it's effects can be all-encompassing

and if it's forced, it's probably ****

about like a ****

work out for hour?
eat healthy and meditate?
don't wanna "alive"

sadly, I'm sadder
in this moment than I was
just moments ago

she's my puzzle

all the pieces are there,
but the box is missing

she's my chalice

I only fill her
with the finest

she's my mirror

and I am growing fond
of my reflection

she's my sword

ready to cut a path
through those who stand in my way

she's my shield

always there for me
in the heat of battle

she's my Queen
and it is an honor
to serve her

and she's my religion

she gives me something
to believe in

existence is pain
and all my daily pursuits
just leave me empty