Tamera Pierce

Mar 2017

Haruhi

I dream of passion.
A fiery love.
A relationship full of electricity.
Too bad it's still only a dream.

I dream of men.
Imagine the perfect man.
Unrequited love changes in a instant.
A special moment for two of us.

I dream of women.
A cute girl that's perfect for me.
Cover ourselves with blankets at night.
Her warm embrace.

I dream of passion.
I see us as one.
In unexpected scenes.
I dream of me loving you.

Tamera the Teacher. x3

#tamera

Mar 2017

Haruhi

A girl

A girl without self pride is like,
A sun that does not shine,
A star that does not twinkle,
To brighten up the night sky.

Mar 2017

Haruhi

Pain

Sometimes you must
HURT in order to KNOW
FALL in order to GROW
LOSE in order to GAIN
Because life's greatest lessons are learned through pain.

I was watching Naruto and Pain came on and gave his speech and I liked what he said so I decided to put it here so everyone can see it.
Yay!

Mar 2017

Haruhi

Yesterday Follows

~When midnight strikes it's a new day,~
~But yet it follows the mood of yesterday,~
~Yesterday's pains and worries we will carry.~
~Yesterday's shadow lingers and in it we wallow.~
~In the days that we seem to swallow,~
~Yesterday will always follow.~

I wrote this a couple weeks ago and I forgot to switch it to Public. xD
So um, here ya go! I think this is three weeks late? >~<

Mar 2017

Haruhi

Strong

Recollecting on a paper ,
With the one you love,
Is hard to do and hard to fight.
The time comes when we must be strong.
Strong enough to remember when things were bad for us.

Relationships, family, even life in general.
We were meant to be happy and joyous, not hateful!
When memories creep up on us,
We acknowledge them and say "Hey!"
This may be hard and seem impossible
But we can only go as far as we paddle.
Be strong for us.
"Together we stand divided we fall."

We remember the emotions and mix them in our heads,
Wanting the emotions to be buried again.
I'd like to try over. Do everything right.
I want the chance to make him happy one more time.

I'm and idiot and can't remember where that quote is from so if anyone wants to tell me, I'm all ears. xD
Fight for what you want and be strong and confident.
It may seem hard but you're strong enough for the job!

#love #happiness #emotions #strong #fighting #anotherchance

Mar 2017

Haruhi

Mother

This sadness is bottled up **** a nicely aged wine.
I going insane and trudging through the pain.
Mother, mother my friends are fine.
They would never let me stray.
Or fall behind.

Mother,
I'm crying on the inside by showing off a smile.
My lies are the truths and my truths are lies.
I couldn't bare to see you mad or sad.

Mother,
You've tried to make me a respectable young woman,
Tried to push me to the light,
But the monster in me is holding on tight.
Time and time again you've pulled me out,
But the madness is overwhelming consuming me inside.

Mother,
It's not your fault.
But mine.
I'm the stain on your heart,
You can't rub off.

I still care even though I blew it.
I wouldn't be surprised if you walked out just like daddy did.
But that doesn't matter now.
I'll go to sleep shut my mouth.
But in the morning don't expect me to be sitting there on the couch.

I don't know what to say....
If anyone needs someone to talk to I'm here! ^.^
I'm a good listener! I swear! <3

#lies #pain #mother #thoughts #stains #freinds

Mar 2017

Haruhi

Hanging On to You

I'm hanging onto you like a kitten on a branch.
Calluses appear on my hands like acne on a teen.
Sweat beating down my face, glistening against the sun.
Holding on takes too much.

There is no support system.
No beam.
No ground.
Nothing to lean on.
Holding on takes too much.

I watch you from down here listening to every word.
Hoping I hear you say my name.
I feel the weight on my body grow heavier and pull me down.
Holding on takes too much.

Falling, still gazing back up at you.
Hoping you catch me.
Hoping you notice me.
Hoping you care.
Holding on takes too much.

Depression. Dark and empty.
The only result of chasing you.
Depression the only result of needing you.
Holding on takes too much.

R. I thought of this. Sounds like the two if us right? Any one feel like this?
Sorry if you're a teen and you don't have acne. xD

#depression #need #emotions #noticeme #holdingon #toomuch