Sometimes when I feel down
I can't help but frown
Something deep down
Causes me to frown
Obscure, weird and unknown
Something inside boils down
Bit by bit, it screeches
Laceration so deep
I can't help but smile
To hide the pain
That haunts me
Even if I smile

I can't stop thinking
About you
And all you do
There is no reason
That I can think
For when you came
I don't know what to do
Whatever I do
I can't get you off my mind
I did everything
But I still think of you
Now what do I do?

Almost forgotten
And I almost forgot myself
For not being able to express myself
Through writing
These thoughts that have been kept for so long
That I've already forgotten them
Waiting to be reawaken once again
To ignite the fire that has been sleeping
For quite some time
Has now been reawaken once again
For I know, deep in my heart
It is still there

I fell inlove with your smile
Your smile is what makes my day
I crave for it, each day
Wanting it more each time
Until you stopped smiling
And I don't know why
I searched for answers
But I found none
Your smiles turned into frown
And Im sad thinking why
I wanted to see you smile
Even for one last time

Today, I'm sad
Maybe because I didn't see you
But then you passed by
And stopped for a bit
For a little chat maybe?
Unfortunately, It's not me
You were happy
I'm happy too
Seeing you happy
It was for a few minutes
But before you go
You looked at me
With the sincerest smile
As you always did
I smiled too
Even if I'm not the reason
For your smile
Just seeing you happy
Is more than enough for me

I never knew
That something that brings you happiness
Is the one that brings you sadness
The smile that turned into frown
Never knowing
How to cope up
For once, I thought
I found the one
Then one day
It was all gone
And expectations shattered
By my own belief
And so I knew
If I knew it will end like this
I wouldn't have started at all

The happiness that I should've kept
Only become empty memories
Farewell, to our memories
That I once treasured, So dearly
That it's the only thing that occupies me
Now, its the only thing that shatters me
Will I ever have the courage
To let go of the things I held
And hold back the tears
In my eyes, that was once gladness
Or let it flow, to ease the pain