She  pulls me down to the ocean floor
       as she sinks her fangs into me
as Im drained dry, the sea water
      enters my lungs  I seize to float;
  my lifeless body hits the ocean floor
  as my impact sends grains of sand
in a wicked dance, as the poison
   from her fangs consumes me;
a part of her grows within me,  as my  heart beats and my eyes open wide,  i take my first breath,
    and I look to gain back my strength,
I grab her wrist and pin her to the ocean floor,
  the sea has infected me as I am reborn as the son of the sea and i sink my fangs into you as I drain you in your own home

He sits on the couch as his brother speaks violent words. Tears run down his face not of fear but of heartbrokeness, his own brother threatening his life. He closes his eyes and pushes the tears, he sees the swing of his brothers arm but he does not move, soon enough his head is caught between his fist being thrown left to right his head thrown side to side. The physical pain can't amount to the pain in his heart, his own brother doing such transgressions against him. Yet he stays calm he doesn't move he lets his brother take his anger out on him. His brother stops and ask why won't you fight back in which he replys your my brother you may hate me with every bone in your body you may wish to **** me but I can never due such things to you, if you wish to take my life then take it, your my brother and ill let you have it cause I won't hurt you.

His brother wide eye, lip trembling can't fathom the complexity of his philosophy.

I knew from the first time
He laid upon her
That she was the one
He was gonna marry.
Sparkles shine bright
In his right iris
Sparkles of determination
And dedication
Of lust and love.
The determination
To change his wicked ways
The dedication
to be loyal to one
The lust
To chase after her
And
The Love
To last a lifetime.
His eyes had changed and he wouldn't be the same.

Sometimes I wanna write about her, but I gave her this link,, so every so often she comes to read. It'd be weird if I spoke about her cause I hardly ever talk,, but if only she knew my discomfort around her sister and friends. They got this LA based logic that glamor is everything. So they pry and pluck and criticize everything. She's great I know she's a libra, but I won't make a move. Mainly cause I'm still building my life so I ignore most girls. I'd say I'd date her but be her bf I don't know, I can't really since I don't really know her but I'd love to court her, get to know her bit by bit. All she is, is my friend nothing more. It'd be nice if we could spend more time alone I'd have more to say than when placed in a group. New yorks the dream n so is hers I find that kinda heart warming. Like who knows maybe I'll see her one day walking down main ave. with a ring on her finger n coffee in hand, n we'll catch up n she'll tell me how she's got keychain licenses from every major city. She's a great girl, that she is and she inspires me n fans my flames. I'll make it someday.

Your name sudden appears
In every billboard n sign I see,
I find you in the books i read
N your personality is presented
In the tumblr quotes I repost

Modern technology and advertisement
Could be the culprit of why your
Always runing within my mind
But that be a lie cause while in bed
And the lights are dim I think of everything me and you could be.

She sat in the chair
In front of me,
We spoke on the phone
On hours on end.
We never got bored
Everything and nothing
Was always the topic of choice.
She expected me to read her mind
She'd sit there staring at me & expect me to know
I like her a lot which is why i put up with her antics
One day I stopped talking to her
And she stopped talking to me
She was great n all but I couldn't
Play her game for life.

And so a year later she came to me
And told me, how she wished I kissed her
When she would sat me down.
Out rage I told her how could she expect
Such super human feat n read her very thoughts
I'm only human, I'm not a **Mind Reader

I hope words ignite
A flame that inspires you to
Write your hearts content

I hardly go out anymore*
It's been a almost a month,
Since I've last seen her mouth
Form a smile
It's been a while since I've heard her laugh, I've felt dead knowing
She's in another state.
So far from a quick visit
Can't stop by just to say Hi,
I fear she'll forget me
She'll make new memories
And forget her favorite uncle.

The abyss is empty
But it's filled with
Whispers of past lovers
Drawing you near
Like sirens
Making deadly voices
Sound alluring
Till the voices manifest
And drag you down,
Back at the bottom
Where you once began.
Memories resonate
And you think
They'll change
Believing their lies
Once again.

This summer. I shall explore my city pick a place to sit. N choose a subject. N I'll write about Him,Her or It.
All poems will be placed in this single thread.

~Winchells Donuts~
She sits crossed legged
With coffee in hand
Chewing on a pencil top
Perhaps she's had too much coffee
Or probably not enough.
She's dotting something down
N looks disappointed every time
She looks up.
Maybe she's awaiting a lover
Or an old time friend
But as it's getting longer
Her chewing gets louder
I can hear the grinding of her teeth
On the wood of a number two.
My order is up n it's time for me to leave.
6-14-14 6:35am


~Local Transit~
She's biting her nails
And rubbing her belly
Maybe she's sick
Or pregnant with a baby.
6-14-14 12:44pm

~My Ex's Home~
Her eyes follow me,
everywhere I go
Yet she doesn't move
Nor say a word
I guess silence engulfed her whole
I don't blame her though,
it's been two years
But how was I supposed to know
That she'd visit her family home
She's fidgetting n she's nervous as hell
I should know, it's how she first felt
When we went on our date.
Four hours pass n I say "lates"
As her brother gives me a handshake
N starts closing the door
An exasperated yell
comes from the kitchen corridor
"Good bye -----???"
Is all I heard, I guess they still
Have that sound proof door.
I walk away n I see her peep
Out the curtain window.
Watching me as I leave.
6/14/14 6:40pm