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ok okay Dec 2019
I wonder what they think
A quiet boy
A pink jumper
I just like the colour
But I still wonder
what do they think
Am I not masculine enough?
Are my emotions showing too much?
Maybe I am just overthinking it
It hurts to know that I will never quite understand it
You have your reasons
I have my own
I just want to be me
But it seems to risky to push it
Don't get me wrong
I love wearing black too
But sometimes I just feel blue
And want to wear the brightest colours in my room
ok okay Nov 2019
It will be okay
These tears are only temporary
This feeling is just a phase
It will not rain forever
You will grow and flourish
Become someones lover
And become something amazing
Or maybe you wont
But you might as well try right?
Life is unfair
But pretending that it will never get better will only make it worse
**** i contradict myself. im ******* sick of living, ****. like what even i cant even keep my focus on anything anymore. I cant finish movies, shows, games, everything seems dull. Life seems like hell. My thoughts only get worse and work against me. They tell me all these things I dont want to hear and I cant accept anything and i get so ******* paranoid about **** which isnt real so i get confused about what things i should worry about and what i shouldnt. Life is a ******* nightmare, why cant we just dream forever.
ok okay Nov 2019
I love the melancholy
Every time a chord is struck
Such beauty and passion
No tear could feel alone
A euphoric atmosphere is created
Almost like a dream
No more anxiety or hatred
No more low self-esteem
But I can only listen
I wish I could play too
My hands shake too much
It is a shame
Because I always feel blue
ok okay Nov 2019
Beautiful yet desolate
The sun will succumb
Street lights will flicker
Life will feel numb
Those of purity will dream
Of blue moons and bright skies
While the rest are awake
To watch time go by
ok okay Nov 2019
Global warming
Mortar shells
Endless burning
Lovely hell

Death and chaos
Wrists and knives
Blood drips slow
A toxic waste of life

Nightmare days
Dreams to escape
Lucid heartbreak
Just go away

Masks we wear
A size to fit all
'Everything is okay'
That is what we say
ok okay Nov 2019
I want to cry
But its too late
Light will arrive soon
My mind will be astray
I won't be able to smile right
They might turn me away
But if I dream tonight
Maybe just for an hour
I could pretend
That everything will be okay
Everything is ok, okay?,
ok okay Nov 2019
Pretty people get jobs easier
I wonder if they get accepted into heaven easier as well
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