ang may mali kundi sila
Nagmahal ka lang naman ng tapat
Pero bakit ka nila iniwang nag-iisa
Kahit ibigay mo pa lahat
Kung iiwan ka, iiwan ka talaga
Kung manloloko yan, magloloko yan
Kung sabi niyang mahal ka niya
Bakit ka niya sinasaktan ng ganyan?

Siguro may rason kung bakit tayo umabot sa ganito
Kung bakit nagwakas ang pagsasama nating dalawa
Ngayon ang puso ay nalilito
Kaya’t wag nang umasa pa
Na balang araw ay babalikan ka niya
Dahil kung talagang mahal ka niyan
Hindi ka niya iiwan nang luhaan

Hindi ikaw ang may mali kundi sila
Nagmahal ka lang naman ng tapat
Pero bakit ka nila iniwang nag-iisa
Kahit ibigay mo pa lahat
Kung iiwan ka, iiwan ka talaga
Kung manloloko yan, magloloko yan
Kung sabi niyang mahal ka niya
Bakit ka niya sinasaktan ng ganyan?


Walang magagawa kundi gustong ibalik lahat sa dati
Kaya’t inuungkat ang mga pangyayari
Ngunit ang alaala’y babalik pa
Kaso ang mga taong naging parte nito ay hindi na

Hindi ikaw ang may mali kundi sila
Nagmahal ka lang naman ng tapat
Pero bakit ka nila iniwang nag-iisa
Kahit ibigay mo pa lahat

Kung iiwan ka, iiwan ka talaga
Kung manloloko yan, magloloko yan
Kung sabi niyang mahal ka niya
Bakit ka niya sinasaktan ng ganyan?
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You said you loved me
And I was a fool to believe it
The world is what you promised to give me
And I fell for it

It was a promise I thought you would forever hold
But you lied to me
Yet, I’ve been told
That you were unfaithful to me

You said I’m the only one you loved (the one you loved)
You said I’m the one for you, destined for you
But why is it there’s two of us?
Or are you thirsty for lust?

I thought you love me
You said it so, yourself
But how come you fooled me?
Is that your way of loving me?

By fooling me, lying to me
Being unfaithful to me

Asking unanswered questions to myself
Am I not enough?
It makes me think I’m never enough
Did I not give you everything you wanted?
Provide you what you needed?

Were you never satisfied with the love I make you feel?
Were you not contented of the love I give?
My love for you was so real
Why would you ever want to leave?

You still hurt me, cheated on me
Despite of the way I treated you (You, oh)
Do I deserve this kind of pain?
I think I’ll never love this way ever again

Your love drains me
******* up all the energy within me
Which makes me tired already
And no amount of sleep or rest will make it go away
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the realm of schoolyard echoes, where children laugh and play,
Lies a haunting shadow, where innocence fades away.
It's the torment of the powerless, a wound that often stings,
The heart-wrenching story of those who endure bullying's painful wings.

But let us rise and face this plight, for change begins with grace,
To end the hurtful cycle, we must stand up and embrace.
With empathy and kindness, like a shield of strength and might,
Together we can make a stand, against the endless fight.

Bullying thrives in silence, in the shadows it does thrive,
But when we choose to intervene, we keep the hope alive.
For every voice that's raised, for every hand that's lent,
We can transform a world of pain into one of love, intent.

Let us teach the younger ones, the power to be kind,
To understand the hurt they cause, and leave no soul behind.
In unity, we'll break the chains, and let compassion reign,
For in a world without bullying, we'll heal each other's pain.

For every victim who has suffered, for every tear they've cried,
We'll stand as one against the storm, with love and strength beside.
Bullying's grip may weaken, as our voices rise above,
In the symphony of unity, we'll replace it with a loving, lasting love.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
She growls like an uneducated, unmannered woman
She ain't an athlete
But she chases a man like she's on a marathon
She's a desperate woman
But a ***** you could easily defeat
With just a blow, she loses and I won

Why does she chase him?
When he already loved another
Why does she still stay and never let go of him?
They're no longer meant for each other

She’s just wasting her entire life
Her entire time just for him
He doesn’t deserve to be his wife
He’s too good for him

She lost her entire life trying her best
To be loved by him was a test
She was fooled and used
She was gullible and it’s no use

"Let them bark like Cerberus", said she
“Let them howl like she’s more beautiful than Venus”, said she
But she’s the real Cerberus
Chases and forces herself to be loved by

She's nothing compared to me
She's no match for me

She was more than what he meets in the eyes
She was once the apple of his eyes
Her life is filled with lies
She is comforted with lies

And is hurt by the truth
She never knows nor values her worth

She was beautiful but has poor judgment of character
She lets other people down
To gain self-satisfaction from others
She didn't even know she's already down

She bangs like a rifle
Explodes like a missile
She's so gullible in one in a million
She no longer has companion

She’s a trophy wife
Such a life would become bitter strife
A desperate, pathetic *****
No cure would get rid of the itch

Maybe her mouth needs stitching
Cerberus is quite noisy to be barking.
She is destined for growling, for howling

“I’m an educated *****”, said she
But Cerberus is a well-mannered *****, said he
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In shadows cast, a deceitful dance,
Cheating's allure, a fleeting chance.
A web of lies, a tangled scheme,
A broken trust, a shattered dream.

The cheater's path, a treacherous road,
Where promises fade and hearts erode.
In pursuit of gain, they lose their way,
Leaving pain and sorrow in their wake.

But remember well, the cost it bears,
For cheating's flame burns, but never repairs.
Honesty's light, the better way to go,
In love and life, let integrity glow.

Let's strive for truth, in every endeavor,
For cheating's grip, we must endeavor.
In loyalty and faith, let hearts find rest,
For honesty's path is always the best.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Like a shadow, you’re always stuck with me
Even if I push you away
You always keep coming back to me
I guess, this is where you’ll stay

We were inseparable
You know you are adorable
Our parents were best friends
Maybe we can be more than friends
I am about to reminisce my childhood
Us playing hide and seek
Us taking a bath in the rain
Us playing tag

But now that we are experiencing adulthood
Yet this feeling is some kind of a magic trick

You were my favorite topic
You were always this meek
Just know that I love you
And nobody else know

I didn’t feel that this would be so much pain
My heart felt a little jet lag

Oh, we were neighbors since birth
Our age gap is only three years apart
Since we became friends from the start
I never planned to flirt

With you, I found my happiness
With you, I found also loneliness
Loving you was like living and dying every day
But letting go was like living in hell every day
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In whispers shared, secrets unfold,
A chismosa's tale, in stories untold.
From neighbor's news to rumors wide,
In hushed tones, we let curiosity guide.

Gossip's allure, a tempting delight,
Spreading tales from morning to night.
Behind closed doors and over the fence,
A chismosa's world, in suspense.

But let us remember, as we pry,
To be kind and gentle, not quick to belie.
For words have the power to mend or break,
In the chismosa's journey, let empathy wake.

So gather 'round, oh chismosa's kin,
Let's share our stories with care within.
In our little circle of whispers and grace,
May understanding and compassion find their place.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You saw me once when we parted ways
You saw me once again as I look away
I wore my blue shirt and black jeans that time
I saw you coming towards me, one time

You asked me to forgive you, I already did
Hey, it’s an all or nothing at all, right?
All my life, I’m like a deer in the headlights
Shouting for help, running for my life, I forbid

I know you’re not the one
Everything is all too well and done
You made me believe in your empty promises
Wearing thy masks as disguises

You’ve been so unfaithful in a different corner
We were never meant to be together
But I’ve been missing your beautiful soul
It felt like falling on a bottomless pit or in a rabbit hole

Waiting patiently for someone’s wings
No attached strings
I don’t kiss and tell
But does it ring a bell?

I guess my pretty boy is no longer available
When everything is unthinkable
I hate it when my heart bleeds out of love
Is there anything else to prove?
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
They say common melody hits different
I’m already here in the present
Why is my mind stuck in the past?
This feeling never seems to last

We just gotta let it go
No need to let it show
I'm no longer afraid
I'm not scared 'cause I've been there

It was like an old tune keeps playing on and on nonstop
Feels like my mind is flying somewhere non-stop
You might hear it, remember it out of nowhere
I'm already lost, my life seems lost

Now where were you when I needed you most
No matter how much it costs
We gotta let it go, we need to let it go
It hurts to know

To my almost, you keep bringing me back to my past
You take me back to where I truly belong
Is it too soon or a little too late
Now, this must be my fate

I don't know where I belong
That's why I wrote this song
Dedicated especially for you
Now that I already lost you

Our history was long gone
Out chapter is closed and done
I knew I was never enough
Though we parted ways

This tune is old school
This melody is on-repeat
Why am I such a fool?
I’m in defeat

History repeats itself
The moment I hear our song
Played in unison
Played in unison
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
He was my moon
I was his stars
We shine so bright in the dark
Up in the night sky

Was it too soon?
To go this far
I left a mark
But I never try
Seeing you was black
Losing you was grey
Having you was red
Oh, being with you is yellow

I keep myself back on track
When skies turn grey
I am all alone in my bed
Thinking about all I know

Dreaming of you was my best habit to break
Losing you was beyond my control
It was the risk I could take
Losing you made me lose control

Oh, this love is fleeting
This love is reeling
I’m on the ceiling
I am in love with this feeling

You are the fuel to my fire
Come walk with me along the wire
Let us end in flames of paradise
You are my blessing in disguise
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
We never know the whole story
We knew they both had a history
I only know the gist of it
But the mariteses cannot get over with it

Feeling victim for clout
They probably know by now what it was all about

He was a charming young man
While she was a selfish and materialistic woman
He only wanted to give, to love
But he was killed out of mercy, out of hate or love

Saving yourself while killing someone you love
They both seem to know what they need to shove
Forget everything in an oblivious way
An unforgivable menace comes along your way

You should be careful by now about the way you acted or behave
But that doesn’t mean you will be saved
Your days are counted but out-numbered
But you felt guilty, feeling encumbered

Consider yourself lucky for making it out alive
Choosing yourself to be alive just to survive

Yeah, because you prolly should have known by now
It is not what god wanted, but something that evil allows
You are the bait in someone’s hook
I hope you let yourself off the hook

Your asukarera de papa is not almighty
Because shiny things are not all shiny
They might blind you; it was indeed too good to be true
Some are pretentious to reassure, while some are real and pure

You’re the prey of the hunter
Feeling like an undercover
Everything was yet to be discovered
Not gonna happen that a lifeless interest was left to be unexplored

You were the precious bunny in his tantalizing eyes
At that time, the spirit of jealousy was on the rise
They said he was in a higher-being position
He got a family, a wife and four children

Hence, He got distracted in the beautiful garden of Eden
But the mistress and the * were in an awkward juxtaposition

But he was not a god, nor was a saint
He was handling any issues like a brief feint
He blamed god for everything else
He was feeling blessed, no more, no less

He said god was on his side
But as far as it gets interesting, the devil was his bride

Now you’re the target of the killer
This phenomenon was an indestructible thriller
He may have pocket knives, guns, arrows, ammo, name it
Best for you to forget or believe it

He marks the X on the spot
He left you there, lying on the streets to rot
He grinned so much now you’re gone
The mission was accomplished and done

But I hope you listened to me, but you never did
You gained so much of what you want to benefit

Millions of blood money were used in the wrong situation
Now that she got her decision, everything is in transition
Now you’re six feet below the ground
Now she's playing like a victim, feeling depressed that you're not around

She may be spending a lot to compensate for the pain
The trauma and the blame have left there in your mind, they remain
To lessen the pain and the burden
It doesn't make you any less golden

To lessen the sins, you have committed
Since you're so selfish, your sins were never admitted

It doesn’t matter if you visit him, any day, any night
You killed an innocent life, that's not right
From your selfish deeds, knowingly you have needs
You only think of yourself, self

You never should have bothered him in the first place
Now he was in a better place

He believed he was holy
But your soul is agonizing, deadly, slowly but surely
Holy enough to involve others
Flushing everything down the gutter

Tasked others to do the crime
It was not god's timing, but the devil's time
He thought he was protected by the saints and the gods
For the sake of their bad blood

He made religion his shield
Everything will be revealed
But makes evil schemes behind the church’s back
Your body and soul, later on, will be the hell's snack

The mastermind was his lover
He said he'll leave his wife for another
Felt guilty enough to care for the dead
Now you're a famewhore, a memer, your issues spread

But it’s too late, stop pretending
You never loved him, you were only good at pretending
You used him many times, **** him all you want
But you were not so nonchalant

Clinging unto your asukarera de papa for money and fame
By simply calling and talking to him, he can sense you are no longer the same

Spoiling you for getting everything
He is such a scary thing
You even fooled yourself about him wanting you
He is just ******* you, getting your nerve out of you

You got the nerve to keep asking him
Singing him praises and hymns
Visiting his tomb, telling him, you'd wish him to be your groom

You never thought of him even once or twice
Now they've pressed you for charges, no running away now
It's time to pay the lifetime price
You've been a spoiled brat, somehow

They said you keep buying him useless things
Now, seeing him in a tux, lying in his casket, unattached strings


But later on, when you feel sad and depressed, it gets funny
You traded his soul for the money
Don’t you know what power it will bring to the world?
Chaos and death are unfurled

You may be pretty and angelic
Being a ****** suit you but not being dramatic or sympathetic
But whom the **** knows what your mischievous attitude and behavior did to him
You were the best actress in the show, trying to fit in the show to look like a film

His worth never meant something to you
Now that you got the best view
His worth is just a dime that fell on the floor
You are not that worth it anymore

A lot of people believed though
You kept on faking it though
You got the nerve to chill and swim in the sea
They labelled you as the pokpok ng *
*, you see

You got the audacity to sleep, eat and work
Well, the best reaction is just to smirk
After the incident, after what you’ve done to them
Now you've got the hellish realm, to protect yourself from them

After what you’ve done to the bereaved family
Until further notice, you were no longer in fantasy

What lies ahead, what lies behind and what lies beyond it all
They will surely blame you all
You never deserve the best girlfriend award, wildcard
But she was ignored, they implored

They only want to give you the trophy you deserve, it was a catastrophe
She treated his family nastily

He was never released or in peace
But let's pay our respect to the deceased
His soul was in misery, in restlessness
I guess you seem relentless

Say your comforting and doubtful prayers
Come and show everyone your crocodile tears
Telling everyone your lies and faking a smile
Just before everything was settled, even the error and trial

Though reminiscing those memories, he left behind
But everyone seems to turn an eye so blind
Your eulogy was only a show
Everyone knows the truth but still, they went to go on with the flow

Whereas hiding your true feelings, feeling glad
Behind the curtains, you tell everything to your sugar dad
While everyone cried their heart out, their eyes were bawling
Got no sleep, tired of overthinking

What do they call you?
You’re a ******* *****, home-wrecker, concubine
Mistress, *****, *******, harlot
That is what they call you
I mean, now that's a lot

Pretend to your daddy, and tell him your intention
Your soul is hungry for love and attention
You're no brainer, just a dummy
Whose soul is thirsty for money

Your soul started agonizing in pain
It is nothing that your self-gain
You are alive but felt hellish guilty as ****
Wait till god plucks your life like a wasted duck

You mask your motives
Thus, everything in this issue we bet seems explosive
You ask for sympathy to gain self-esteem
**** your life, your dream

You do not want to 'fess up to yourself
Hiding the truth like a book on its shelf
You always mess up with everyone’s family
Your foul words are profanity, what you did was an act of inhumanity

You are the mastermind from the beginning to the end of time
You came to his tomb, confessing and repenting your sins from time to time
He keeps visiting you in your dreams
Quit that routine, you're no longer his queen

Asking for mercy and peace of mind
But you never mind
You never thought of loving him was the best thing you ever did
You're a one skilled ***** after all, as fulfilled

How come you **** up and never listened to your conscience
Now you have to face the consequences.
The most trending ****** case in The Philippines
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
It’s hard to let go
When you’re at a crossroad dilemma
It’s hard to decide
You would ever go or never go

When you’re at a crossroad dilemma
I just wanna let you know

There’s no battle to compete
Nor a topic to be argued
Your presence can only be felt once in a blue moon
Oh, there is more to be told soon

No need to compensate
If it is what you have viewed

I don’t know which way to go
Or where I have been to
I don’t know why I am here
Sometimes I just wish I would disappear

Nobody loves me anyway
So, I’ll just go my own way
Where nobody sees or recognizes me
Cause no one is meant for me

Lost and jaded in the middle of the road
Got so depressed like my mind was gonna explode
I may be quiet but my mind argues a lot
So, what’s the plot?

You told me you love me
How come you left me unattended
You said you missed me
But you took me for granted.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Been staring at you for a while now
Been imagining positions in the back of my mind
How to ******* in different positions now
This is the holy grail you will ever find

I know you want this
How badly you need this
You deserve so much more
I know you want more

Come here and *** for me
I want you to *** inside me
Make me ***** baby
Make me drive you crazy

You always keep coming back for more
I know you want more
Let me be there for you
Satisfy you, gratify you

Make your rocket alive
Let me drive
Let me be the one to break you
With my bare hands and **** body
Moan you, urge you, want you
Keep it steady
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You stare like you wanna taste me
Lick me, eat me, bite me, **** me
You stare at me like you badly want me
Plead for me, beg for me
I know you wanted this
How you need this

Take your shirt off baby
And take off mine next
Or we help each other take-off each other's clothes
Take off my clothes
Then turn the lights off baby
This is more than just ***

We, make love, make love
We make love, make love
Can't control it any longer
Gotta do it with you forever

Drop my clothes on the bedroom floor
Make me want you more

Your warmth embrace, they still stayed in my skin
Your touch, your kiss took me to places I haven't been
Why you gotta be so keen?
This is more than just whisky and gin

You got me so drunk in you
Got me so drugged up in you
Your eyes looked at me like you wanted me forever
You ****** me up to own me forever

Serve you different positions
Give you all my attention
Praise you like a master
I both want it slower or faster

You marked me with how you taste, saying "this is my property"
So, no one could already take me away from you
I was always your consistent priority
That makes me special especially for you

There is something about you
That makes me say yes to whatever you say
It makes me say yes to whatever you want me to do

But baby, I keep telling myself to control what I feel
But it is so real that it makes me want to feel you
Smell you, touch you, be there for you, moan for you

I want you to feel the way I want you to feel
I want you to be crazy for me, chase me, want me, need me

I want to spoil you with whatever I have
Give you what I have
Give you the love and care you deserve
The sanity and peace of mind you deserve
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Ooh, they say you were bad for my health
But baby your love is my wealth
They say I need a diagnosis
Truly needing a psychoanalysis

Yeah, I been imagining things on my mind
But they say love is blind
You are my daily dose of energy
Got to have that synergy

Yet this is both fun and love
Oh, I will always give enough
I need your love
Your dangerous love

Ooh, gotta roll the dice for that
Gotta put ice dripping all over your body
Gotta bet on that
I’ll go crazy on your body

I crave so much for you
I go crazy about it
Your silence is amazing
When we are both moving

You are my vitamins from A to Z
You are my favorite remedy
You are my sanity
You are my expectations and reality

Oh, I am both wild and calm at the moment
Oh, let’s just enjoy this moment
I want to stay in this moment with you forever
As long as we’re both happy together

You are my five course meals
My all you can eat
Buffet style
As long as we never go out of style

It’s not a big deal
Oh, because you knock me off of my feet
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
He is a dead man walking
A dead man crawling
At the end of the night
On the edge of glory

He was a hunter
And I was his prey
Now let us bow and pray
So that we will once again be together

Ooh, all I see is bright lights
Bright lights up here in the city
I could be this pretty
No need to worry

I feel so immortal
Freed by your kind
I feel so immortal
Let this be our daily grind

I think I; I think I
I am falling in love again, I
I think it’s you
You made me smile

When I think of you
For a while
I get so nervous
It felt dangerous

When I hear your name
I’m no longer the same
No one will be put to blame
I never live in fame

You got to pull the trigger
Let the bullets fly
You got to have a fuel for the fire
Let it burn in flames

I will always come running back to you
I will rise up high coming for you
I was born a dead man walking
A dead man crawling

I’m as cold as a freezer
I just want to see you cry
Come walk with me along the wire
But baby I am untamed

I could be so numb
Then you could be this dumb
I can do possible things
Which no one could ever do things

I never knew I could do
I was once a mortal
But I was freed by your kind
And made me be like you

Now, I am one of the other immortals
But I never needed your wings to fly
At least I bet on it to try
And You are all always on my mind
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the twilight's gentle embrace, we all must someday rest,
In the tender arms of eternity, on life's final quest.
The journey's end, a mysterious shore, where mortal paths align,
Where every heart shall find its peace, in the grand design.

Fear not the shadows that approach, for death is but a door,
To the unknown, the great beyond, where we wander evermore.
In the tapestry of existence, it's the final stitch we sew,
A transformation, a new beginning, where the soul may freely flow.

Though we may grieve, for those we've lost, and tears may freely fall,
Death is but a part of life, the common fate of all.
In the silent hush of twilight, we find our deepest grace,
As we embrace the cycle of life, with love in every place.

For in our memories and stories, in the love that we've bestowed,
We live on, immortalized, in the hearts where we have glowed.
So, let us cherish every breath, every moment's fleeting grace,
As we journey towards the unknown, to find our resting place.
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the shadows where I'm dwelling, under skies so gray,
A heavy heart, a weary soul, in darkness I often sway.
The weight of life upon my chest, it's hard to breathe, you see,
But I'll sing this song of hope and pain, for those who've walked with me.

In the silence of my solitude, where shadows tend to creep,
The whispers of my troubled mind, they echo in my sleep.
But in this darkness, there's a strength, a courage to be found,
I'll rise above the depths of despair, break free from sorrow's bound.

Through the stormy nights of my despair, I'll find a guiding star,
In the depths of my depression, I'll search for who we are.
Though the clouds may gather 'round me, and the world may turn to gray,
I'll sing this song of healing, to light a brighter way.

For there's a resilience in my soul, though it may seem concealed,
A flicker of hope that burns within, a love that's unrevealed.
In the struggle, in the pain, I'll find my way back to the light,
And sing this song of strength and grace, through the darkest night.

In the battle against depression, I'll hold my head up high,
With resilience as my armor, and hope in every sigh.
Though the journey may be arduous, I'll face it come what may,
And sing this song of courage, to bring a brighter day.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
You only loved me when it's convenient for you
Need me when I'm always there for you
Call me when I'm always available for you
Because you benefit so much of what I gave to you

Now you take me for granted
I ain't the one you wanted

Aren’t you tired yet?
Now I hate the player
And the game too
But baby, not what you see is what you get

I’m already a man-hater
Been deceived by a player so

Now I am questioning my worth
We go back in forth
Round in circles, round in circles
We go round in circles

I have been living in my misery
Not in my best life so far
Everything seems to be an untold story
I’ve had enough living like a star

Can’t get out, can’t leave you yet
I’ve had enough but you
Still keep lingering on me
I want out

I wanna bury you underneath yet
Yet you can’t blame me for not wanting you
You still like me
I still want out

I healed you yet you broke me
Loved you when no one else loved you
Understood and accepted you at your worst
Crowned and praised you at your best

Trusted you even when I doubted
Made you happy when you feel blue
I never knew the moment you
Feel empty and in doubt

You only want me because I am always there for you
Yet you never saw me
I gave myself the benefit of the doubt
Oh, I don't comprehend what this love is all about

You cannot give me the bare minimum
You only give me lesser than the minimum

Trust issues, betrayal
Like a broken mirror, cannot be fixed
I got my emotions mixed
Oh, I was like a mirror broken by trust issues and betrayal

I trust so much
And gave them all too much
Love until there's none left in me
Trust until there's none left in me

I crave so much for attention
Love was both my habit and addiction
They said "How can you love when you're afraid to fall"
Oh, said she, I gave them my all

Until there's nothing left to take
Until there's no more left to give
You got a habit to break
As long as you live

But karma doesn’t need maps
It does not base on the address
Time will come this mess
Will be a trap

Karma knows no date
Cause it attacks on its own, mate
So, say your last words
Before he disregards your worth
eyndinmncnll Sep 2023
In the twilight of their years, they stand so strong,
A lifetime of stories, wisdom woven long.
With graceful steps, they've walked this winding road,
In their hearts, love and memories bestowed.

Their faces etched with lines of time well spent,
Each wrinkle a testament to moments lent.
Through laughter, tears, and the trials they've known,
In their eyes, a universe of love has grown.

They've weathered storms and seen the world evolve,
Yet their hearts retain the warmth of a hearth's resolve.
In their gentle smiles, a lifetime's grace,
A reminder of the beauty in life's slow pace.

So let us honor those whose age is gold,
With gratitude and kindness, let us be bold.
For in their presence, we find treasures untold,
In the wisdom and love of the elderly, we behold.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I remember the days we spent together
The memories we both shared
And what happened between us was already over
And there’s nothing that I have contrasted or compared

When I felt your touch on my skin
Feels like a venial sin
It was a mistake and I regret it
It was a mistake and not worth it

I can still feel your body next to mine
The way you look into my eyes
Baby, you so fine
This love is accurate and precise

I can still smell your scent
I still yearn for your presence
Maybe it was for you that I was meant
Life is such an essence

Your lies, I admit it
They’re deceptive, I’m gullible
But I have learned a lot about it
It’s intuitive, infallible

You think you can fool me
You just don’t know it yet
You cannot easily fool me
I hope you deserve what you get

I can still feel your body
When I touch my skin
With you, I go crazy
Please stay with me through thick and thin
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Everyone might not get it,
Too many times I rather give up or quit
There’s no one else to commit
No one else to admit

Being bullied many times, sometimes
Feeling like a pantomime
I ain’t a shifted paradigm
Feels like my life is a movie in a primetime

I’m an outcast to the world
Felt like I belong more in the netherworld
Seems like their minds are gnarled
Every time I say I hated the world

Unwanted to the family I never belong in
My worth felt like a trash bin
I prefer not to lose but to win
Even when I get drunk, the solution to everything is not a tonic gin

I see life in ropes and knives
Are they even horrified with their own lives?
When they chose to summon a welcome- hope kicks in and revives,
I see myself sinking instead of choosing to thrive

I see death in this situation I’m in right now
When I send help to thee, then come thou
Said he, “you reap what you sow”
Grab me my arrow and bow

I’m not myself when I see flashing strobe lights
When it’s half past midnight
I know I don’t wanna fight
Even if I’m not right

It got me stiff, jerking, lying on the floor
Once it got me knocking in someone else’s door
Waiting for my turn to get sober
It rots the hell out of my core

I feel delighted in medicines and hospital beds
I wish I could just forget everything what’s inside my head
I wish I was lovable enough to be heard
Unknowingly dumbfounded me, unaware of what lies ahead
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
I'm letting you go
I'm setting you free,
It's not you because it's me
I love you but this is goodbye;
I just want to let you know
I love you goodbye.

I never stopped loving you
It was you who chose to walk away,
I never stopped aporoaching you
It was you who went away;

I am so confused
Our set-up was so infused
That's why bridges should be burned
And tables should have turned

I am way too good for you
You are no good for me
You will just take me for granted
And then leave me unattended

Do I have to notice you first and aporoach you
Just to let you know that I will be here for you
But I won't be that girl any longer
Who would stay by your side forever

That's why I need to let go of your hand
I hope you understand
As i walk far away, I hope you close your eyes
And wipe away the tears falling from your eyes.
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I know I have said it before
I know I’ve said it today
I won’t ask for more
I just want to say

My love, I love you
My love, I love you
Mi amor, Je’t aime
Mi amor, Je’t aime

I know I’ve said it over a thousand times
But I think about you all the time
I just want to let you know
That I love you, I love you

I had a lot of reasons to go
But I chose to stay
I had a lot of reasons to leave
But I remained by your side

There is no need to leave
Cause you made my day
I swore to be always by your side
There is no need for me to go

I’m yours and you’re mine
From today and until the end of time
You’re my hubby and I am your wifey
From today and until the end of time

Time has brought you closer to me
The moment I first saw you
I knew you were the right one for me
And I promise to love you

Till death we part
Till death we part

You run around like crazy in my mind
And I smile like crazy all the time
But do you know you’re impossible to find
But I find you all the time

You’re the reason why I could be this happy
Cause you always make me happy
I may have said it over a thousand times
You’re still the one I’d love to love all the time

Cause you will always be my favorite love
And you will always be my only love
Your love will always be my favorite love
And your love will only be my only love
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
Baby, I want your hands all over me
Get a hold of me
Your love is my drug
Your love is my drug

I am drunk in love
I’m never going to be sober
This moment is forever
We had each other

Oh, love me then, till we’re feeling high
High in love
High, high, high, I feel high
High, high, high in love

I hope to remember this night
Until it’s over, it’s over
Let us live in slumber
And please get it on right

Love me then till we’re feeling high
Oh, baby I’d rather fly
I just want to see you try
High, high, high in love


High, high, high, feeling high
High, high, high in love
Love me then till we’re feeling high
Oh, high in love

Will you love me after we make love
Will you love me now after we feel so high
Now love me then till we’re feeling high
I get so high in your love
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
He made me realize that I was living in a house filled with demons
Their bad habits are quite common
If you could compare it with anything else
I only want nothing more, nothing less
They are quite cruel
They only wanted to conquer and rule
Conquer and rule the world and own it like it's theirs
But they aren't the heirs.

I have a mother whose like Beelzebub
I have a father whose like Beelzebul
I have a sister-in-law whose like Lucifer
While my siblings were the accuser.

How I wonder, my home no longer has love in it
How can I feel it?
My heart is already numb
And my mind is super dumb.
How can I call it my home
If I feel hopeless and alone,
Where shall I locate my house?
Well, Hell is already my house.
No wonder, I have been feeling like hell
Every time you try to wish me well.
eyndinmncnll Sep 2020
Water alone cannot suffice my hunger
Food alone cannot withstand my thirst
I was drowning in fear and running for my life
I feel like lying in deathbed all my life
eyndinmncnll Aug 2023
I hate to break it to you
I hate to see you go
I hate the games I’m playing
And this feeling is fleeting

I always put your love on the line
I often cross the line
One more touch move and now were checkmate
I better tell you, I don’t believe in soulmates

Oh, I never loved you right from the start
And I never want to play with your heart
Nor your feelings
Just because of how unsure I was of my own

I never meant to break your heart
I never want to hurt your feelings
Just because of how undecided I was of my own

I tried countless times
Loving the opponent but not the game
But you say, you love the player and not the game
In the blink of an eye, I keep telling myself all the time

I never want to show any motives anymore
But I’m quite dumb, I felt numb
I already got used to it
But it feels like a habit
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