Madness whispering loudly
Floating on winds scented breath, I can hear it's seductive call
Blindly leading me down mazes within my uncharted mind
Sanity has misplaced my blue print to a glittered life
In my broken heart it no longer reside

Hatred combat ready, It's fully armed to the teeth
Speaking in oppressive tongues
It craves for me to greedily taste and admit defeat
Chiseling relentlessly at my positivity
my cool resolve alone withstanding the heat
The air around me is toxic and choking  
Constricted
I'm still grasping to breathe

emotions screaming to break free
it no longer wants to suffer in silence
even it's prayer is cloaked within a plea
waiting for this clouded smoke to dissipate
so finally the world pictured i can truly see.

Wrenched from a walking nightmare
Is this my rude awakening

My reasoning mind convincing a hollow heart
The storm is over
Foggy memories of you mistily fading

Slowly erased from my lifes pages
The notes that you left all that reside
A memory I'll hide in the depth of my mind
Box it and cage it in cages.

Air smelling flowery
Daisy's
I'm no longer choking on all that you are
Your toxic love I'm no longer chasing

My feelings no longer hating
Happiness is smiling again
I bought more shares within myself
My confidence now hugely inflating.

When your slowly sinking life consistantly smells of propane
You endeavour to silently drown out the crashing waves
Dodging firery and deadly sparks
Knowing any minute it can go up in flames

Poisened with fight we lose all of your paralyzing fear
A progression of a genius mind
We  evolve and become fire eaters
Until we have fear scared and in tears

You move with armed confidence
Even your words has some bite
Slowly eating all negativity
Then still sleeping soundly at night

This life can never drown us or keep us down
We Borne in a state of fight
Screaming at the world
I believe this to  be our battle cry
To let the world know our hidden might.

I know your captivating eyes are wide open
Why are you insistent in being this blind
My saddened heart shed endless tears daily
For your touch It uncontrollably yearns

Your smile still leaves me timelessly frozen
cemented in a statue daze 
your essence pure poetry in motion
It leaves even heavenly angels stunned and amazed

I glide on every word you have ever spoken
i have always been glued to your side
My feelings masked and lonesome
from the hurtful truth they desperately hide

I love you whole heartedly more than life itself
I know these feelings you don't reciprocate
So I keep it deeply buried and shelved
Nightly shedding uncontrollable tears
These secret feelings my lips can never divulge

I love you like a brother
These words more toxic than cyanide
Poisoned down to my tear stained soul
Love's raging
This acidic feelings burning from deep inside

Love is love
The solace I take from living a dream that never came true
A truth that I have a earthly angel for life
With my reasoning mind these words were imbued.

The hopeless dark of the world is slowly swollowing
me
It's attempting to posses my numbing soul
Lustfully beckoning like a lost lover's embrace
Whispered honeyed voices calling screamingly
Ive Searched every locked prism within my mind
Behind every burning thought
Sadness and loneliness is all that could find

My happiness is shedding sorrowed tears
Stained by the fight of life
Drowning in oceans of hidden fears.

With my  eyes wide shut
I subconsciously see everything
Does this mean that i'm woke
Or just imagining a silhouette of the unseen.

We being controlled

We view what they want us to see
Uncontrollably tuned into their truthfully lying frequency
Playing and dancing to the tune of souless enslaved money machines
Chasing the glow of the golden sun
Tears soaked overhydrated flowers
yet we were the ones in history that planted these seeds

Watering and feeding our twisted beliefs
While reaping the rewards from wars and the souls that war feeds

The Human Race

Silently we already admitted defeat
Never learning from history
We rather tend blindly to rinse and repeat
Which unwittingly means
We never in history practiced what we preached

This earth has a desease
It's Intoxicating the air
Like choking on oxygen
It's screaming to breathe
It's Infested with chaos
The Modern day Doomsday
Helplessly knowing
Only when the earths finally cloaked in death..... will it leave.