That love was fearless
Draped in a deceiving cloak
Leaving nothing but a mess
Every time he spoke
People eventually leave
I use to grieve
And think how people
Enter and exit
Sometimes I wonder
How I caught in those
beautiful web of lies
Those lies that makes me fall
And when I'm tired of observing
On things that doesn't change
I started to understand
the stark truth
That I've fallen
again and again
in a trap of fool's gold

she was too bright for that
small farm town
so bright she almost burned it down
because of this she moved to
where the sun shone most and
wilted, until she became little more
than a dandelion
you see, before she was a wild rose
that no one could tame
beautiful still, but not the flower
which everyone remembered
she was never the same--
that sunshine girl

give me a gold dress
to match my soul

I loved the sound my heart made when it broke
---like a sweet harp lullaby so i danced

I am addicted the memory of her scream; "I don't need you anymore"
---sounded so lovely

I melted at the cracking sensation of my ice cold lips
---when her warmth walked away

The hell smell of my burning soul when she walked away felt nice

So, my lady love...

Would you break my heart for me too,
Please?

When I had my first swimming lesson
My instructor told me
I was a feather
Afloat the shallow end of the pool

But this is not a swimming lesson
Nor is there an instructor
I am a heavy weight
Ready to dive into a treacherous sea

You are the sea
The water
And everything in it

I am ready to dive into you
Soul first
I just hope I don't drown

Too many people, who don't matter striking a nerve
Sick of all the disrespect talk behind my back when I'm in your face you aren't saying anything.
The fire within burns, so many raw emotions breaking free
Destroying them won't make me happy
It's too late things aren't right anymore
It's not fun anymore this isn't right
So tired of being ******* over
Just want to be me, stop trying to get a rise out of me
Do you love can you love again
Feels like the world is against you
The world forgot you tough times write them out
My mind full of crazy cycling thoughts that won't go away
Let go be free from friend to for
Lovers to complete strangers
Certain face rise thoughts and emotions
Frustration chokes the heart
The mind thinks of mean stuff to say but the words won't come out of my mind
The rage builds ready to explode but defused and burns out within

It's extremely painful to not be able to not miss you
I miss you so many times in a day it leaves me less
and lesser will to live.