In your presence,I rediscovered my name.
My name that was hidden under the pain of separation.
I rediscovered the eyes no longer veiled with fever.
And your laughter like a flame piercing the shadows.
Has revealed your love to me beyond the rain of yesterday.

Eight to nine years,my love with days of illusions and shattered ideas,
And sleep made restless with alcohol
The suffering that  burns today with the taste of tomorrow
And that turns love into a boundless river.

In your presence, I have rediscovered this memories of my blood
And necklaces of laughter hung around our days
Days sparkling with ever new joys

In your arms, I felt the ever secured hugs,the most sweetest 😘 that looks like honey.
In your arms I felt most loved and like a real woman.
In your bed I became a fairy angel never want to come back to reality.
You taste like honey and your thickest porridge made me see a true sincerity of soul in human.
It's felt like being in a dream Land don't ever want to open my eyesagain.

Is only in your presence I rediscovered the true name I have hidden some years back.
And this memories gave me the option of vowing to you that waiting for the total you is not a crime.

If to be lonely without you is the only thing the Universe gives me I will keep on waiting in faith in the power of the Universe because in your presence I feel like a natural woman.

In your presence,I rediscovered my name.
My name that was hidden under the pain of separation.
I rediscovered the eyes no longer veiled with fever.
And your laughter like a flame piercing the shadows.
Has revealed your love to me beyond the rain of yesterday.

Eight to nine years,my love with days of illusions and shattered ideas,
And sleep made restless with alcohol
The suffering that  burns today with the taste of tomorrow
And that turns love into a boundless river.

In your presence, I have rediscovered this memories of my blood
And necklaces of laughter hung around our days
Days sparkling with ever new joys

In your arms, I felt the ever secured hugs,the most sweetest 😘 that looks like honey.
In your arms I felt most loved and like a real woman.

In your bed I became a fairy angel never want to come back to reality.
You taste like honey
And your thickest porridge
Made me see a true sincerity
Of soul in human.
It's felt like being in a dream Land Don't ever want to open my eyes again.

Is only in your presence I rediscovered the true name I have hidden some years back.
And this memories gave me the option of vowing to you that waiting for the total you is not a crime.

If to be lonely without you
Is the only thing the Universe gives me I will keep on waiting in faith
In the power of the Universe
Because in your presence
I feel like a natural woman.

When time plays games with you,
You can't force it or manipulate it.
All you can do, All that is Left to you
Is to surrender  yourself to time.

I read somewhere "that life is what happens to you while you're making other plans.
Don't fight it! Don't stop it!!
Accept it!!! And move on with your life.
When the time is right,we will see each other again

You hide behind your feelings
And keep the truth locked away,
But there's so much said in the things
You don't say.

You innocently tell me
Our time has come and gone
And that we can't go back
But I don't believe it
And this time you're wrong.

The distance you put between us
Is nothing more than time lost
A place for feelings to hide
Yet I can hear  the love in your voice
Each time we talk.

My patients has no end
When it comes to loving you
And i will wait a lifetime
For you to see the truth.

Real love doesn't go away
It doesn't fade into the past
It goes on forever
And always finds it's way back.

I will wait a lifetime for you
Because you are my soul
And behind all your doubt
I know you can't let go

You are my soul
And I am yours too
If two were meant to be
It's you and me!

Looking through my page,
Coming to a friend who betrayed me,backbitten and mocked me after being a true friend with her.

We fought,we separated and went on our own way.
But I just looked at her page and find nothing to say than

"The Universe knows the best."

Life is so wonderful,that the person, who you think life should be punished is the one life will favour most.

It took me some hours to check deep in me how I am and the life of a betrayal...

Then I realised nothing but to be grateful in all. For only the universe knows how and when!

Grateful for my life ❤️🧬 xo

Think About Love / Dolly Parton
I can't forget you
Ever since the moment that I met you
You've been on my mind
And I need to somehow let you know
That I think about you all the time

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

We were strangers
Now I'm already wrapped around your finger
Oh what's a heart to do
'Cause it lingers
And the thought of you
Wantin' me as much as I want you

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

Makes me blue
I'm not holding you tonight
'Cause only you can satisfy
This heart of mine

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

When we are apart, I felt so left out
Everywhere feels hell like,
Everythings seems so burdened
But sometimes,a phone call
Or a text message can bring is so close.

Most times when it did come
I will see how happy I am but once the call ends or I finished reading your message,I always realized once again the distance that seperate us.

I think about all we have shared
The dreams we shared them
Our thoughts that were one
And our unmatchable love we shared.
Then I MISS YOU
I miss seeing you
I miss your voice
I miss everything about you.
And I can't wait to be with you again.

April,
The month that produces a lot of new things.
It is a month that rain blesses the earth 🌎.
It is a month where fresh leaves are erupting to bless the life's of animals, New flowers were blossom to beauty our environment,
New fruits that blesses humans life with vitality and protection for man.

In this beautiful month a legend was born.
The man that is a savior in the world of fashion.
A giant amidst the fashion celebrity. This gift is no other person than you, the love of my life,
ENYINNAYA NATHANIEL, a.k.a PUREST ANGEL 😇.
This is your month and
I blessed God that you were born in this blessed month.

I pray for you to see more of this month in pool of abundance of wealth,health and happiness in abundance and satisfaction.

Happy new month to you my 💕💕💕 and HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎂🎂🎉🎉 IN ADVANCE.

That I choose to remember you
Despite the way you hurt me
Does not mean anything
But to appreciate how you taught me to heal

I choose to remember you
Not by how you left me
But by how you taught me to never abandon myself

I choose to remember you,
Not by how you broke me
But by how you taught me to rebuild myself

I choose to remember you
Not by how you dimmed my light  
But by how you helped me to shine

I choose to remember you
Not by how you kept me trapped in a place of comfort
But by how you empowered me to leave my comfort zone

I choose to remember you

Not by how you left me feeling weak
But by how you taught me what it means to be strong

I will always remember you
And Not by how you tried to control me
But by how you taught me to be free and trust myself.

I choose to appreciate you
Not by who you told me who I was or what you called me
But by how you taught me to define myself and trust myself

And above all
I choose to remember you
Not by how you were unable to love me
But by how you taught me
To love myself.

I cried again.
You promised to be better
You came again
And swallowed your promises

You left again.
Sun went down
All for gain?
With a lot of broken promises

Try try again?
No never again.
There’s no blame.
Same of the same.
For I see you're not even happy
Where you choose

So I will get back up
Try it again
With another name.
Ignite a new flame
Open my heart

***** out again
Not a cake
Flame of soul
Someone’s trouble cold

There it goes
Another’s mended soul.
Broken for show
Of a fool I think I am
Thinking they are in control
Not fully grown
Invisible heart necklace

Most painful part
To many hearts
You’ll remember one
One that laughed
Into your eyes.

But they looked back
And shattered it
The soul slithered
Away to hide
No more playing
Had it’s fill

Maybe it’s time
I finally grow
Then you’ll know
Oh you'll know
Who laughed last
The best game

Who got played
And could’ve lasted
But now alone?
They are there
But you're alone
Am I sorry?

Well of course
But lessons are
they surely are
Who can glow
Who is true?
Well it is
I did implore
To save you
To protect you
I cry not

But you’re unsure
Made you name
Without your consent
I am sorry
There’s no try again.

I now know
All I got
Was illusion
Was just a dream
Trying to convince myself
But I have gotten it right now
I only have me.

Opening my eyes
Beholding the great eyes next to me
I gradually stand up
But he held me back
Planting a hot kisses on my lips
Telling me how much he loves me

Breathless for some minutes
I was in 7th heaven then
But later,I opened my eyes
And I realised it was a dream.

Oh! What a dream?
I  love to experience this each morning

I pray God in heaven will make it comes so soon. Nothing in life can be compared to true love fulfilment.

Whenever I see your picture, I felt a butterfly humming in my belly
Reminding me of your touch that always melt me
I'm so in love with you.

Wish I could hear your voice once again
Because I can't stop thinking about you
I find myself whispering
I Love You.... Most times

And with every soft touch I could remember
My heart beats faster
Because I'm in love with you
And I will always do

For you my twinflame,my soulmate of life
I love you so much every day and night
So please can we make this work?
Take my hands and promise me you'll come back to stay.

I've never feel more beautiful as a woman than when you are with me
Even though I try to close my eyes to it then.
But now your silence
Have made me realized that
I'm seriously in love with you

I know it was true love from the start
I feel our heart's beating together
Every minute of the day
I remember you can't do without seen me then

Every day I feel you,
Every day I love you more and more
Everyday I need you more than you can imagine
But I know our hearts will never stop beating for each other
That's my consolation
Even now that we are apart
Because I feel it here

How you are agonizing about my absence
And now I promise I'll love you forever.
And I am waiting for you no matter the time.
Because I only love you

You are a Purest Angel
From heaven above
And I've fallen in love with you
And your soft gentle kiss
And a warm touch
Makes my heart skip

A beat feeling true love
As I hold you in my arms
And listen to you beat inside
In my heart,
We share a magical
Moment of true love
Coming true

And this love is so beautiful,
Divinely made,
Supernaturally supported,
And every day my heart will beat for you.

My eyes only see you
My mouth only
Calls your name
And my heart only
Beats for you
And my body only
Answers to you.
Because I love you!

But I can't love you
For you need to love yourself first
You need to allow true love in your heart.

FEAR OF THE PAST
Is not going to allow forgiveness.
Which is making one to offend himself


I can't be with you until you are completely healed.
Until you give yourself the chance let the past be
Until you are totally healed and allow true happiness to enter your heart
Until you fight and win the giant Called FEAR

Until after you really realized I suit to take part of your full joy.
Because I can't complete you I can only complement you.

So ground yourself my beloved.
Follow your heart desires,
Learnt to leave the past behind.
This will help to give you clarity because it will hinder you to move to the future

Learn to be in the moment so as to follow your heart desires.
Know the God and the Angels are supporting you
Only you need to let the past be and live in the present

As you are entering a new year of your life tomorrow,
I wish you all your TRUE HEART DESIRES
A new year of soul Alignment
A new year of full joy
A new year of abundance of money,wealth, connection and sound Health

Happy birthday to you my love in advance.

BOLAJI OLUTOSIN TEMILOLA.

MY PRECIOUS ONE

You are a Purest Angel
From heaven above
And I've fallen in love with you
And your soft gentle kiss
And a warm touch
Makes my heart skip

A beat feeling true love
As I hold you in my arms
And listen to you beat inside
In my heart,
We share a magical
Moment of true love
Coming true

And this love is so beautiful
Divinely made
Supernaturally supported
And every day my heart will
Beat for you.

My eyes only see you
My mouth only
Calls your name
And my heart only
Beats for you
And my body only
Answers to you.
Because I love you!

But I can't love you
For you need to love yourself first
You need to allow true love in your heart.

FEAR OF THE PAST
Is not going to allow forgiveness.
Which is making one to offend himself


I can't be with you until you are completely healed.
Until you give yourself the chance let the past be
Until you are totally healed and allow true happiness to enter your heart
Until you fight and win the giant Called FEAR

Until after you really realized I suit to take part of your full joy.
Because I can't complete you I can only complement you.

So ground yourself my beloved.
Follow your heart desires,
Learnt to leave the past behind.
This will help to give you clarity because it will hinder you to move to the future
Learn to be in the moment so as to follow your heart desires.
Know the God and the Angels are supporting you
Only you need to let the past be and live in the present

As you are entering a new year of your life tomorrow,
I wish you all your TRUE HEART DESIRES
A new year of soul Alignment
A new year of full joy
A new year of abundance of money,wealth, connection and sound Health

Happy birthday to you my love in advance.

BOLAJI OLUTOSIN TEMILOLA.

You are a Purest Angel
From heaven above
And I've fallen in love
And a soft gentle kiss
And a warm touch
Makes my heart skip

A beat feeling true love
As I hold you in my arms
And listen to you beat inside

In my heart,
We share a magical
Moment of true love
Coming true

And this love is so beautiful
Divinely made
Supernaturally supported
And every day my heart will
Beat for you.

My eyes only see you
My mouth only
Calls your name
And my heart only
Beats for you
And my body only
Answers to you.
Because I love you!

A beautiful Angel from above
And his smile is so bright
His eyes are full of love
He fits perfectly in my heart
My heart were made to hold him
And I was made to love you
He's truly beautiful an Angel from above
He is the Purest Angel I ever behold
His warm kisses are from heaven
So pure and ever living on the lips
And he's safe here in my heart
And sheltered inside my heart
Smiling with me every day

Every remembrance of time spent with him
Is the best part of my life

He always make me feel like a woman
Because I love you my beautiful hubby
And sweetheart,
Me without him in my life is like
The sky without stars
Your face without your beautiful smile
Or a rainbow without colors

And sweetheart may our days be filled
With forever happiness and joy
As I know we will be till eternity
Because every day is a dream come true
Because I am feeling it each day.
And sweetheart,I know it will surely come to pass
Because I'm
Forever in love with you..❤️

Emotions feels like a wailing
Of the ocean
Thoughts filling up my head.
Can't keep them all straight.
Maybe I am in my right state
Do I love him, or do I hate him?
Do I want him either way?
Or he is only playing games.

He's all I've ever thought about.
No matter what we have been through. If I held out a little longer, loved a little harder, would all my dreams have finally come true?

I tried my hardest to show him, just how much love I had. I told him,
Severally I assured him
I gave him space,
just to please understand.

When I met you
You're all I've ever wanted,
my dreams come to life.
The unbelievable, undeniable love
My fairy tail love and passion
But then came the sword.

The two eye sword to my heart
When I thought I was finally yours. Not able to be myself anymore.
Hiding behind doors.
Hoping not to ever leave you

Scared to do anything,
Afraid you might get upset.
Losing my soul because he doesn't trust me again.
I find myself constantly confused.
What have I done?
Is loving you a curse

Battling my thoughts.
What happened to him?
Why did this all start
After I opened up my heart
And let him in?
When our happiest of times were ahead of us.
I thought I need to show you to my world
And we must be having a day together.
Hoping he loves me..

He can't think I'm this awful person can he? I don't know what I've done wrong?
I just want it back to when I felt like we belong.  
Never feel I'm good enough for anyone,
No matter how hard I try.
Always thinking I'm doing something wrong,
Sabotage myself and won't allow myself to fly.

I was mad at him for so long, not understanding what happened to us. When all I ever gave him was nothing but my trust.

My love turned to fear and I became scared to go on with Ife. But what am I to do now. I'm feeling so lonely.
Will I ever be enough for him? Will he ever see? My true heart and soul. I just want him forever with me.

All I kept wanting was things to go back to the way they began.
When we were so happy. Always hand in hand.
Although years went by and time has past,
My thoughts of you have managed to last.  

Wondering what if?
What if I just stayed and not accused him?
Would he have finally seen what I've been trying to say?

Will he see I love him with my whole heart? Without him I've been nothing. Feeling ripped apart.
How could he do this to me? Yet still have my heart? There must be something else between us.  Something hiding in the dark.

Asking the universe if he still thinks of me. I just need him for a minute. Please show him to me.
Then after so many years, I finally found you. But now what do I say? What do I do?  I know I need to see you, I need to talk to you.

Tell you my side and hope to know yours. Find some closure for each other. Finally close some doors.
Is that what I want? To close all doors? To never see or hear from you? The thought makes me want you more.

Is it just me that is feeling these things? Or tell me you feel them too. Because not one day has went by that I haven't thought of you.
Now please don't get me wrong, I don't only think of the bad.
I remember all the amazing, loving, treasured moments that we had.

All the times you showed me you loved me. I could see it in your eyes. The way you cared and held onto me, I knew it in my mind.
I knew you were the one for me, with you I would have stayed. You made me feel so beautiful. Every single day.

For that I thank you. For making me feel seen. I just wish you have believed what you seen in the beginning.
I'm just a girl, who got hurt by the man she loves. Never truly forgot him, and this is because...

Because what we had was real. The most real I've ever felt. Our souls created something together, but unfortunate hands were dealt.
I lost so much that day, you see.
The man I loved, myself and my fashion dreams.

Going through that alone was the hardest thing. Not to  understand one ******* thing. No one to empathize with me. I felt so empty. Literally life ripped away from me.

Tried for years to make sense of it,
But I realized letting you go
Is the best solution
Which is feeling more at peace with it now.
Although, ****!
I can't stop thinking about you. But I will work on it.
I can see that the spirit and the Universe has my back.
I will find love again
And I will tell you how I got it back whole?
April 1st 2024

Falling into you all night long
I wake up and look,
My side was empty. I search and look
Everywhere but you are not there
I realise you need the space
And I am giving you
Till the divine time
You will seek me all seconds

But I want you to know
I'm falling into you
Wish these dreams could come true
And it's feels so good
Falling where you are
Falling like a star
Falling like stone
Its hard to believe
That I am falling into you,my love.

I watch and pray, to God
to stars,sun and moon
In aiding me to bridge the gap
Wish I could hold you now
And every morning and night
Because I'm falling into you
Wish these dreams come true
And it will feel so cool
To have you here.

Seen your hi, I can't understand the feeling.
Reading from you make me feel butterflies swinging.
I don't know when I start telling you the truth about me
I talked to you as if I have known you for ages.

You make feel like a woman even without seen you
You feel like home while chatting with you.
You make see through me without seen me.

I bless the day you choose to say hi to me
I thank the Universe for this connection.
I believe this is my new beginnings I have been waiting for.

I wish this feelings become something tangible.
I will love you with all my might

When I looked at Life,

I realized it is totally twisted.

No matter how good or bad

Your dreams and plans are,

Life will still have its own to give you

So don't fight it, Don't Force it

Just let it go and allow the Universe to

Make it come to you.

Remember life has no respect for anyone

It gives what it plans

So appreciate what you have

And allow that thing you desire comes to you.







.

RAINBOW WITHOUT COLORS
A beautiful Angel from above
And his smile is so bright
His eyes are full of love
He fits perfectly in my heart
My heart were made to hold him
And I was made to love you

He's truly beautiful an Angel from above
His warm kisses are from heaven
And he's safe in my heart
And sheltered inside my heart
Smiling with me every day

Every day spent with him
Is the best part of my life

He always make me feel like a woman
Because I love you my beautiful hubby
And sweetheart,
Me without him in my life is like
The sky without stars
Your face without your beautiful smile
Or a rainbow without colors

And sweetheart may our days be filled
With forever happiness and joy

Because every day is a dream come true
Because sweetheart I'm
Forever in love with you..

A beautiful Angel from above
And his smile is so bright
His eyes are full of love
He fits perfectly in my heart
My heart were made to hold him
And I was made to love him
He's truly beautiful an Angel from above
His warm kisses are from heaven
And he's safe in my heart
And sheltered inside my heart
Smiling with me every day

Every day spent with him
Is the best part of my life
He always make me feel like a woman
Because I love him, my beautiful hubby,my twinflame,my soulmate,my twin tribe
And sweetheart,
Me without him in my life is like
The sky without stars
The rain without rainbow 🌈

Your face without your beautiful smile
Or a rainbow without colors

And sweetheart, may our days be filled
With forever happiness and joy
Because every day is a dream come true
Because sweetheart I'm
Forever in love with you

When we met
I'm so in love
Whenever I read from you
I can't stop whispering
I love you,
And with every word of your heart I read
My heart beats faster,

For you I'm so in love
I love you so much every hour of the day
I love you more than I ever could
I've never seen a more diligient man  than you
I've realized that I'm seriously in love with you

I know it's true love
I feel our twinflame burning every hour sweetheart because
Every day I feel you, I love you..
Nat, our hearts never stop beating for each other
Even when we are apart!

I hate every second of hopes and waiting for an illusion that is never existing.

Why am I in this?

A Man that is messing up my life who never remember me and.....hmmm... Who seems to never remember I ever lived... All I got is his brutal lies and gbam I forgive and let in but all to see him slip away cowardly.

Smile... I am just a fool...
Remembering everything and still can't see the reason why my life is entangled In this ******* lies.

I hate myself,I hate the time I spent with you.
I hate you with all my heart and being.

I am fun to be with.
Everyone fights to be with me but whenever I see the commitment, boom 💥 I blow it up for no reason. And if I couldn't get them off I blocked them and try to change my location.

What a demon in me!!!
What a wasted time I have been since I know you.

Can you please stop running
Can you please let us talk this out
Let's not continue to be quiet
Let's not allow devil to take hold
Of our Happiness

I just want us to work things out
I'll listen to you with all my heart
I will do whatever you want me
To do if you ask me

And if we can remain as one.
We can be better for each other
We are extra strength for each other
We can love ourselves forever
We can fight our storm together now
So we never have to fear any storm again.
This seperation has made us Stronger
And we can be Stronger together till infinity.

Success and true love
are not something
To be purchased.
It is attracted
By the person that
you become.

The road to Success
Is not always straight
The road to true love
Is always looks like wilderness

There will be curbs called FAILURE
Loops called CONFUSION
Speed called FRIENDS
Red light called ENEMY
Caution light called FAMILY

You will have flat tire called JOBS
You will enter potholes called FEAR
You will be tricked by moth called ANXIETY

But if you have a spare called DETERMINATION
An engine called FAITH
A driver called GOD
You will make it
To a place called SUCCESS
And TRUE LOVE will hugs you
To welcome you.

Searching my heart
I can see nothing but true love.
You may search your heart too
Maybe we got the same feelings.
You may search your soul also
Maybe our feelings is not different.
Then I may call our souls,
"SWEET HEARTED"

Looking to my heart
Then you will find only the true one
Darling,take my heart
Then I will sacrifice it to you.

There is no other love in the water.
There is no other way
Maybe of a golden on the earth
All the way but inside the "SWEET HEARTED PERSON"

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes and now I saw the big surprise
"Cause there was a time
All I did was wish
And now I know it was love

Although it's not the way I hope
Or how I felt,
Somehow it fells lust,
But now we're standing face to face
It's in this world
A crazy place

And when I thought my chance to be loved has passed
You came and save the best of times.
All of the night you sent your words
When depression comes upon me.

I wonder how you know my feeling
Because your words always heal my depression
And build up my hope so high

It's not the way I want it how I felt
Somehow it is love
And now we're standing face to face
Is it in this world, my love, David P Carroll
Because just when I thought my chance has passed
You came and safe the best for the lifetime.
I love you 🌹❤️

We are often let down by the most trusted people.
And loved by the most unexpected ones.
Some make us cry for things that we haven't done while some ignore our faults and just see our smile.
Some leave us when we need them the most while some stay with us even when asked them to leave

The world is a mixture of people.
We just need to know which hand to shake
And which hand to hold!
After all, that's life,learning to hold on
And learning to let go.

When I looked at Life,

I realized it is totally twisted.

No matter how good or bad

Your dreams and plans are

Life will still have its own to give you


So don't fight it, Don't Force it

Just let it go and allow the Universe to

Make it come to you.

Remember life has no respect for anyone

It gives what it plans

So appreciate what you have

And allow that thing you desire comes to you.

Just live it... And be happy always

Every second,every minute, every hour of the day,I'm thinking about you,My love
All because I'm very much in love  with you.

Sweetheart there's nothing else to say
But to tell you that I love you more every day
And I'm thinking about you, every second,
I even day dream about holding you and making love to you

Oh my handsome sweetheart
I even dream about you yesternight.
Holding you in my arms
Having fallen for your romantic charm
In a night so magical full of love between you and I,
Just falling in love.
Passionately kissing you.
And friends says we were once Soulmates and lovers.
But I replied them "we are twinflame"
And I've got those feelings about you
And sweetheart you know I'm in love with you
Yes sweetheart I am.
I'm feeling so much in love with you
And sweetheart
All I wanna do is hold you
And whisper...

*I LOVE YOU....

Waking up, felling you so much making me remembering the song of Dolly Parton and I played it as I am writing this to you

I can't forget you
Ever since the moment that I met you
You've been on my mind
And I need to somehow let you know
That I think about you all the time

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

We were strangers
Now I'm already wrapped around your finger
Oh what's a heart to do
'Cause it lingers
And the thought of you
Wantin' me as much as I want you

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

Makes me blue
I'm not holding you tonight
'Cause only you can satisfy
This heart of mine

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

Having seen it in a rough way
Knowing waiting is killing you gradually
And looking for the real always end up to heartbreak 💔
Then I succumb to flaunt it
To keep enjoying the moment!

Go for it, babe
For many times when I think I can ler go
I keep trying to do what you tell me and focusing on the brighter future
But the past just keep kicking me in the ***.

So I am off the real
I am on my way to fantasy.
I will explore and enjoy it all.
No more waiting
No more hoping
All I get is having it hot🔥🔥🔥.

Yeah 👍!
That is the new life I am going into.
That's my new beginnings
That's what truly matter now.

Reading your status makes me sad
Walking down our past
Makes me feel how hurt your heart feels.
Feeling like to come your door if you can open it
So I can help you get better

But I know it's not the heart that
Needs to be healed or fixed
But it's the mind
That stores pieces of memories
That still hurts and makes you cry.

But opening your heart
And speaking your truth can
Open the gate to your total Happiness
That you may thank the universe for
Because if you can see clearly
The past help you to be who you are today.

How I will you can call my name
In this hurt state you are
And I will open your heart to the true
Desires of love.

I stare at you and I suddenly fall in love
Gazing into your handsome bright eyes,
You make me feel so special every day.
Hearing your voice makes my heart skip of joy
You’re always there for me then,
and you still there for me now
Never let me down and
I trust you with all my heart
Even when I see you with another woman
My heart is so at peace
You make me feel true love every minute of the day even now that you are far
And each time I remember your softly kisses on me,
You take my breath away and
You’ve shown me how to smile and to be so happy every day
And because of this sweetheart
I'll love you forever each and every single day.
Trust me darling.
I am waiting for you,my TWINFLAME.

Even if I can't see you, I can feel you.
Even if I can't see you,I know you are okay
Being silence doesn't mean I don't think of you, it just means I respect your space and your will.
That's why I succumb to ensure I am happy in whatever I am experiencing.

For you are my heart.
The only one my heart calls his name
The only one that made me loose control of myself.
You are my then,my now and my ever be.
My love for you can't fail. But it will surely wait for you my one and only love.

Knowing what causes delay makes me feel down.
Asking for your forgiveness is another tragic.
Wishing for second chance is understatement
But waiting for the universe to turn the table around for good is divine and fate.

I am waiting for you cos I know it will be eternal love.......
Loving you is all I want, darling.❤️

Keeping in faith.
Trusting in God. And waiting for you to come back soon.

If waiting for you take a life time
I will endeavour to wait patiently till you realize I am here waiting and come back to me.

Loving you I all I want
Having you by my side always I all my job
But if loving you from a distance is the solution I will patiently love you that way.
Because you are my life. And I am waiting for the universe to do His magic and bring you back here next to me.

HER DECISION

She met him on the street
Hustling for white-collar job
Under the scorching heat with dusty feet
She accepted to be his heart throb

Her first visit to his house
She saw nothing but charcoal stove
He lived like a mouse; how could she possibly be his spouse?
She looked into his eyes and gave him love overdose

She watered his head with ideas
She planted wisdom in his heart
She gave him strength and took his weakness
She turned his cart into an art

Days drove into months and months strolled into years
He stood on his feet
She buried his fears by lending him listening ears
In a twinkling of an eye, his bitter sweat became sweet

Those were her decisions
What are yours?
Did a guy sell his television to give you provisions?
Love is not looks that lure but trait that cures

Lately,I got this feelings,
Even if I can't understand it's meaning
But I know it's strong
And it's about you
Because all I want it to be with you
For living without you is nothing.

Most nights, different city with brighter light and melodious music
Which should be pretty
But they can't be compared
To your rhythm and the light from you

Can't wait till you come back home
I know it's late,hold you above the phone.
It's so hard getting on by myself
So call me, leave me messages
At the tone I know.
I know we can make it work
Only for us to communicate

I'm waiting... So hurry back home!!!
Bring the shiny boy,
The confident chap I know.
You better follow the path,
Board the car,bus,train,or go and get a cab or just fly here,jet park
Just ensure you are right here with me.

For I am your puzzle piece,
That you need to solve
So come and solve me.
Our future I see so clear

The Moon,the Star and The Sun
Shine each day telling me it our time
To be happy and rest
So come and take your space,my love.
For I wish you are here
To make the music better
Light more brighter.
For I just wish you are here right now.

Waking up in another lonely night
Wish you were here so I could hold you tight.
Pain in my heart that where did the love I feel go.....

Then I realized most things we experienced in life is already written for one thing or the other.
All we need to look for is the great lesson in such experience.

In our own case, I learnt a great lesson of "BE MYSELF"
Though so hurt by the reward is great.
I can now understand how much you loved me but I don't love myself.

Self realization that I have now is due to your silence and I don't care attitude.
But now I am off your hook for i have known whom u truly missed is not you but Myself!
Whom I have caged in the ring of loving you. Thinking you are to bring me joy and satisfaction.
Alas I have nothing close to that until now.
My wish is to share this my reality with you once more.
Because my heart now knows only true heart and it is YOU!

GRACIAS💓

When the love is right,there is no clause.
When it's wrong, excuses will be plenty
When love is real, you'll love to wait eternity.
When not real, you'll be eager to move on even without a clause.

No matter the distance or no- contact
The spirit and the soul will only see you so close
For you are what I call a home
Even in your absence I always feel at home 🏡🏡🏡 in your memory.

Whenever I think of losing up,
I always remember your cool eyes
That always reminds me of the shock you are battling with.

This kind of feelings that makes you unsure of your emotions
This look that truly shows your fears and insecurities

This look that makes you feel like running all the time.
This feelings that is killing you gradually that you lost your confidence for.
This feelings that makes you so dump that you can't truly express your true feelings.

I sure recall it all and I got no choice than to succumb to the flow.
I pray 🙏 it worth the wait eventually.
For I realized I can't love any other person the way I love you

I Know you're the one for me.
I also know you're somebody else's guy now.
But this feeling which I can't hide 'cos I feel that you are not even happy since we departed.

How good it can be to be with you again? I have come across many men after our journey together. In the true meaning of friendship,many do not qualify to be called FRIENDS. But in  your own case,if there is a thing as a perfect friend or love,it would have to be YOU. Kind, generous, affectionate, courageous, very Frank and reliable.
  You are someone very special and in case you didn't know our love and friendship means much more to me than the world could ever say.
Thanks for being part of me,my life and my world. I wish the universe grant us more one chance. I will forever choose YOU,MYNAT

Each morning I wake up to a new day
I always look forward to your heartfelt message which always come in handy.
I will read an read till I start laughing.

You are a God sent
You are beautiful at heart
You are the most precious thing I could ever dream of
Your the BEST
You make me Proud to be a woman.

Believe in your dreams
Believe I the raindrops,in the sun
As bright,happy flower grow tall....

Believe in the future of your dreams
Believe that shadows are gone with the dawn
And hope will be shining anew...
There's a magic you know,
in believing the best
For believing makes wishes come true.

Have faith in tomorrow
Believe in yourself
And your wishes are sure to come...
For there's happening waiting
To happen to someone
As nice and special as you!

Entering the room with your arms wide opened,
I got lost on sighting you in that black top
When you hold me in your arms
And softly whispered "I miss you"
I was melting to the bone marrow.

When I say "I love You"
Believe me it was melting the only truth of my heart.
Just listen to my heart, its softly beating
"I love you" as I am recalling that faithful evening in your hotel room.

There are 12months throughout the year from January to December. And the primest month of all the 12 is the beautiful month of April.

A month when rain begins,giving the earth the most wanted water and to the man,the purest water in all. The dying grass flowers. Leaves and crops bloom out it's beauty. And fruit ripe+Yellow,come showering down for the consuption in the bountiful day of April.

There are flowers enough at the same time,more flowers I could describe. Many butterflies came out with their beautiful colours to attract flowers and to nourishes them. But none with yellow,brown and dull Pink. That makes the flowers of April more pretty,the gorgeous flowers of the month, beautiful and pretty butterflies of April.

And the weather gives the best comfortable weather where you'll not be cool or hot. The sky looks through a clearer blue. And the moon at night gives a clearer light given a parabola shape.
Oh! This bountiful flower of April is your wonderful and special day, Nathaniel Enyinnaya. And I am here to wish you a happy birthday and all the beautiful thing that life can give.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYNAT