This is not the world I’ve been dreaming of.

This isn’t right, and it never was.

As it stands, we are broken.

We are confused.

We are lost

And the only unending, other oriented, self-sacrificial feeling we commonly use

Is hate.

Help.

For a second, I had something to look forward to
It was nice while it lasted

Never have I had
So many dreams
About one person

I want to tell you I'll miss you
I want to tell you that
You're always on my mind
I wish I could say that
I love any communication with you I can get
And I want very badly to say
I love you
But I can't
Because that would be weird and
It would stress our friendship
Which I don't want to lose

There is more to life
Than dwelling on the negatives

As I dream
As I write
I'm so glad you say goodnight
Because, well, it makes my day

Without pause
Without flare
It steals itself away
Never to return
And to be all but forgotten