She would rather be alone
Than be with me
Is this the loneliest a man can be?

There is something terrifying
About the absence of sound
It can fill a room with nothing
And not a wanted voice to be found

It is said that silence can be loud
When the thoughts seep through
The cracks in your mind
I sometimes feel as if I have lost myself to hell

It is just too bad
That when silence bleeds
The only escape
Is to dream..

Do you see the other side
When your dreams will not let you breathe?

Tears can only tell so much
A smile can often deceive
Silence can hurt when there are no words to speak

Sometimes this world feels as blue as my dreams
Nowhere to go and nowhere to breathe
These days feel endless and my mind never leaves
Winter days feel empty and so do the trees
Everything has fallen and is dying to be seen

The seasons will change soon
I hope too will my dreams
This world will not feel blue forever
I can still picture the lush green

Under the shelter of a desolate sky
The few stars I see
Take the light from my eyes

Some days appear troubled
It may feel as if it always rains

I know you love the sunny days
It makes you feel warm inside
However
On the worst of days
I will always be by your side

Troubled days come and go
Same with weeks and months
It will get better
And peace will come
For that
I surely know

Winter too
Will not be forever
The cold will wane away

Some day
Maybe not too far away
The sun will shine again

Lonely little leaf
Flying alone in an autumn breeze 

Amber where it was once green
Its changed in ways that can't be seen

Will it be let to lay 
Or fly away

I hope it will be with the stars one day
But most likely it will just fade away

Just like everything else
We all decay