Abbigail

Dec 2017

Sara Leal

I want to die.
But not in that way you just lose everything you have now.

I want to die.
But not in that way you go to a better place afterwards.

I want to die.
But not in that way you stop feeling all the pain.

I want to die.
In a way that death takes my pain away, but only for some hours or minutes, so I can rest a little bit from it.

Because after all, we all have to suffer someday, for some time.
But no one told me I couldn't take a rest from it.
So why shouldn't I?

That's why,
I want to die.

English version. I hope you like it. I thought of this when some important people decided to hurt me, and I realized that this is just a moment and that everything is going to be fine if I believe in that.

#death #me #depression

Dec 2017

She Writes

The way I love

Yes I am clingy,
But you will never find someone
There for you like I will be.

Yes I am needy,
But when you need reassurance
I’ll be full of soothing words.

Yes I am jealous,
But you will never find someone
More loyal than me.

Yes I am possessive,
But you will never find someone
That values you like I do.

Yes I have flaws, I am human. Please don’t fault me for loving the way I do.

#love #jealousy #needy #clingy #possessive

Dec 2017

Isabelle

insignificant

who knows how many universe there is
who knows how many creature exists
in this place where science and faith rules
i am just an insignificant matter who doesn’t truly matters

lost..

#insignificant

Dec 2017

BB Tyler

the joke

it's that joke
that everybody's in on
sometime you get it
sometimes you don't
but you laugh either way

can't help but to wonder
who gets it when I do
and who don't

Dec 2017

Alexandra Meelan

Depression Meet Anxiety

I want to be left alone
                                                                I don't want to feel alone
I want someone to hug me.
                                                                I hate being touched.
I want to tell someone.
                                                                People scare me.
I want to speak.
                                                                I can't open up.
I want comfort.
                                                                I push people away.
"I'll be fine."
                                                                "No you won't."
"But I will."
                                                                "What if something happens?"
"No, it'll be okay."
                                                                "But now you're doubting yourself."
"NO."
                                                                "Oh come on. I'm a friend."
"You cause so many problems for us."
                                                                "There's nothing you can do now."
"Don't do this."
                                                                "It's too late, I've won."

#depression #anxiety #feelings #confusion

Dec 2017

Imran Islam

I Love My Tears

I love my tears
because they're falling for you
I have no fears
because I always love you.

I like your smile
because it's so glad.
How do I smile
if you're feeling sad?

I can wake up at midnight
just because of you
I even don't need any light
to feel you.

You are my breath
You are my soul shine
I wouldn't be alive on this earth
if you won't be mine!

Dec 2017

fdg

shadows

There's no point in trying to understand the mechanics of thought right now
I'm choosing to sit this one out.
I'll wait at the end of the bed,
Come when you call
Stick my hand out in the dark,
Trace your shoulder and whisper,
"I'm not sure we'll make it out of this okay"
(and maybe we'll both shrug..because we don't care)