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A person becomes 10 times more attractive not by their looks but by their acts of kindness, respect, honesty & by the loyalty they show.

A beautiful face will fade with time, but a beautiful heart and soul will last a life time.
In many instances, these values invite, more often rejection unless the 'Ground is Common."

These are the values I grew up with. When I moved away my father said “people may be unfair and unkind but remember they can not take away your character or integrity, those you have to give away.  These words do not make life easy but are truly words worth living by.
If I was stock in a juggle
I will make myself a home
I’ll look for something I could use
I’ll go fishing
With a wood of a tree
I’ll take a stone and leaf
To make my fire
I have no choice to **** an animal
To eat.
I’ll claim a coconut tree
I could use that to drink.
I will make my own net
With ever clothes I find
Like I said I’m an independent woman
97 · Oct 2018
People
Some people are truly
great manipulators. They
can lie, cheat, treat you
badly and somehow
manage to make it all
seem like it’s your fault.

Don’t fall for it, that is just
   what they do.
Do you actually have cancer
Is that just one of your lines
You use to get women
To feel sorry for you.
Honestly, cancer is a serious
To tell people.
If you keep telling lies.
Next time people won’t believe you.
And if you do have
People won’t know if you are telling them
True or not.
Cancer is not a joke
97 · Jun 2019
Can You Change Everything
You put me through
Can you bring back what
You stole from me.
Can you clean up all
Your mess you put out there.
Can you be honest not only to
Me but to your own self.
Can you correct everything
Can you fix the situation
You created.
Sometimes we make wrong decisions
By being with someone else
Are life would be better
We all thought the
Grass is greener on the other side
Some of us
Don’t exactly get it
Until is to late.
Not everyone are the same
Be happy what you got.
This is your decision
Not I.
96 · May 2019
I can't think
I think I need to stop
When  I think so much
My head hurts
But I can't stop
Thinking
There's so much
To do....
But thinking is the
Hardest part of my day
I feel like going crazy
I just can't stop
Thinking...
96 · Aug 2020
Open Your Heart
I tried to heal more consciously this time.

With the well-intentioned thoughts

Of healing myself,

I distracted myself from myself.

This time,

I wanted to feel all my feelings;

I wanted to show up fully.

It wasn’t that I was ignoring the bad stuff;

I dove into it, willingly,

With the intention of

Being all there.



I wanted to be there for myself, but

I ended up cluttering myself with

Everything I wasn’t letting go.

I was letting myself be

In the suffering

With so much intention for

Self-compassion this time,

With so much “loving” focus on

The loss I felt.

I held on to every painful expression.

I held on to so much sadness,

A lot of anger—

Much more than I had planned for, but

Somehow, still

Everything I had planned for.



Things couldn’t flow through me;

They got trapped in me.

I dwelled on grieving with love;

I dwelled in grief.

I relinquished my playfulness.

Exercise was too burdensome, a task.

I felt awkward with friends.

I felt smothered by everything.

My energy was already devoted:

Not enough for what I wanted, for

What I used to love;

No energy to be at peace inside.



Life had to reset.

It feels that way right now.

All of a sudden I know what hope really is.

It’s like this: I remember.

I remembered that I needed to

Finish a chapter

To be free to enjoy the next.

I remembered what it felt like to

Play.

I remembered that I need to get

So weak,

So desperate for a better way,

To surrender and ask for help.



Help comes in like a generous wave,

Altering our sight, so

We suddenly see with clarity

What we’ve been needing all along.

Sometimes we need a wave,

So big, so unmistakably for us,

So that it can’t be ignored.

We need to ask for help:

Seeking new ways;

Whispering a prayer;

Walking with a friend;

We do what we can.

Answers will always be

What we’re given.



I finally asked.

I finally heard an answer.

It was too big to describe in words,

Too all-encompassing to

Condense into a single action.

I think I know why my head has felt

So caged,

My body so tired,

My system so numb from the shocks.

I wanted to be so open to this pain, but

I closed my heart off.

The things I was unintentionally blocking

Were trying to get in.

I was so

Busy,

Busy,

Busy holding on to

Every

Single

Sliver of suffering.

No wonder I couldn’t hear the answer:

Open.

Open.

Open.

. . .

Tell me:
I wrote a poem. It was the kind of poem that rhymes and has a certain rhythm to the words and phrases. After several revisions, and through the process of reading the poem aloud to myself, I thought: “This could be a song.”
So I added music to the poem. Then I felt it needed more of a “hook,” so I wrote a chorus that would be repeated a couple of times. After several hours work, voilà: I had written a song. And it wasn’t half bad, I must say, at least by my modest standards.
95 · Feb 2021
Unforgettable Memories
Some memories you cherish others you want to forget, or is it the fact that we wish to erase some people from our past. Dismember their existence from our lives. The prints they once left when they crossed our path. They do say the most passionate love stories always have the coldest endings. That person that even though years can go by, but one look can have you feeling like the very first moment you ran into each other. Some people come into your life so you learn to let go. Some people leave unforgettable marks in your life making it seem impossible to expunge. Those marks that even though you try to erase with time or attempt to pretend they were never there; never seem to truly fade. Those memories can hold you back if you let them; or you can use them as an impulse to touch your dreams. There are memories that you can’t forget no matter how much you try. There are memories that stay with you forever because that moment to you once meant the world. Some memories you would like to relive other times you wonder how much things have changed. I wonder if one will always remember those beautiful memories; Or if there is any moments in my future that will compare to those unforgettable memories.
95 · Aug 2020
Have Faith in God
To have faith is to defy logic. It takes faith to think positively. It takes faith to believe that there is a loving God who cares deeply about our pain. To believe in life, the universe, or yourself after numerous failures is to have courage. Faith is an act of courage. It is choosing to get up in the morning and face our fears and believe that God will help us. Faith is choosing to believe that even though we may have failed one hundred times before that we can succeed the next time.
95 · Nov 2018
Indepented women
Silent as the storm
Black as the nights sky
You never know when its coming
Temperature ranging from hot to cold
Moon swings come and they go
She can make you feel like the lowest **** on earth
Or make you feel like a King

We are in a league of our own
The take no mess take charge kind of woman
Sweet as honey beautiful as the sunset
She’ll drain you and leave you begging for more
With her smooth complexion hair just right
Dress to impress and the legs smooth as silk
Her take charge attitude with sophistication
Can work the room in any situation
Wither in the boardroom, fancy restaurant
or at home with family and friends

She can cut you down without missing a beat
Leave you standing there wondering what happen
A work of art in her own right
A independent women but can make you feel
Like you are needed always treating you like you the man
A way with words that will leave no room argument
Will cut so deep leave you grasping for breath
But you can never want to hurt this woman
Cuz she can turn on you like Cain turn on Abel

We are devious creatures and with a devious mind
And a women who is scorn is a dangerous combination
A woman with so much confidence
It will make you sit up and take notice
But at the same time she knows her place
As a women by your side
While all the while bringing home the bacon, cook it and serve it to you like royalty

Watch out cause she’s on the rise
As a strong independent black woman
Never fearing of the two strikes against her
In this mans world that we live in
So watch out, take notice and pay attention because she is unstopable
94 · Apr 2019
I rather be invisible
If I'm invisible
People cannot say nothing
About me.

I love being invisible.
They don't see me
But I see them.
94 · Oct 2019
What’s makes me happy
I don’t need a lot of money
To be happy.
I don’t need negativity surrounding me
To be happy.
What’s makes me happy
The people who love me
For who I am.
What’s makes me happy
My love one in
My life.
I know I could
Always count on them.
For manorial support
And spiritual support.
94 · Apr 2019
UNFAITHFUL ARE YOU
Many
desire you
but your
heart has
only place
For one.
You resist
temptation
even when
it's hard!
93 · Jun 2019
Lesson Of Life
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.
93 · Jul 2019
Benign Betrayal
The act of breaking a confidence or revealing information that was shared with you in private for reasons that are deemed moral or otherwise necessary.

Michelle knew it was a benign betrayal telling Racheal that her boyfriend was cheating on her even although he was a love her life.
93 · Jul 2019
Abusive
Abusive is a guy who abuses people for his own amusement. A true weakling in every sense of a word. Especially when they do it to women. Abusive refers to anyone who beats on another physically, uses psychological and verbal abuse against someone or bullies another person.

DJ: use women *** and money

RR: rude ***
With my experience I had
In my past
I don’t jump right the way
When someone promised
Something I just shine
Them off.
Promise don’t last
They always break that promise
Now how I take it
Don’t make a promise
Just do it.
The promise could always break
How many promises
You going to tell
At the end of all that promises
Is nothing but a big
Fat lies
Before you start to judge me, step into my shoes and walk the life I’m living and if you get as far as I am, just maybe you will see how strong I really am. It's Very true Do not judge anyone by the way they live, talk and look! ! Because that could be you someday!! i wish people could walk in my shoes. Those who judge should look to their own lives. Judge your self first we all the same in God eyes ameen..!!

Take a wonder in my shoes, go on make my day. I KNOW YOU COULD NOT HAVE DONE ALL WHAT I HAVE DONE AND BEEN WHERE MY LIFE ROAD TOOK ME AND STILL CARRY ON.
93 · Apr 2019
Be A Men
If you really want someone
You step up
You won't wait to long
Go and get it
Once in your life time
Be that man, you
Always say
You are.
93 · Feb 2020
Always love yourself
I love myself
Because I could make my own decisions
I love myself
Because god gave me fours
Beautiful kids
Without them
I wouldn’t Never the mother
For all of them
And I thank you
My dearest handsome
Son. Who gave me a beautiful
Grandbaby. She’s is the gift from god.
Each moment of my life
I cherish everything in my life
We only have one change in life
Is that to be the best mother or father
For all children.
If you are just a friend
stay there as a friend
Stop, getting other woman way
Stop listening to others
*******.
Before, you wanna open
Your mountain
Fine out what others living is
like, pointing your fingers
someone else, you could get hurt
You don't know me
Get off my back
Stay out my business
Sweetie pie
I don't wanna be in yours
91 · Mar 2019
Chapter 11
Chapter 11

“I walked into the restaurant and spotted the couple over by the bar, having cocktails.
“I’ll just take a seat by the bar,” I told the hostess, who approached me.
“Of course,” she said. “Would you like a menu?”
“No, thank you,” I replied, walking around her. Fortunately, a seat was open on the other side of Jersey . I sat down and noticed, with delight, that the woman he was with looked irritated at my arrival.
“Hey, gorgeous. What’s your pleasure?” asked the bartender, a bald, muscular man in his forties.
I smiled flirtatiously. “I think that’s a loaded question.”
He laughed. “I think you’re right.”
“I’m sure a man like you knows how to fulfill many kinds of pleasures,” I said, putting my purse on the bar.
He leaned forward. “I’d like to think so. Too bad I just started my shift,” he said in a low voice. “My name is Virginia , by the way.”
“Nice to meet you, Vince. I’m Jez,” I said, holding out my hand.
He shook it and I could tell that he didn’t want to let go.
I slowly pulled my hand back. “How are your Cosmopolitans?” I asked, flipping my hair over[…]”
“I had to bite my tongue from asking him if he’d told his wife that before he left the house earlier. Everything about him made me sick, especially his cologne. It wouldn’t have been so bad if he hadn’t smelled like he’d taken a shower in it.
She leaned forward and gave him a kiss on the lips. “Save my spot.”
“I’ve got a great spot for you,” he said, chuckling devils .
She giggled and whispered something in his ear. When she finally disappeared, Jerry wasted no time in talking to me.
“Hi,” he said, smiling at me.
I smiled back. “Hi there.”
“My name’s Jerry .”
“I’m Jenavia .”
“Jersey . Have we met somewhere?”
I had to refrain from rolling my eyes. “I don’t think so. If we had, believe me, you wouldn’t have forgotten.”
He chuckled. “I love a confident woman.”
“Too bad your girlfriend lacks in that area,” I said, reaching over to grab a cherry from the fruit and relish tray. I licked the outside with my tongue and then plucked it from the stem.
“She’s not my girlfriend,” he said, watching my lips. His eyes moved to my cleavage. “Hell, I’ve forgotten her name already, Jenavia […]”
“reached into my purse and handed him a twenty. “Keep the change.”
Smiling again, he knocked on the bar. “Thanks, Jez.”
“You’re welcome. See you around, handsome,” I said, walking away from the bar with Jersey following.
“I hope so. Hey, buddy. Where you going?” called the bartender, just noticing that Jersey was following me.
I turned back around. “He’s leaving with me. Make sure you let that blonde know.”
The bartender stared at me, looking confused.
“Come along, Jersey ,” I said, grabbing his tie and leading him toward the exit. “Let’s go somewhere quiet. Like your hotel room.”
“Okay,” he replied.
We got onto the elevator and took it to the penthouse suite. On the ride up, I thought about Brandon and Lotus again and wondered how they were fairing. “I should have gotten her number,” I said to myself.
“What?”
“Nothing,” I told Jerry as the elevator stopped. We got off and went into his suite. It was breathtaking.
“Nice,” I commented, walking past him. “How much did this room cost you?”
“It’s three-thousand a night,” he answered, bolting the door shut.
I turned back around and stared at him in surprise. “Jerr you , why did you[…]”
“You didn’t recognize the sound of my voice from earlier?” asked the woman. She smiled and began talking in a higher tone, one filled with emotion. “I know you probably think I’m a fool, but I can’t help it. I guess the truth is that I hate him and… I love him.”
I stared at her in shock. “Abigail Strom?”
She walked over and stood next to her husband. “ look at her.
91 · Jun 2019
Why. Some of You men’s
Have hardness times
Being honest
And letting someone know
What’s actually going on.
I rather hear the truth than the lies.
I hate to be compare to someone else.
So what’s going to be
Still us or not.
A real man had
Already figure it out
I guess not everyone are
Real.
That's because manipulators take advantage of Good Hearted people.

Let’s turn to positive view and that person with a good heart allow it.
That's how I get treated when I try to help someone and they won't help me back.

I use to get told that on a regular basis, but I think I was to kind hearted one to many times. It will turn you in to cold hearted as time passes. When people mistake kindness for weakness.

The givers keep in giving and the takers keep on taking. Good Heart People are blessed with a deeper Resilience. Don't let people use & abuse YOU!
91 · Apr 2021
Remembering
I remember something
Is not I don’t
Want to come home to you
It’s my experience
I had with you
What if ****
Happened
You going to put out my
Clothes
And kick me out
Remember you already did it
That’s why I hesitate on
Staying in your place
I have no more teardrops
To cry for you
I cried so hard
The day everything fell apart
I cannot get mad anymore
Either.
I **** all my madness on
Writing my feelings down.
There’s nothing else
Left.
90 · Oct 2018
Cancer
All relationship benefit from a bit of a devilish,  positive, mischievous, playful, fun approach.
Justice
When it comes to your personal life,  don't judge others harshly or they will turn around and do the same to you.
90 · Oct 2018
Talk to me
If you never talk to me. You will have a normal life. I'm confused already. First you say this. Than turn around do something different.
I hate seeing You hurt  like this.
I feel I should just move away.
89 · Apr 2021
All obstacles in my life
I finally raised up
And achieve my goals
I told myself
No matter how many people
Tried to use me
And hurt me.
I will walk taller
And be better for me
And my family.
Does people
I pray
Hope they put god first
Before anything else
89 · Jun 2020
Dear Emilia
I told you in my last email about a man near to you – and that something intrigued me about him.

My cards told me about manipulation, and this manipulation may come from him.

Did you have the feeling that some of your recent decisions weren't really your decisions?
88 · Jun 2020
Why put someone aside
When you need them
They always there
For you.
Nevertheless, ask
For anything
Not even a return.
A simple task
A little Gratitude
And attention.
Simply ignore
88 · Oct 2019
Not To Be Stress Out
Each day I wake up
I tell myself
I’m going to have a good day.
Today I’ll surround myself
People are positive.
Positive will not
**** you.
Negative energy around you
Will **** you.
I stay positive all day
All night.
My trick is.
Just be yourself.
Make others laugh.
I enjoy being around my mini me.
That’s what put positive motivation
In my life.
88 · Jan 2019
Last of chapter 5
Yes, I do see what you going through. Now I understand it. How many times are you going to remain me. Ppl make mistakes in life. No, one is perfect. Nor your not perfect either. I’m not perfect at all.
Old wise man told me last night. For two couple wants to make it right. You both need to sit down talk. Be two grown adult. Being loud don’t cut it. One will go do something else. If two is carrying the pass. It won’t work. Both of them has to let go the pass to able move on to the future. I’ll leaving my pass. But does mean I’m a bad mom nor a person.
All I really wanted to do was curl up on my chaise and cry for my boyfriend, who I would never see again. He’d been the only one who’d ever truly loved me, and now he was gone.
No time for crying, I reminded myself, blinking the tears away. At least I can try and save someone else from having their heart broken.
I’m trying to hold it together, I
grabbed a brush and fluffed my red curls around my face as a decision came to me. Maybe tonight, I would complete my assignments and then tell Dechon’e that I needed some time off. I’m sure he will think, I wanna go into hiding, but to find Idelfonso and give him the kind of meeting that he really deserved.
This is my new book. I been working on. First writing a novel.
88 · Dec 2020
It’s okay to fall down
It’s ok if you fall down and lose your spark. Just make sure that when you get back up, you rise as the whole **** fire.
88 · Jul 2019
Toxicated
A toxicated person is someone who betrays you,puts you in a bad mood,isn't being worth being your friend and after all they have done they apologize and act like nothing happened

Don't be his friend again he's toxicated.
88 · Oct 2018
Determined
What is freedom?
Freedom ability to choose for yourself.
Freedom is a choice between what you want
   and what they want.

     Whats your government?
These impostors whom speak about the need to
             breath,
    but won’t let us?
Fights for freedom and equality?
            No one will.
The truth will always be
There.
Running away don’t
Solve your problems

Learn to face up
Be a man stand up
Face your own battle.
Never hide behind
Your *****
She won’t always be there.
The truth will eat you up
Inside.

Time to grow up
Face into your
Own battle.
No, matter what may bring
In. Unless you
Solve your own
Fight.
Unless the truth was said and
Done.
In my experience
With relationship there’s
More giving.
My relationship with my friends.
We do give and takes.
It works out more with friends
Than with your lover.
My experience with relationship
Nothing silent
Don’t go anywhere
They don’t take you to the movies
Don’t spend times with you.
My relationship with friends
We talk
We go out to the movies
We spent times.
And they always there for you
87 · Oct 2018
Did I every tell you
I never knew what craving was
until You? The way you share love with me is incredibly sensuous and deep. I savor every tantalizing caress; every pleasurable moan.
I'm addicted to your scent; how your body communicates with me.

Let your body talk to mine some more. I crave it. I need it.
For the raise of your life
You have many situations
With money.
Whomever you with
Life won’t be satisfied
In your own needs
What you do to others
Will come around back
To you ten folds
86 · Dec 2020
Did You Know
God is fighting
battles for you
that you know
nothing about.
Be grateful
86 · Mar 2019
When a man cry like wolf
This is the problem most woman.
When a man cry like wolf.
They are so eager to believe them
The woman gets there ******* wet.
Not knowing anything on the other
Side.
Crying wolf
Will lie out there own teeth
Just for a woman to feel
Sorry for them.
It's sad, how a crying wolf
Use that for advantage
To lead a woman to them.
I use to know crying wolf. But that wolf no longer around me. Someone else's responsibility to deal with the crying wolf
86 · Oct 2019
Now Can you smile
Knowing you did something wrong
To someone
Way very dearly to you.
Next time you see my granny
Can you smile at her
Like you always do.
86 · Sep 2019
Why, think about her.
Are you thinking about her
Or you thinking just to think.
Maybe you thinking. Because you miss her.
Or you planning something.
Why do you think about her?
The rent was cheap
So, I live in an apartment
For over 12-years.
One day
I woke up smell
The coffee.
It’s time to move on
And makes something better.
I did
Imagine that
I when from small apartment
To a bigger
House.
Not all my life.
I’m going to stay in a apartment.
Almost pay same amount
A
House is
Better.
86 · Mar 2019
Balancing yourself
Finding balance in your world will be no sweat once you get into the groove, Gemini. Waking up is likely to be the most difficult part of the day, but once you conquer that incredible feat, you should be fine. Try taking a cold shower instead of a warm one this morning. This will serve to open up your mind and get your blood pumping when you need it most.
86 · Sep 2019
I Could Say I’m blessed
I’m bless because
Whatever problems I when though
I never let negative in my life
I’m bless because
No matter how my love one
Treated me
I never step out the box
I’m bless because
I’m a honest woman
I keep everything  100%
Real
Tarot cards for Gemini
Whether you're single or attached, Cupid's arrow could find its mark. This could bring a significant shift to your emotional world or one special connection. Something can move to a much more enjoyable or thrilling level if your heart supports any action taken now. But if you're single and don't want to feel obliged or pressured to commit, then now is the time to make this clear.
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